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#𝐆𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐑. ( gore - YEUR ) an independent blog for august elliot , a horror - themed original character that deals in snuff films. est. 2017, revamped in 2023. includes highly triggering material. 21 + only. minors & personals are blocked.

a study in self - denial , the proverbial black sheep , being forgotten in life rather than death , to want and to be left wanting & the innate need to keep your true face hidden away — even from yourself. filmed by cole.

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#cole. 31. male.

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resident evil: 4 remake starters

❝ man, that stinks. ❞ ❝ this just keeps getting worse. ❞ ❝ you’re still a kid holding onto fantasies of what’s right and wrong. ❞ ❝ i’m gonna let you in on a little secret. just between us. ❞ ❝ the hell is going on? ❞ ❝ hey, we’re a team, right? ❞ ❝ where’s everyone going? bingo? ❞ ❝ you and me are two sides of the same coin. ❞ ❝ that’s just like you. you always had poor judgement. ❞ ❝ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❞ ❝ like i told you, i’m gonna get you home safe. ❞ ❝ i’m not falling for your mind games. ❞ ❝ you proved you can handle yourself. ❞ ❝ you haven’t changed a damn bit. ❞ ❝ you look like you’ve got something to say. ❞ ❝ gotta fix everything myself. ❞ ❝ you can’t run. you got to keep moving forward. ❞ ❝ you’re nothing but an extra in my script. ❞ ❝ i thought you were gonna die. ❞ ❝ i don’t pay you to ask questions. ❞ ❝ there’s no time for resting. ❞ ❝ revenge? you think i’m doing all this…for revenge? ❞ ❝ i need you to trust me, and do exactly as i say. ❞ ❝ you’re too soft to do what’s necessary. ❞ ❝ i know your potential better than anyone. ❞ ❝ you’ve made it all this way, but you haven’t learned a thing. ❞ ❝ maybe you’ll live to meet me again. ❞ ❝ the most important thing in this world is pure, unadulterated power. ❞ ❝ i’ve something to ask you…but i don’t think i’ll get a straight answer. ❞ ❝ you didn’t answer my question. what’re you after? ❞ ❝ you know, you were always an asshole. ❞ ❝ you have a strange sense of humor. ❞ ❝ you are nothing if not unyielding. ❞ ❝ i just wanna feel good about myself. make amends. or something like that. ❞ ❝ just give me a heads-up before you stab me next time, okay? ❞ ❝ it’s okay to be afraid, you know. ❞ ❝ what do you think? people can change, right? ❞ ❝ not looking good, eh, my friend? ❞ ❝ you try to save one person; a hundred others die. ❞ ❝ was that an act of defiance? against me? ❞ ❝ a well-tuned weapon can make up for a lack of skill. ❞ ❝ i’ll let myself out. ❞ ❝ you won’t get away with this. ❞ ❝ be a shame to live the rest of your life wondering ‘what if’ - am i right? ❞ ❝ you have the stench of battle on you. ❞ ❝ so, tell me, why did you come to this horrible place? ❞ ❝ you wanna help? cause i could use it. ❞ ❝ if i could just forget what happened that night, the pain - even for a second… ❞ ❝ i knew i could count on you. ❞ ❝ i think you’d be pretty dashing in it. ❞ ❝ i’m not used to having such good company. ❞ ❝ hey. it’s dangerous outside. ❞ ❝ god damn…i was almost a pancake. ❞ ❝ a lot of people have gone missing around here. and it’s been like that for a while now. ❞ ❝ sorry. i, uh, screwed up. ❞ ❝ i’m so scared. when that happened…i wasn’t myself any more. ❞ ❝ well done. you’ve proven yourself reliable. ❞ ❝ won’t be going anywhere in this thing. ❞ ❝ sorry, didn’t realize that was yours. ❞ ❝ this time, it can be different. it has to. ❞ ❝ everything will work out just fine. ❞ ❝ you missed. that’s not like you. ❞ ❝ come to my rescue, prince charming! ❞ ❝ sometimes it’s more fun not knowing. ❞ ❝ if you do well, i’ll make it worth your while. ❞ ❝ that hurts, you know. ❞ ❝ this is one hell of a gloomy place. ❞ ❝ why help me, though? what’s in it for you? ❞ ❝ oh, well, maybe just untie me then? ❞ ❝ knowledge is power. remember that. ❞ ❝ i can’t tell if that’s meant to be a compliment. ❞ ❝ i’m sure you’ll do your best to help me. ❞ ❝ bill me for the repairs later. ❞ ❝ it seemed like you really wanted to talk. ❞ ❝ you know, those things will kill you. ❞ ❝ you haven’t changed. you just think you have. ❞ ❝ don’t let the smallfry distract you from the big fish. ❞ ❝ quiet type, eh? ❞ ❝ guess you picked the wrong spot to vacation. ❞ ❝ a most warm welcome to my castle. ❞ ❝ bet you’ve been in spots like this before. ❞ ❝ to think you could be this foolish. ❞ ❝ give me a break already. ❞ ❝ i’m sorry. i wish i could do more to help. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to recall what happened down there. ❞ ❝ years haven’t been kind to us, i suppose. ❞ ❝ finally, some peace and quiet. ❞ ❝ who are you? and what are you doing here? ❞ ❝ i’m just an average guy who happens to be quite the ladies’ man. ❞ ❝ you should really be telling me what a good job i did. ❞ ❝ is this the first time you coughed up blood like this? ❞ ❝ so much for helping me. ❞ ❝ so, who are you working for this time? ❞ ❝ you think i’m gonna give up that easily? ❞ ❝ hey, are you sure you’re good? ❞ ❝ i’m gonna get you home safe. ❞ ❝ i have a plan. but you’re going to have to trust me. ❞ ❝ gimme some space. ❞ ❝ i don’t get you. why risk your life like this? ❞ ❝ it’s a little over-the-top, don’t you think? ❞ ❝ they’re coming! get behind me. ❞ ❝ does that hurt? are you in pain? distressed? ❞ ❝ you are really starting to become a giant pain in my ass. ❞ ❝ you know i don’t work and tell. ❞ ❝ you’ve done well to make it this far. ❞ ❝ tell someone who gives a shit. ❞ ❝ happy to help. now you owe me. ❞ ❝ are you just trying to use me again? ❞ ❝ what’re you, my mother? ❞ ❝ i’m definitely gonna catch a cold. ❞ ❝ this artwork…doesn’t it look like it’s telling some kind of story? ❞ ❝ what do we do? there’s no way out. ❞ ❝ what’s wrong with wanting the same for myself? ❞ ❝ it’s a little old fashioned for my taste. ❞ ❝ you’re losing your cool. making mistakes. ❞ ❝ don’t scare me like that. ❞ ❝ you’re slow. and so goddamn weak. ❞ ❝ wow, you’ve really gone all out for me! you shouldn’t have. ❞ ❝ i will send you back to the hell you came from. ❞ ❝ heheh, having a rough day? ❞ ❝ the reaper comes for cowards and the careless alike. which are you? ❞ ❝ i’ve got to think. need to get my head straight. ❞ ❝ i shall leave tomorrow. go far away. ❞ ❝ here’s my question…have you changed? ❞ ❝ we will beat this. together. ❞ ❝ what’s wrong? show no mercy! ❞ ❝ i admit - you’ve done well to stay alive this long. ❞ ❝ this means death. a slow, miserable death. ❞

