Certified Fox Moment

I hate being trans. I hate it with every fiber of my being. I hate what it did to me. I hate the person it made me. I hate being this sad disgusting freak failing to be a woman every day when before all this i was a happy man living a happy regular life. I hate that i pushed my family away by being like this. I hate that I know what the word "hon" means and i hate that i know that i am one. I hate that I'm trapped as this thing and I hate that I can't really process the feelings i have of wanting to stop being this way, the way I usually process them (by talking to others about them) because of the stigma around detransition. I hate that I resent the people in my life that led me to crack my egg. I hate that they resent me for being so miserable about this. I hate this. I hate being trans. I hate being trans. I hate being trans. I hate being trans. I hate being trans.

DCS screenshot dumping

Who turned on the lights?

Turns out? when presented with multiple keypairs, sshfs-win - instead of doing the sane thing of just "iterating down the list of keypairs if the first one doesn't authenticate" the way window's OpenSSH (and literally like most other OpenSSH implementations) work" - just hardcodes the key path to be %userprofile%\.ssh\id_rsa. This is, to be clear, really fucking stupid and breaks things for literally so many usecases (using literally anything that isn't RSA like i do, using multiple ssh keys, storing ssh keys anywhere that isn't %userprofile%\.ssh and setting an IdentityFile path in your config, etc.) and also entirely pointless. Renaming my id_ed25519 keypair to id_rsa completely fixed the issue. so fucking stupid.

begging more VTOL map devs to add silly overdramatic music to their missions, Taiwan 2054's can get annoying but god sometimes it hits right

in retrospect looking at it now this definitely could pass as like, a poor man's Blue Angels livery but that's definitely not what it is

also obligatory selfie in the Funny AV-42

Also going to include What Are You (Wow) in this post for being one of the first pieces of music in a very long time that has successfully driven me to tears.

Like don't get me wrong, I love music that tells a story or (especially) is rhythmically interesting. Probably moreso than I do Slop Music:tm:. Some of my favorite albums of all time fall into one of those two categories. But theres a certain fast-food quality to Slop thats nice. Its consistent in its alright-ness. if I put on whatever latest track bbno$ puts out i know that 9 times out of 10 im gonna spend the next 3 minutes listening to him rap about fucking women and making money over a house beat, and it won't be groundbreaking but it'll be good enough, and sometimes that's what im looking for, ykwim

(That being said if anyone lurking the vtolvr tag wants to do some flying shit hmu)

Also really funny that VTOL plasters your steam pfp on your rudder by default. Like can you imagine being on a civvie flight and getting intercepted and you see a picture of a giant blue fox woman. That fucking rules