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1. Healed by you (Namjoon x female reader) ââ part 1; part 2; part 3; part 4; part 5; part 6; part 7; part 8; part 9; part 10; part 11; part 12
Am I the only one that gets turned off from reading fanfiction that has ai covers? Like there are billions of pictures on the internet of hot men and women... and you chose to participate in killing the earth to generate it, for what?
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made them even hotter đ€
if everyone's suddenly obsessed with Haaland...
then where are the fics? đ€š
series masterlist: in the frame âźâË
synopsis: your skills as a videographer gets put to the test when your friend, who happens to be in the same profession, falls victim to double-booking. problem is, you only specialized in weddings, not adult films. despite your initial reluctance, you take the job. cue the lights ⊠you meet jeon jungkook, a pornstar, on set â in his world. you just never expected him to play a part in yours.
pairing: pornstar!jungkook x wedding videographer!fem reader
wc: 74.8k
genre: s2l, pornstar au, smut, angst, fluff
cw: slice of life, miscommunication, inaccurate adult filming industry discourse/depiction, situationship, sexual exploration, tension, yearning, virgin oc, 18+ ONLY, specific smut warnings in each part.
STATUS: COMPLETED ââ
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act i. (14.3k)
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extra: epilogue (tbd)
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synopsis: for a while now, weverse has allowed fans to âdmâ their favourite idols. itâs controlled, itâs monitored, itâs all very pc⊠until you come along one drunken night and break the rules. what is supposed to be a harmless act of communication quickly spirals into much, much more and begs the question, how far should communication between a fan and an idol really go?
genre: jjk x reader (fem), smau mini-series, fluff, smut, delulu, crack
rating: 18+ | minors, dni
a/n: hi! before we get started, a few quick things âĄ
firstly, welcome!! i'm so happy you're here đ„č
secondly, this fic exists purely for the vibes. it is ridiculously self-indulgent, highly unrealistic, and fuelled almost entirely by my own delulu, so please read with that in mind and enjoy the chaos.
i'm also from the uk, which means british slang, spellings, and the occasional phrase that makes absolutely no sense outside of this tiny island have definitely found their way into the story.
and just to make it crystal clear: every edit, photo, tweet, ig story, text exchange, and social media post included in this smau is fictional and created by me for storytelling purposes. nothing featured here should be considered a real quote, interaction, or factual representation of any person.
lastly, thank you. genuinely. every like, reblog, comment, message, and bit of support means more than i can put into words. what started as a silly little idea somehow turned into a lovely little duck and bunny corner of the internet, and i'm so grateful for everyone who's come along for the ride âĄ
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not duck
next question
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he said no
too hard
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feels different
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zero chill
swim
alternate reality
use your words
hi duckling
shut down
code red
brave face
going crazy
time will tell
cosmic sign
break a leg
better mood
hi army
can we talk?
wrap it up
enjoy the ride
cursed out
i trust you
i'm your kook
down bad
play it off
te amo, mexico
totally screwed
i don't share
be mine
[ongoing]
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Modernness of the 1400s
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Pairing: HOTD x Fem!Modern!Reader
Premise: A modern reader in HOTD
Tags: Slowburn, age gap (Small), AFAB reader, No use of Y/N, heavy religious themes (primarily abrahamic religions)
General Warnings: Canon-typical violence, blood, assault, bullying, death (Death of Cannon characters)
Rating: 18+ (Generally)
Status: On-going
Current word count: 205k (Last updated: 03/07/26)
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dr. brendon park x pregnant!reader
includes: pregnancy, unexpected pregnancy, angst, insecurities, protective!brendon, actually let's call it for what it is: overprotective!brendon, fem!reader, slow burn, she fell first but he fell harder.
âwhat was supposed to be just a few nights of good sex with a handsome man you met at the bar turned into an unexpected discovery. now you and dr. park have to navigate how to be parents.â
an ongoing series.
i. big girl pants. ii. big man shoes. iii. big first emotions. iv. big, scary, intimidating shark. v. big gossip town.
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Jeon Jungkook
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Synopsis: In which Jeongguk falls in love at first sight at a convivence store at 11pm after being stalked by a saesang.
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Ot7 Bts
In Context: Coffee & The Red String of Fate
Synopsis: Y/N was a planner. Everything had to go along with the schedule she had in her head otherwise it felt as if the world was coming to end.
What happens when she decides to surprise her family far earlier than expected?
What happens when the shift in schedule brings her someone that has come before?
That someone being none other than Park Jimin, a man dearly loved by many, especially his members.
What happens when the pair soon realize that their invigorating encounter over coffee was not the first time their paths have crossed?
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Just a Normal Night
Jungkook x Reader I Modern AU I Chance Encounter I Fluff I Romance
Summary: What begins as a chance encounter turns memorable when you help Jeon fucking Jungkook during an unexpected and chaotic night. Jungkook finds himself lingering in you worldâsharing drinks, laughter, and lighthearted moments with your friends that feel more real than anything heâs known lately.
Word Count: 25K
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Just a Normal Night: Seoul Edition
Just a Normal Night: Missing You
A/N: Just a quick note on formatting: Bold text is used for dialogue spoken in Korean. Italic text represents internal thoughts or feelings. Normal text is used for dialogue spoken in English.
I hope this helps make things easier to follow while reading. Thanks so much for giving my story a chance!
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Jungkook had only wanted one thing tonight: a normal dinner. No hushed whispers trailing after him, no fans sneaking photos behind raised menus, no tight, tense feeling that he had to be ready to bolt at any second. Just one simple meal â that was all he was asking for.
Sometimes, he got lucky. Tonight, it seemed, luck wasnât on his side.
He had chosen the place carefully: a traditional Korean restaurant tucked on a quieter street, not far from his hotel. It looked promising â cozy, with soft lighting and a small, not on any main roads. He figured he could at least have the comfort of ordering in his own language without fumbling through English. He'd even gone the extra mile to cover his hand tattoos, knowing how easily they gave him away. While he loved them, they were like a neon sign flashing BTS to anyone who glanced too closely.