#ok here's an actual meme.#prompts tbt.

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#he is just... a baby.#˹ 𝒊. image. ˼ — don't you dare say i'm gonna make it‚ 'cause i don't believe a word you say.

DON'T YOU DARE SAY I'M GONNA MAKE IT , 'CAUSE I DON'T BELIEVE A WORD YOU SAY ! / #GOREUR. an indie horror - based oc , by cole. highly triggering material. 21+ only. ©

#horror rp #horror oc #dead by daylight rp #dbd rp #resident evil rp #idk what else to tag this with.#go crazy go stupid.

❛ sir, we still need sixteen cents. ❜

❛ no, yeah, i- i know, i just... h-hang on, i, i know i have it. ❜

THEY'RE STARING. THEY'RE ALL STARING. a bead of sweat slowly trails down the back of your neck, disappears beneath the collar of your shirt. you normally know exactly how much to bring, the precise amount of change you need for your order, but at the last second you'd decided to buy a strawberry danish for natalie and that fucked up your process and now you don't have enough but you can't in good conscience put it back and turn up empty - handed but you still don't have enough and EVERYONE IS WAITING ON YOU so can you PLEASE hurry it up you FUCKING ——

seemingly out of nowhere, a hand reaches forth and drops a quarter into the barista's awaiting palm, and she rings out the change with a roll of her heavily mascaraed eyes. your thoughts are interrupted, and the angry voice is gone, replaced by the general muted murmur of an everyday coffee shop.

trying desperately to hide the way you're still faintly trembling, you slowly turn to face the person who'd stepped in to save your hide, sleepless eyes darting anywhere but their face.

❛ you didn't have— i mean, i— uh. thanks. ❜

@remory that one coffee shop thing

#˹ 𝒗. main. ˼ — i'm still not where i wanna be‚ so what more do you want from me? i should've been somebody by now.#remory #threads tbt.

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@goreur : ' i, uh, bought two. here. ' i know we're still plotting but perhaps some hospital solidarity? he lives on coffee and snacks from the vending machines

bright fluorescent lights and the distant beeping of hospital machines are the only things that manage to keep her awake where she shifts uncomfortably in the hospital's metal chair. and even if it weren't impossible to get and stay comfortable, she wouldn't be able to sleep anyway, not when her mother was sick, alone in a room down the hallway.

she almost doesn't see him approach her, curled up with her knees brought to her chest, hooded sweatshirt pulled over her head in a useless attempt to keep warmth in and light out. she lifts her head when she hears someone come to a stop in front of her, pulls the hood back to reveal a curious raise of her brows and messy reddish ponytail. eyes are red, bloodshot, betraying just how LITTLE she's slept, as she unfolds herself from awkward position, sits up properly in order to look at him.

she looks at what he's offering next: coffee and some sort of zero nutritional value vending machine snack. it looked a lot like heaven, right now.

