Maddy

Seeing goths in the wild brings me so much inherent joy

Not being believed when you’re in pain is just about as bad as the pain itself. I cannot share my pain, I cannot show you. My access to healing relies solely upon you choosing to hear my words and actually listen. You sacrifice little, but you not doing that causes more pain

My problem is I don’t have any problems. I have stability, good education, good parents. And yet I still feel like this. Like running away or crashing my car, or leaving behind every relationship I’ve worked so hard to build. I know I’m wrong to feel like this, but I can’t seem to fix it

Tell me why this random kid looked at me and called me an emo pigtail girl. I have no defense

I know I’m not funny but that’s not gonna stop me from trying

Guys it turns out being hormonal, in chronic pain, sleep deprived overwhelmed, and financially unstable effects my decision making skills in a negative way! Who would’ve guessed!

One thing that I’m glad I was taught from a young age is that even the devil believes in god. Belief is not enough to save someone. You have to change your heart and change your ways and yes it’ll still be difficult but eternity in heaven is worth a couple years of pain on this earth

I just love when people ask me if I’m ok because no. I’m not. But I’m having fun making it everyone else’s problem

The government just ruined my hopes and dreams of selling totally legal substances (if the government asks I’m selling lemonade) by requiring me to buy a “business license” first

Daycare: the place where no one is chill and everything is sticky

Working at a daycare is so funny because no I’m not potty training 7 kids at once for 10.50 an hour. I only work here during the evenings I literally can’t