At first, everything seemed fine. He ordered quickly and quietly, keeping his head down, then slipped off to the bathroom before his food could arrived. That was when things took a turn. On his way back to his table, two young women â early twenties, maybe â caught sight of him. He heard it before he fully understood it: a rush of excited chatter, the words tumbling out too fast. Still, a few things were unmistakable â his name. BTS. His stomach dropped.
Damn it.
He could already see it in their eyes â the disbelief, the beginning of hysteria, the desperate reach for phones. If he didnât move fast, heâd have a scene on his hands. An entire evening ruined. Jungkook tensed, scanning for the fastest way out without making things worse. He adjusted the cap pulled low over his eyes, preparing to dodge past themâwhen suddenly, a hand landed firmly on his shoulder.
"Yah, Eun-woo," a voice said, warm and a little impatient. "You really left us sitting there alone forever?"
He froze. Eun-woo? Before he could react, a figure slipped smoothly between him and the two girls â you, stepping up like you belonged by his side. You didnât even look at the strangers. Instead, you gave Jungkook an exasperated, playful glance, your hand still steady on his shoulder. "Come on, sit down. Youâre not getting out of paying for the appetizer again."
The girls faltered. Confusion flickered across their faces. Jungkook, wide-eyed, caught the brief flash of uncertainty in their eyes â was he really Jungkook? Was this just some random guy who really looked like him?
Across the room, just minutes earlier, you had been minding your own business â more or less.
"Oh my god. Guys, donât look â but I think my screensaver just walked in," you hissed across the table, eyes wide. Pascal barely looked up from his beer, snorting. "Ha! You say that about every hot Asian guy."
"No, listen," you insisted, trying not to move your head as you watched Jeon Jungkook slide into a booth like it was the most casual thing in the world. "I'm serious. Iâm pretty sure that's the real one."
Pascal, skeptical but willing to humor you, turned slowly to peek. "The one with the cap?" You nodded, a little too quickly. Pascal grinned. "You wanna go over there? Get an autograph, a picture, maybe his firstborn child while youâre at it?"
"Shut the fuck up!" you hissed, smacking his arm lightly. "I'm not walking over there. He's human. He deserves to eat in peace â just like we do."
You stabbed at the grill, throwing a little more bulgogi onto the sizzling surface, but your eyes kept sneaking glances at Jeon fucking Jungkook sitting a few tables away, as casual as if he weasnât the biggest star in the world. Pascal and Flora, your two best friends, were used to your dramatics â Flora being the towering but gentle giant of the group, and Pascal the sassy, slightly taller than you, but never impolite energy bomb.
"Youâre really not gonna go over?" Flora asked, his deep voice low and amused.
"I want to," you admitted through gritted teeth, "but itâd just be...awkward."
"Why? Youâve been learning Korean with Eumi for months," Pascal chimed in. "You two can actually have conversations now. She said you were good. He'd understand you."
"Not the point!" you groaned, burying your face in your hands.
You peeked again just in time to see Jungkook stand up, making his way toward the back where the bathrooms were. Not long after, you heard the unmistakable chatter of two girls at a nearby table â rapid-fire excitement, the words BTS and Jungkook tumbling out clearly. You tensed.
Shit
You straightened up just as Jungkook reappeared, walking back from the bathroom â tense, shoulders slightly hunched, eyes flicking nervously as the two girls went to him chattering animatedly and making hearth eyes at him. He immediately looked tense and ready to bolt. You didnât waste another second. You shot a quick look at Pascal and Flora.
"Iâm gonna need you to fake it," you muttered under your breath, leaning in. "Pretend Jungkookâs part of our group."
Both of them froze for a second, then nodded sharply, understanding immediately â the chatter from the other table had tipped them off too. You grabbed Dong, your favorite waiter, as he passed by with a tray.
"Hey, can you bring whatever that guy ordered to our table if he sits with us?" you asked in a low voice, flashing your most pleading smile. Dong, ever the professional but also a secret gossip lover, glanced at Jungkook and then back at you. Without missing a beat, he nodded. "Got it."
Relieved, you made yourself ready to intervene, moving casually into his path like it was the most natural thing in the world. As you closed the distance and saw his shoulders with how close the girls approached, you acted on pure impulse â stepping up beside him, placing your hand firmly on his shoulder, and saying, loud enough for the girls to hear:
"Yah, Eun-woo, you really left us sitting there alone forever?" You gave him a playful, exasperated glance, ignoring the stunned look in his eyes. "Youâre not getting out of paying for the appetizers again," you said, tugging lightly at his jacket like you'd done it a hundred times before.
The girls looked stunned for a second before one blurted out, "Waitâwhat are you doing with Jungkook?!" You let out a soft, easy laugh, glancing between them and Jungkook â well, Eun-woo for now.
"Jungkook?" you repeated, shaking your head fondly. "Ahh, you must be mistaken. Happens all the time. He does look a lot like him, right?" You gave a little laugh, warm and natural, and Jungkook â though still looking like a deer in headlights â caught the drift.
You quickly switched to Korean, low and hurried: "You looked uncomfortable. I help."
Your Korean wasn't perfect, but it was enough. Jungkookâs eyes widened, surprised, then softened with instant understanding. He nodded once â subtle, grateful. Unfortunately, the girls werenât ready to let it go.
"Oh my god, you speak Korean?!" one squealed, inching closer. "Please tell him weâre his biggest fans!"
You turned back to them, switching back to English with the kind of casual patience that comes from telling a lie youâve told a hundred times. "Sorry, but he really isnât Jungkook," you said kindly. "Youâre actually like the third group of people during his student exchange who think that."
You grinned in a way that invited them to laugh about it too â to feel a little silly, but not judged. For a moment, they wavered. But then one of them pointed sharply, "Yeah, sure. Look at his lip ring and his eyebrow piercing! Itâs totally him!"
You could feel Jungkook tense up beside you, his body rigid, caught like an animal about to bolt. The girls were getting too close, practically in his personal space now. You stepped firmly between them and him, hands up in a calming, almost scolding gesture.
"Guys, guys," you said in a low, mock-conspiratorial voice. "I get it. Itâs spooky, right? Crazy look-alike level. Even I freaked the first time."
