yeah ts what really pushed me over the edge i was already contemplating complete social isolation before but i got it now 💫💥
wait i gotta explain before i disappear off of the face of the planet 4evaaaa this mayyy be the last thing i post #wompwomp gonna keep this up bc this up as an archive but like hyea i quit 😘
🎀 i dont deserve my life and i dont deserve my people and i cant even ask for what i want 🤫🧏 uhhh again on the "No one knows who tlyou are grind" i feel like i walked into just months in a row of like a massive disconmect between what ppl think i am and who i actually am And I Cant Seem To Show Anyone Accurately who this is
if i went aint no one gonna miss me because who they missing isnt me . its essentially like making nobody disappear
SO SEE YOU 😘👍 i'm gonna diva it upppp i unfollowed hundreds of ppl on twt, deactivated my tt, deactivated my disc, i quit my other socialsss,,,, quitting u2 tumblr we had some good times together hellsite w/o u i would not have destiel
i dont know when yall r gonna see me again but all the evidence of who i used to be is still here so yh
mostly what i really wanted was for someone to walk up to me with a hammer and beat me senseless LOL maybe thats rhe rhinf im really hung up on. my insane ass has insane problems that sound stupid. i wish i didnt have to scream for help for someone to help. i wish i didnt have to tell people about myself just so they know. i wish people catalogued my every move rhe way i catalogue everyone else. i wish people were excited to see me. i wish i could actually believe it. but i dont and i cant and this is it ❤️ sayonara folksssss if you need me theres only one other person who can reach me
i'm So mentally ill rn LOLL see u b4 i become a danger to society too
