healing isn’t enough i need my memory erased

i will never stop being 6 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 11 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 19 years old and lonely. i will never stop

i wish i wasn't mentally ill i could've been so much more

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

Once I learn how to stop being me it’s over for y’all

I'll always feel ugly. I'll always view myself as an ugly person, both physically and mentally. I'll always hate myself and struggle to believe that someone actually loves me and wants to be in my life. I'll always try my hardest not to believe anyone but my bullies who ruined my life for more than a decade.

Having to live a future you didn’t think you’d be alive for is so fucking hard

Not to be vague but not again please

One of my least favorite mental illness things is "hungry but dont feel like eating" and its companions "hungry but all the food in the house is Illegal," "hungry but can't make anything," and "hungry, want to eat, but why bother"