You leaned in slightly, dropping your voice even more like you were sharing a juicy secret. "But trust me. If he were really Jungkook, he would have..." You grabbed his left hand gently, flipping it palm-up to show them his knuckles. Well it was his hand without tattoos. You hoped the girls didnât know that.
"See? No tattoos," you said smoothly, smiling wide. "Eun-woo just likes to dress edgy sometimes. Doesnât make him a K-pop idol.", trying to bluff your way through it. You didnât really have any other way to try and convince them otherwise.
But the girls weren't buying it. "Yeah, right!" one of them snapped, jabbing a finger toward his hand. "On his left he wouldnât have tattoos!"
Jungkook, still tense and quiet beside you, picked up enough of the fast English chatter to realize the situation was slipping. He glanced down at his own hand â the one you were still holding loosely â and seemed to understand instantly what was happening. Before you could stammer out some wild excuse âJungkook moved.
He raised his other hand casually, briefly turning it up, then back down again, as if dismissing the whole thing. A quick, confident gesture â Look. Nothing there. You're imagining it. And because it was so natural, so matter-of-fact, the girls hesitated. Having showed them both his hands were tattoo free, for them to see, but not long enough to see one was covered in make-up.
You jumped right back in, "Trust me, weâve been through this before. Poor guy canât even go to a grocery store without someone asking for a selfie." You laughed like it was the most ridiculous thing in the world. Like it was all just a funny misunderstanding.
And finally â finally â the girls started to lose steam. They muttered something to each other, still suspicious, but not brave enough to cause a bigger scene.
"I mean, think about it," you added, tilting your head playfully. "If the Jungkook really came here, donât you think thereâd be like...bodyguards? Cameras?"
The girls exchanged a glance, suddenly unsure, their momentum stalling. You caught Jungkookâs eye and tilted your head slightly toward your table, (where Pascal was calling from, what took you so long) â Move now.
Jungkook blinked, then â catching on fast â nodded. You casually gripped his jacket and steered him away. Jungkook leaned in just slightly, his voice low and warm near your ear: "Thank you," he murmured in Korean.
You straightened, heart hammering hard. You hadnât realized until now just how close youâd gotten to him. How much his presence seemed to settle over you like a heavy, comforting blanket. Only once you made it safely back to your friends, your heart pounding in your chest, did you let go of his jacket, sliding into your seat like nothing had happened.
You leaned in a little, keeping your voice low and soft so it wouldn't carry. "Iâm sorry if I overstepped," you said in careful Korean, your nerves making you speak slower than usual. "You just looked... really uncomfortable. I thought maybe I could help."
Jungkook blinked at you â slow, processing â like he wasn't quite sure how he'd ended up here, surrounded by strangers who weren't trying to mob him. You rushed to add, "If you want to leave, you totally can. But..." You hesitated, glancing toward the girls. They were still peeking over, whispering behind their hands, but they didnât seem nearly as sure of themselves anymore.
Jungkook followed your glance â having to lean slightly to the side around Floraâs massive frame to even see them. You had, very intentionally, placed him right beside Flora â your towering, gentle-giant of a friend â blocking most of the view and shielding Jungkook from wandering eyes. Meanwhile, Pascal, unfazed as always, continued grilling meat like nothing dramatic had just happened. With casual flair, he plopped a few sizzling slices onto Jungkookâs plate too, playing the part of a friend just sharing food â selling the image that Jungkook was simply part of your group.
Across the table, Pascal gave you a meaningful look, then asked slowly, deliberately, so Jungkook could follow the English easily, "So, what now?"
Jungkookâs gaze flickered between the three of you â you, Flora, and Pascal â something warm and amused beginning to spark behind his eyes. He turned toward you again, answering in low Korean, "Thank you... for helping. Really. But I donât want to bother you."
You shook your head quickly, heart thudding. "No bother! Honestly..." You smiled, feeling a bit like a kettle about to boil over. "Itâs kind of amazing to meet you here."
Jungkookâs brow quirked slightly â not out of arrogance, but like he was bracing for the onslaught of questions, of personal space invasions, of fans pretending to be casual. For a situation just like before. But nothing came. You didnât start babbling questions hysterically about his music, his tour, his tattoos. You didnât even ask for a selfie.
You just smiled across the table at him â and yeah, maybe your hands twitched a little like you were physically restraining yourself from peppering him with excitement â but you held it together.
And Jungkook noticed.
The way you were practically vibrating with curiosity, but still giving him space. The way your friends didnât treat him like a trophy, but just another person at their table. He let out a soft, almost disbelieving laugh through his nose. Then he gave a small nod, looking down at his plate â at the freshly grilled meat Pascal had thrown there without a second thought â and then back up at you.
"If... okay, then," he said lightly. "Iâll stay. If thatâs alright?"
You grinned, feeling the warmth spread all the way to your fingertips. "Of course itâs alright. We have plenty of food. You can even steal Floraâs if youâre fast enough."
Flora, catching on without missing a beat, rumbled, "Not if I eat him first," flashing Jungkook a wide, toothy grin that was so over-the-top it made the idol chuckle out loud. And just like that Jungkook relaxed into his seat, picking up his chopsticks like this was the most natural thing in the world. Like for one evening, at least, he could just be a guy on holiday.
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You did what you always did when you came here: You overate. By a lot.
The two girls who had hovered and whispered about Jungkook had left ages ago â giving up when it became obvious that Jungkook wasnât going to break away from your group. Now, the atmosphere was relaxed, warm, and a little sleepy, the grill cooling down after the last round of bulgogi. You groaned dramatically, leaning back against the booth.
"Iâm dying. I canât eat anymore," you announced, one hand cradling your stomach.
"Good," Flora rumbled immediately, grinning as he reached toward your plate. "Then Iâll just have your bulgogi, right?"
You shot forward like heâd just threatened your firstborn, jabbing your chopsticks at him defensively. "Don't you dare!" you cried, and before he could even try again, you grabbed the last sizzling piece of bulgogi and stuffed it into your mouth with a defiant groan of satisfaction.
Flora only laughed, and next to him, Jungkook chuckled too â a soft, genuine sound that made your heart squeeze a little.
