no chance

It’s not funny anymore

sweet kisses 𓂃 ʚɞ 𓏲 ๋࣭

#when the fic says "his eyes roll back in pleasure"

Psst… I got some new Hollanov filth over on AO3 dot com —> HERE

hollanov honeymoon scenes

HEATED RIVALRY 1.05 "I'll Believe in Anything"

hollanov + holding each other

I was working on some sketches and then this haircut for Shane appeared and I kind of love it?

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day

HUDSON WILLIAMS | Paris Fashion Week 2026

he’s a loverboy! he’s spent so so long wanting to be able to connect with ilya like this and now he finally can! he was born to play hockey but also to be ilya’s boyfriend!

favorite hollanov kisses 29/??

“When our childhood homes are chaotic and dangerous, we learn that the way to stay safe is to always be on alert — hypervigilant. Our nervous system never calms down because it’s constantly on the lookout for the next bomb that is going to explode [...] As the show goes on, we will learn that underneath Ilya’s extremely hard shell is the heart of a squishy teddy bear wrapped in a warm blanket, but it takes YEARS for Shane to see it. When we look at Ilya through the lens of what he learned as he grew up, it makes sense why he behaves the way he does. We can even have empathy for the level of hypervigilance and fear he lives with. I like to lay things out this way because it’s usually a hell of a lot harder to give ourselves that same grace. We have an idea of who we “should” be in our heads, and when we don’t live up to that we assume it’s because we’re a failure, a useless waste of space. None of that is true: we are behaving in ways that make complete sense when we understand how our nervous system was trained to respond to our environment.” — Reading Ilya Rozanov through the lens of trauma.