' what, did i look like i needed a pick-me-up that bad? ' she answers after a long moment, and it's supposed to sound amused, but her voice comes across tired and scratchy, and she clears her throat, offers a half-smile as she reaches up to take what's offered. ' .... thanks. ' she takes a few moments to enjoy the warmth of the coffee cup that radiates against the palm of her hand she looks up at him again. ' hey - don't i know you? i mean, other than the fact that i think i've seen you walk by here a dozen times. '

goreur

his eyes sting. the fluorescent lights above irritate them further, but at least the pediatric ward’s walls — colorful and decorated, to appeal to their younger visitors — are a welcome change from the rest of the hospital’s glaring, blinding eggshell white.

a sleepless night ran over into a busy day, and after just barely surviving his classes, he’d stopped at a gas station to pick up an energy drink ( his third that day ) and chug it on the way to visit nat. early on, during a rare display of fear on her part, he’d made a promise to visit her every day during her inpatient treatments. if nothing else, he keeps his word, and just seeing her face makes his shoulders feel a little lighter.

but as with all good things, the visit came to an end, and he was ushered out of the room by a friendly enough nurse who then whisked natalie away for more testing. he walked with her, held her tiny hand until the swinging set of doors that denied him entry. so, back to the waiting room he went — the one a floor or two below, with a better snack selection and one of the only vending machines that served coffee.

he'd noticed her sitting by her lonesome, and even without the track team sprinting around her, he'd known exactly who she was. that bright shock of orange hair's hard to miss. but even sitting alone, knees bent to her chest, she somehow manages to look even lonelier. it's a feeling he knows too well.

❛ mn... maybe, ❜ he mumbles, giving a non-committal rub at his aching neck as he all but slumps into a chair opposite hers, equally stiff and uncomfortable. ❛ i film the uh, the track meets. at your school. and other... events. . . . f-for money, i mean. from the school! not like— ❜ he clears his throat, blue eyes focusing distractedly at a small stain on the carpet. ❛ yeah, i uh, i graduated... a few years ago. they probably just like me 'cause i'm local and don't charge a lot, i think. ❜

( jesus christ enough about you she doesn't care she doesn't want to hear it )

❛ sorry. uh. you're... meg. right? you're... really fast. ❜

good job, dumbass.

#i am vibrating excitedly for this thread lmao.#this whole dynamic.#adrenalrun #˹ 𝒗. main. ˼ — i'm still not where i wanna be‚ so what more do you want from me? i should've been somebody by now.#threads tbt.

anyway i am begging you all to look at this bomb-ass carrd that i commissioned from koi / @angrygod . they are so incredibly talented and 10000% understood the assignment (and my nasty boy) with the graphics and overall feel / aesthetic.

#i am simply crying! it looks so good!#my tiny embittered heart is so goddamn full!!

teeny verse dump.

#˹ 𝒗. main. ˼ — i'm still not where i wanna be‚ so what more do you want from me? i should've been somebody by now.#˹ 𝒗. bad end. ˼ — so won't you stare into my hollow eyes? they look so hungry now.#˹ 𝒗. survivor. ˼ — oh‚ and i'll try to convince myself i'm worth it‚ and you'll lie with your strange and fitting purpose.#˹ 𝒗. killer. ˼ — when does a candle become a blaze? when does a man become a monster?

the thing that really tears me apart about august is that he really does have a lot of untapped potential that only shines through in his work with vic and june. he has fantastic vision in all of his films, but he never received any encouragement or interest from his family, aside from natalie. this has, of course, destroyed any sense of self-worth or confidence in his abilities, and he’ll be damned before he lets anyone point out his accomplishments. he never heard it from the people he needed the most; he’s not gonna take it from anyone else.

#study tbt.

something something august being placed in the entity's realm as a survivor to see if the fear of death he claims to want in the real world will make him actively work to survive, or if his hopelessness and the bloodlust he craves will twist him into a killer, etc.

#it's about the duality!#the scales being tipped one way or another!#and it's all dependent on how strong or weak he chooses to be.#tbt.

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little tidbits about august / augie until i can get his carrd up. - 22. pisces. isfj. - heavily closeted homosexual. - film student by day, snuff film maker by night. - has a younger sister with cancer. uses money he makes online from his "films" to help pay for her medical bills. - does not have a good relationship with his parents. barely exists, in their eyes. - dropped out of college once, but decided to go back. - a disgusting, nasty little freak that secretly gets off to his own videos, though he vehemently denies it to himself. - depressed as shit. non-existent self-esteem. very withdrawn, very shy.

#tbt.

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