It had been shockingly easy to eat with your group. No pressure, no weird tension â just easy laughter, messy chopsticks, and half-argued conversations. Pascal and Flora had made a real effort to slow their speech down, checking themselves so Jungkook could follow without feeling lost. You, meanwhile, translated where you could, your Korean a little clumsy but more than enough to get by. And when even that wasnât enough, both you and Jungkook had your phones open with Google Translate, passing them across the table like some bizarre relay race.
It was fun â in a way that made Jungkook forget he was supposed to keep his head down.
In a way that felt... normal.
And the more Jungkook learned about your little trio, the more he found himself relaxing. Neither Flora nor Pascal had any real idea who he was. They didnât listen to K-pop â hell, they barely listened to pop music at all, according to Flora, who proudly proclaimed over a plate of kimchi that "good music died with cassette tapes."
It was only you who had recognized him. You â who had quietly, almost shyly, admitted you were an ARMY, but not in an overwhelming way. You didnât list off his accomplishments like a resume. You didnât bombard him with facts youâd memorized from interviews. You didnât even try to worm your way closer with desperate compliments or too-personal questions.
In fact, you hardly brought it up at all.
It had been Jungkook who pried the truth out â curious after you translated a complicated joke for him mid-conversation without missing a beat. When heâd asked if you were a fan, you had paused, ducking your head slightly, offering only small pieces in response. Guarded. Careful. Like you were trying not to make him uncomfortable, like you didnât want to remind him of the distance between you.
You even whispered to Pascal and Flora at one point, firm but light-hearted, "No asking him to sing. No asking for autographs. Pretend heâs Flora, just smaller."
Pascal had snorted so hard he nearly dropped a piece of meat onto his lap. It made Jungkook laugh â real and open â because it was funny, yes, but also because it made him feel like he was with his Hyungâs again. It reminded him of the way the Hyungâs used to bicker and tease over late-night meals, eating until you were ready to burst.
He missed that.
He missed them.
And sitting here now, watching you argue half-heartedly with Pascal about how many scoops of matcha ice cream you deserved after dramatically declaring yourself "too full to move," something in Jungkook's chest slowly, quietly loosened.
Dinner was officially winding down. The plates were mostly empty now, only a few stubborn scraps of meat and side dishes clinging to the platters. The air was heavy with the warm smell of grilled beef and soy sauce, mixed with the lazy hum of a Friday night crowd. Youâd been chatting casually with the server â Dong â a young man who clearly liked your table a little too much, lingering at every opportunity, refilling your water glasses three times when once would have sufficed.
Jungkook noticed it immediately. He noticed everything about you now.
It was strange.
Even after all this time at the table â after the way you had helped him out earlier, helped him laugh, helped him breathe without a weight on his shoulders â he still felt like he barely knew anything about you. Or your friends.
You were polite to the point of being overbearingly considerate. Every question you asked him was gentle, cautious â if you asked anything at all, that unsettled Jungkook more than if you had been the typical overeager fan. He had braced for the usual flood of attention, the eagerness, the invasive questions. He almost wanted you to break and start peppering him with everything you were dying to know.
It would have been easier. Predictable.
But you didnât.
You just smiled, careful and kind, carrying every conversation with a deliberate gentleness that made his chest ache a little. It made him want to know everything about youâ needing â to know more. What made you laugh until you cried. What you thought about when you stared off into space. What songs you sang when you thought no one was listening.
And yet, Jungkook could feel you holding yourself back, watching him with bright, hesitant eyes whenever a new topic surfaced, like you were trying to calculate what was safe to say, what might be too much.
You wanted to ask him things. He could feel it â the questions trembling on the tip of your tongue. But you were afraid to step over some invisible line. Afraid to be another name on a long list of people who had only wanted pieces of him, not the whole person.
He couldnât blame you. It wasnât your fault. But somehow, that made him want to bridge the gap even more. It wasnât just you protecting him tonight. Without realizing it, he wanted to protect this fragile thing between you, too â this warm, quiet, normal moment.
And maybe, just maybe, he could find a way to make you trust that it was okay to ask him things. That he wanted you to. And as luck would have it, Flora threw him the perfect opportunity.
"So, where are we going first?" Flora asked, stretching his arms wide like he was preparing for battle. You groaned faintly, looking about ready to surrender to your impending food coma. Still, you dutifully pulled out your phone, swiping through what looked like a list of names and places, rattling them off faster than Jungkook could even hope to follow.
He blinked at you, completely lost.
Pascal, noticing his confusion, leaned over and offered a translation â half in English, half through Google Translate â "It's art night in town," he said, flashing a thumbs up like it explained everything. "All the museums and galleries stay open until three a.m.! Itâs awesome. You should totally come!"
You looked up at Jungkook instinctively â and the realization hit you both at the same time.
They were inviting him.
Your panic was immediate. Surely he didnât really want to come? He was Jungkook â he had better things to do than stumble through art galleries with three random weirdos. He could be doing... literally anything else. But Jungkook just tilted his head slightly, his dark eyes pinning you with playful intent. "Can I?" he asked softly in Korean, his voice rich and teasing, like he already knew you wouldnât dare say no.
And god, it was unfair â the way the restaurant lights caught the faint gleam of his lip ring as he dragged it thoughtfully between his teeth, the way a tiny, almost-shy smile flickered at the edges of his mouth as he watched you.
You huffed â a tiny, strangled sound â and nodded quickly, trying so hard not to burst into flames. Jungkookâs smile widened just a little, victorious, and you knew you had lost whatever silent battle was happening between you.
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When the check came, the server, Dong â who by now was basically auditioning for honorary fourth member of your little group â dropped it neatly at the center of the table with a cheery, "No rush!"
And then all hell broke loose.
Jungkook moved fast, reaching for it without hesitation. You, Pascal, and Flora all protested at once, insisting he was a guest and shouldnât pay.
"No, no, youâre our guest!" Flora protested immediately, reaching for his bag.
"Absolutely not, man, youâre not paying," Pascal added, doing a frankly embarrassing full-body lunge across the table.
You had your wallet out too, fumbling with your card and a nervous glance at Jungkook.
But Jungkook just shook his head, his stubbornness absolute. He didn't even bother arguing properly â just stood and handed his card to Dong with a polite bow, cutting off all resistance. Pascal leaned over while Jungkook was distracted signing the receipt, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial stage whisper. He spoke just loud enough for you to hear: "Damn... he's kinda hot when he gets bossy. No wonder you listen to K-pop."
You choked on your own spit, slapping a hand over your face as heat bloomed fiercely across your cheeks. Flora snorted his drink up his nose.
"PASCAL," you hissed under your breath, half mortified, half strangling on a laugh.
Unfortunately for you, Jungkook had impeccable timing. He turned back toward the table just in time to catch you covering your face and trying desperately to disappear into the floor. His brow quirked up, a devilish little gleam sparking to life in his eyes. "What - What did he say?" he asked in a mix of English and Korean, voice low and far too pleased, a grin already threatening the corners of his mouth.
You shook your head frantically, mouthing "nothing, itâs fine, please donât" â but Pascal, grinning like the absolute traitor he was, had already shoved his phone into Jungkookâs hands, Google Translate glowing bright like a sword of betrayal.
Jungkook read the screen, blinked once, then grinned â a slow, lazy smirk that made your stomach do something wildly unfortunate. He chuckled â a low, warm sound that skated down your spine â and cocked his head at you, lip ring catching the light. "You like me bossy, huh?" he teased in Korean, clearly savoring every second of your visible suffering.
You made a strangled, dying noise into your hands as Flora and Pascal cackled at your expense. Even Dong, hanging around a suspiciously long time under the pretense of clearing plates, laughed quietly into his sleeve.
"Iâ Thatâs notâ" you tried, but you were too flustered to form a coherent sentence. Jungkook just beamed at you, looking devastatingly pleased with himself, before tossing a playful wink your way that nearly finished you off completely.
You were going to perish right here, in the middle of this barbecue restaurant, at the hands of Jungkookâs teasing smile. And honestly, it would be a beautiful way to go.
Jungkook watched you quietly, his heart beating a little faster. You were... lovely like this â bright and real and flustered, your kindness and humor wrapping around him like a warm blanket.
And the best part?
He hadn't even really started yet.
Jungkook tucked his card back into his wallet with a satisfied air and turned to the table, clapping his hands once like a boss. "Letâs go," he said brightly. "Art night is waiting."
"Youâre a tyrant," Pascal groaned with a smile, shoving his arms into his jacket sleeves. "Youâre a saint," Flora said, with a deep chuckel.
You could only laugh, your heart buzzing in your chest, as you followed Jungkook out into the cool night air. He fell into step beside you almost naturally, his shoulder brushing yours just lightly enough to make you wonder if it was on purpose. When you dared glance up at him, he was already looking at you â smiling â like maybe he didnât mind spending a little more time in your world after all.
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The city was alive tonight.
The streets buzzed with people, lit in gold and neon, the sidewalks thick with couples, families, groups of students laughing too loudly under the old streetlamps. It was the perfect kind of crowd â big enough, distracted enough, that Jungkook could move almost invisibly through it.
Especially with Flora at his side.
Flora, towering and broad-shouldered, was a natural shield â not even trying, really, but his sheer size meant Jungkook easily tucked into the space behind him whenever the street grew too crowded. It was funny, actually. Jungkook had spent years surrounded by professional bodyguards. But walking behind Flora, who cheerfully blocked peopleâs lines of sight without even noticing, felt easier somehow. More casual. More... normal.
You and Pascal, though, were another matter entirely.
You caught attention just by existing â a bright spark in the corner of Jungkookâs vision, laughing too easily, moving with that infectious kind of energy that made people glance over without even realizing they were doing it. And Pascal, tall and cocky in his easy, flippant way, was just as bad, tossing sly comments and grins over his shoulder that had strangers double-taking in amusement.
Together, you two were impossible to miss and draw even more attention away from Jungkook. And somehow, impossibly, Jungkook didnât mind. It was... fun. Real. Messy and alive in a way he hadnât realized he missed.
Your first stop was a tiny underground art exhibition tucked between two noodle shops. Only ten pieces total, displayed in a narrow, dimly lit space that smelled faintly of fresh paint and old stone.
The theme was "Nature Reclaimed."
Everything was green and rough around the edges â photographs of abandoned buildings overtaken by ivy, sculptures made of twisted roots and river glass. It was quiet inside, hushed in that reverent way art spaces sometimes were, the noise of the city outside muffled like a dream. As you made your way down the shallow stairs to the entrance, a man in a faded hoodie approached, murmuring something quickly.
Without missing a beat, you pulled out your phone, flashed a QR code from a ticket app, and then â smiling apologetically â pointed at Jungkook, indicating him as part of your group. The man nodded, satisfied, and waved you all in without further fuss.
Jungkook, lingering just half a step behind you, blinked in surprise. "What was that about?" he asked in Korean, his voice low enough not to carry.
"He just wanted to see our tickets," you said, switching languages. Your voice was soft, almost careful, but there was a lightness in your eyes that made him feel strangely at ease. Jungkook frowned slightly, processing â and then his eyes widened as the realization hit him. "But⊠I donât have a ticket," he said, baffled.
You turned to him fully then, your smile gentle, almost teasing as you answered, "Itâs fine. I got you one."
Jungkook stared at you. Like you had just sprouted wings or declared yourself king of Seoul. There was a strange little jolt in his chest â something between touched and ruffled â because he was the one who usually took care of things. He bought the tickets. He paid the bills. He made sure the people around him were comfortable.
He wasnât used to... this. Someone quietly smoothing the way for him without making a big deal out of it.
"You didnât have to..." he started, almost defensive without meaning to.
But you just shrugged easily, already drifting a few steps ahead toward the first sculpture â as if it really wasnât a big deal at all. As if he wasnât someone you needed anything from. As if he was just... your friend.
"Itâs just a ticket." you said over your shoulder, voice warm and a little teasing. "Donât be dramatic."
Behind him, Pascal snorted. "Oh no. He's learning your secret," he stage-whispered to Flora. "She pretends to be all nice and harmless, and then BAM â she pays for something and makes you feel like a useless piece of trash thatâs forever in her debit."
"Happened to me last month at brunch," Flora added solemnly, adjusting his bag strap like he was remembering a war story. "Still not over it."
You turned back around, walking backward now, grinning wickedly. "Shut up, both of you," you said, voice bright with laughter. "Iâm a delight."
Jungkook couldnât help it â he laughed too. Something warm and full that he hadnât heard from himself in longer than he liked to admit. He jogged a few steps to catch up to you, bumping his shoulder lightly against yours â playful.
"Next time," he murmured in Korean, just for you, "Iâm buying your ticket."
You glanced up at him, surprised â and something flickered between you. Something bright and a little reckless.
"Next time?" you said softly.
Jungkook smiled â a real one, crooked and boyish and impossibly endearing â and followed you deeper into the exhibition, the cityâs noise forgotten behind thick stone walls. One of the last exhibits at this place was a sculpture â simple at first glance â just a mass of twisted iron and polished driftwood. It looked almost like a bird caught mid-flight, wings half-formed, trapped in metal and wood.
You tilted your head, studying it thoughtfully. Jungkook drifted closer, hands shoved casually in the pockets of his jacket, watching your expression out of the corner of his eye more than he watched the art itself. There was a small part of him â quiet but insistent â that wanted to know what you thought of it. What you saw when you looked. What kinds of things stirred you.
Meanwhile, Pascal, in typical fashion, had already wandered closer to the next piece â a massive tangle of tree roots shaped vaguely like a crouching figure.
"Oh, hell yes," Pascal muttered mischievously, glancing back over his shoulder at you. "Come on, you have to!"
You turned, caught sight of what he was eyeing, and burst out laughing. Without hesitation, you moved over, and the two of you â grinning like fools â immediately contorted yourselves into a ridiculous reenactment of the sculpture: Pascal crouching dramatically, you draping yourself halfway over his back like a sagging vine.
"Hold still!" Flora said, laughing, pulling out his phone with a little huff of effort. He knelt slightly to get the right angle, his giant frame making the tiny gallery feel even smaller. Behind Flora, Jungkook chuckled low in his throat, bemused. He crossed his arms loosely and leaned in toward Flora.
"What are they doing?" he asked, amused but genuinely curious.
Flora shifted a little awkwardly, clearly searching for a way to explain it. "Uh... how to say..." He grimaced slightly, embarrassed, but soldiered on anyway. "Since I know them... there is no sculpture they don't â ehm â copy." He smiled sheepishly. "It's kind of their thing."
Jungkook blinked, then laughed out loud, nodding in understanding. "Tradition?" he teased.
Flora brightened. "Yes! Tradition."
Jungkook turned his gaze back to you and Pascal, who were dissolving into giggles as Pascal dramatically flopped to the floor, still committed to the ridiculous pose. You sat beside him, poking his shoulder, scolding him half-heartedly for "ruining the artistic integrity" of the piece.
They looked close, Jungkook thought. Comfortable. Easy in a way that spoke of long friendship, of thousands of shared jokes and late nights. He hadnât gotten the vibe that you and Pascal were together â no overt flirting, no lingering glances â but still. Seeing you like this, smiling so freely, leaning on Pascal like it was the most natural thing in the world...
A tiny, unwelcome sting flickered through him.
Beside him, Flora shifted again, glancing down at Jungkook with a knowing twinkle in his eye. He leaned down, voice dropping into a conspiratorial whisper: "I have a pretty boyfriend, right?"
Jungkook startled slightly, his brows furrowing as he looked back and forth â from Pascal, still lying dramatically on the ground, to Flora, standing there with an easy, fond smile. It took him a beat. Two beats. And then it clicked.
"OH."
Understanding bloomed like a firework behind Jungkook's ribs â bright, stupidly bright â and he turned to Flora with a sudden, warm grin, nodding. Of course. Pascal and Flora were together. They were the couple. Not you and Pascal.
A soft, almost giddy sense of relief â of possibility â unfolded in his chest like a secret he didnât even know he was hoping for. Without thinking too hard about it, Jungkook pulled out his phone and handed it to Flora.
"Take one more," he said, his voice low but sure. "Of me and her, yeah?"
Floraâs eyebrows jumped, but he grinned wide and took the phone eagerly. You, brushing dust off your knees, glanced up â saw Jungkook approaching â and blinked, startled.
"He wants toâ?"
But Jungkook just smiled at you, easy and boyish and a little challenging, and dropped into a crouch beside you, mimicking the awkward, sprawled pose you and Pascal had struck earlier. He looked at you expectantly. "Youâre not gonna leave me hanging, are you?"
Your heart did a weird, flipping thing inside your chest. Something fluttery and wild and wonderful. Because this was Jungkook choosing to be part of your chaos. This was him wanting to share a stupid, silly moment with you. Smiling so wide your cheeks hurt, you scooted closer, slinging an arm loosely around his shoulders, mimicking the sculptureâs pose with exaggerated drama. Flora laughed, snapping a few quick pictures while Pascal cheered you both on in the background.
"Artistic integrity!" Pascal declared. "Restored!"
Jungkookâs shoulder bumped yours lightly as you both tried (and failed) to hold the ridiculous position without laughing.
"Youâre surprisingly good at this," he teased under his breath, his voice warm against your ear.
"I told you," you whispered back, smiling. "I'm a delight."
And as the flash clicked and Flora captured the moment â something unspoken settled between you and Jungkook, bright and sparking and full of possibility. You straightened up from the silly pose, cheeks warm from laughter. Flora grinned down at his phone, satisfied with the shot he had just taken of you, Pascal â and now, Jungkook â tangled together mid-laughter, perfectly recreating the odd sculptureâs awkward, balancing pose. Jungkook flashed you a quick, slightly breathless grin, and for a second, you let yourself just look at him â really look.
You peeked at Jungkooksâs screen. There it was â You and Jungkook, shoulder to shoulder, laughing like old friends, looking so natural. Like it was something you did all the time. Your heart gave a tiny, helpless flutter. You would have loved to have that photo. Loved to have that memory of you and Jungkook together, caught mid-laugh, tangled in a ridiculous re-creation of art. To have a little piece of this impossible evening, something to hold onto later when it felt like a dream.
But...
You hesitated. The thought of asking â of possibly making him uncomfortable, of seeming like some crazy fan who only wanted a trophy photo for social media â made your stomach twist up tight. No.
Better to let the moment pass quietly. Better to keep the memory for yourself.
You swallowed the wish and tucked it away. Unbeknownst to you, Jungkook watched it happen. Watched the way you bit your lip slightly, looked at the photo, then deliberately looked away.
He waited â giving you space â waited, thinking you might still ask.
But after a few seconds, when you said nothing and just smiled and adjusted your bag on your shoulder, he smiled softly to himself. Of course. He was already starting to understand you a little: you didnât take â you never expected. You just quietly appreciated.
And somehow, that made him want to give you even more. He didnât press. But he did make a little note in the back of his mind: to get that picture to you later.
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Pascal clapped his hands, dusting them dramatically as if heâd just completed a grand performance. "Alright, children. Thatâs enough culture inside walls. Letâs go outside and be sophisticated." he declared with a grandiose wave toward the exit. "Thereâs an installation out in the courtyard, and you must be seen with a glass of wine. Itâs, like, mandatory. TrĂšs chic." He threw a dramatic arm toward the courtyard where twinkling lights were already coming on and food and wine stalls lined the edges. âLetâs go be fancy art snobs outside."
You laughed, slipping easily back into the banter, and translated quickly for Jungkook, whose eyebrows lifted in amused confusion at Pascal's theatrical tone.
"Pascal says itâs mandatory to hold wine and look⊠pretentious," you added, grinning, having just checked the word for pretentious in Korean.
"Canât argue with that," Jungkook said, lightly bumping his shoulder against yours, adjusting his cap. The subtle disguise doing surprisingly well so far. You didnât even try to hide your smile.
Pascal was already striding ahead toward a charming little stand selling local wines and small plates, dragging Flora along with him. You and Jungkook followed at a more leisurely pace. Outside, the evening air had cooled just a little, and the courtyard looked like something from a storybook â soft golden light, the rich smells of roasting nuts, spices, and baked goods drifting on the breeze.
As you reached the stand, Pascal was already leaning against the counter, animatedly discussing the wine options with the poor vendor asking which wine would make him look the most "cultured."
You chose a light, fruity glass for yourself â something casual â and reached automatically for your wallet. Before you could even properly find your card, Jungkook was there, stepping in front of you, gently pushing you aside with a soft nudge of his arm.
"I got it," he said firmly.
"No, really, itâs fine," you protested quickly, heat rushing into your cheeks. "You donât have to â"
But Jungkook just shook his head, looking down at you with that stubborn little smile you were already starting to recognize.
"I want to," he said simply, already tapping his card against the reader before you could argue more. You turned to the older man running the stand, hoping maybe he would help your case â but the man just chuckled, a twinkle in his eye, and said warmly, "Ah, let the gentleman pay, sweetheart. He is insisting."
You blushed harder, feeling the tips of your ears go hot, and Jungkook caught it instantly. He tilted his head slightly, absolutely delighted by your reaction.
"See?" he teased, voice low enough that only you could hear.
Behind you, Pascal â never one to miss a good opportunity for mischief â clutched his chest dramatically.
"Sheâs blushing! Flora! Flora!" Pascal stage-whispered loudly, grabbing Floraâs arm with faux urgency. "Call a medic! Weâve got a romantic casualty. Look at her blushing like a Victorian maiden! Flora, whereâs my fainting couch?"
"Oh my god, Pascal, shut up," you hissed under your breath.
You buried your face in your hands for a second, groaning in embarrassment while Flora just laughed quietly and patted Pascalâs shoulder like he was an unruly child. Jungkook laughed too â not meanly, not mockingly â but warmly, like he was laughing with you, not at you. There was something soft and sincere in his eyes when you finally peeked up at him through your fingers. Pascal patted you patronizingly on the back, still dramatically gasping for breath like he might swoon at any moment.
"Cheers?" Jungkook offered, holding out your wine glass to you with a small, almost shy smile.
You took it carefully, your fingers brushing his just for a moment â enough to send a tiny, electric shiver racing up your spine.
"Cheers," you whispered back, your smile matching his.
You didnât even notice Flora sneaking another candid photo of the moment â but Jungkook did. And he didnât stop him.
The art installations out here were larger than life â strange metal trees twisting into the stars, mosaics glittering under fairy lights, even a giant abstract sculpture that looked suspiciously like a melted spoon.
"Clearly," Pascal said solemnly, swirling his wine glass like he was at a five-star auction, "this piece is about the futility of buying matching socks."
You burst out laughing, trying (and failing) to mimic his snooty voice while shaking your own glass dramatically. A tiny drop of wine sloshed out, and you gasped, wiping it quickly against your jacket.
"Careful," Jungkook chuckled, stepping closer, his eyes bright. "You're too fancy now. Gotta protect the image."
You grinned up at him, emboldened by the lightness of the evening. "Oh, absolutely," you said, twirling your glass again with a theatrical flourish. "Iâm basically a... more than princess now."
You fumbled for a better word, realizing halfway through that your Korean wasn't good enough for this moment. Jungkook caught on instantly, his smile widening.
"You could say yeowang. Queen," he offered, voice warm.
"Ah, yeowang!" you repeated, beaming, and Jungkook gave an approving nod.
Pascal threw an arm around Floraâs waist and sighed dramatically.
"We are in the presence of royalty. Someone fetch me a fainting couch."
You snickered. "Pascal, what is it with you today and needing a fainting couch?"
"Art moves me," he declared, clutching at his chest. Jungkook shook his head in amusement and, swirling his own wine with a mock-serious air, leaned toward you. "In Korean, if you want to say someoneâs showing off, you can say Pom jabn-da." He pronounced it slowly. You tried to repeat it â and immediately mangled the pronunciation. Jungkook burst out laughing, not unkindly. "Again, again," he encouraged, tapping the air like a metronome.
You tried again, slower. "Pom jabn-da...?"
"Much better!" he praised, his eyes crinkling. "Just casual. Like teasing a friend."
You practiced it under your breath a few more times, earning another bright thumbs-up from him. Your heart fluttered stupidly at how delighted he looked. A few installations later, you and Pascal spotted a new sculpture â a chaotic tangle of bronze limbs, like a group of dancers frozen mid-fall.
"This one's asking for it," Pascal declared.
Without even needing to speak, you both clambered into a half-recreation, Pascal sticking his leg straight up in the air and you pretending to trip over him, arms flailing. Flora chuckled and obediently pulled out his phone to take pictures. Jungkook laughed too â the sound bright and real â and watched you both with amused wonder. After a moment, he handed his phone to Flora.
"One more photo?" he asked you, offering his hand with an eager grin.
You took it without hesitation, your palm tingling in his. Together, you struck another ridiculous pose, trying to mimic the bronze chaos behind you. Jungkook leaned into it easily, copying your outstretched arm with exaggerated seriousness. Flora snapped the picture, snorting with laughter as you both tried to hold still.
When you finally broke apart, laughing, you brushed some dust off your coat, cheeks flushed from the cold and the silliness. Jungkookâs phone buzzed insistently in his hand, lighting up the space between you with a soft glow.
He glanced down, his mouth twitching into an automatic smile when he saw the stream of messages blowing up his group chat.
đżïž (Hoseok): Where r u?? đš(Namjoon): You're still out? đ (Taehyung):Â Send pics!!! đ± (Yoongi):Â Did u get lost???
Jungkook huffed out a quiet laugh, fond and exasperated at the same time. His thumb moved quickly over the screen, tapping back a few replies. Then, almost shyly, he tilted the phone toward you, as if wanting you to be part of it too.
"They're checking on me," he said, amused. "I told them Iâm out with some... cool new friends."
You smiled so brightly it almost hurt, something easing inside you â that tight, nervous coil you'd been carrying ever since you met him starting to finally loosenâ and gathering your courage, you cleared your throat. Maybe it was the wine, or the night air, or just the way Jungkook looked at youâ but for the first time, you didnât overthink to much what you said next. You weren't triple-guessing if it would sound too much like a fan thing. You just... said it. Simple and honest.
"If it's not too weird... could you, um... tell them I said hi?"
Jungkookâs entire face lit up â not just with amusement, but with something warmer, softer. Like you'd handed him something precious without even realizing it. He nodded immediately, eyes bright. "Of course! They'll love that."
There was something a little new in the way he looked at you now â a quiet kind of delight. Like he was seeing you take a step closer toward him, and he liked it more than he probably should. He tapped out a quick message â [My friend says hi đđ»] â and sent it off without fuss, then tucked his phone back into his pocket without another glance. He wasnât distracted. He wasnât half-present. His attention was all on you.
You didnât realize you were fidgeting slightly, smoothing the sleeve of your coat, until he chuckled lowly under his breath.
"Hey... random question. Whoâs your favorite BT21 character?"
You blinked, caught off guard â and without thinking blurted, "Tata."
There was a beat of stunned silence. Jungkook recoiled dramatically, clutching his chest as if shot. "Not Cooky?! Betrayal!"
Pascal immediately gasped, clutching Flora for support. "Scandalous. How dare you!"
"I'm wounded," Jungkook said, lowering his head in mock despair.
"I didnât realize there was a quiz," you teased, bumping his shoulder with yours. "And anyway, Tataâs a prince. Iâm royalty, remember?"
"Excuses," Jungkook grumbled, though he couldnât stop smiling.
"You can be my second favorite," you added magnanimously.
"Gee, thanks," he said with a dramatic sigh â but his eyes sparkled.
"And Pascal's favorite is Mang," you pointed out quickly, grinning. Pascal flipped you off over his wine glass, making you laugh harder. As you wandered toward the far side of the courtyard, Flora checked his watch.
"If we want good seats," he said, "we should head to the church soon."
Jungkook blinked. "Church?"
"Thereâs a little concert," you explained. "Local artists. Itâs small, but cool. Flora found it."
He hesitated for just a breath â then smiled, resolute. "I'd love to."
The streets were quieter now as you made your way toward the old stone church, the evening mist curling around the narrow alleys like fingers. Jungkook walked close by your side, hands tucked deep into his jacket pockets, occasionally nudging a stray pebble along the cobblestones with his boot.
Warm yellow light spilled from the church's arched windows, casting long golden pools onto the street. From inside, you could already hear the soft hum of voices and the faint strum of a guitar being tuned.
"Wow," Jungkook murmured, tilting his head back to take it in. The church was small but beautiful, its ancient stones blackened by time, its steeple leaning just slightly, like an old man hunching over against the years.
You smiled. "Pascal said the acoustics here are insane. Like, even a whisper carries."
Jungkook grinned at that, bumping your shoulder playfully. "Guess we better not gossip too loudly, huh?"
You laughed, feeling light, warm. God, it was getting too easy to just be around him. Inside, the church smelled faintly of old wood, wax, and rain-soaked stone. The wooden pews were already filling up fast with people â a colorful, buzzing crowd of locals and a handful of tourists who had clearly stumbled upon the event by accident and decided to stay.
You hesitated, glancing around. You didnât want to assume anything â maybe Jungkook would prefer some space? Maybe he didn't want you hoveringâ Before you could finish that worried thought, Pascal clapped a hand on Jungkookâs shoulder and gave him a not-so-gentle shove toward the pew where you were standing.
"Here! Plenty of room," Pascal declared with a grin, not noticing (or not caring) about the slight oomph noise Jungkook made as he was practically dumped beside you. Flora shot you a secret wink as he slid in next to Pascal.
Jungkook blinked once, surprised â then let out a soft, helpless laugh, shaking his head as he settled beside you. "Guess this is my spot," he said, throwing you a playful sideways glance.
You tucked a smile behind your hand, feeling giddy and weirdly shy all over again. The bells outside gave a soft, distant chime, and a low murmur of excitement buzzed through the church as more people filed in. The pews were old â carved from dark, heavy wood â and the space between each row was narrow. Cozy.
At first, you and Jungkook sat with a polite little buffer of air between you, your knees almost but not quite brushing. You kept your hands tucked carefully in your lap, too aware of how close he was. But then â fast â the church started filling. People squeezed into every row. An older man with a large coat tapped Pascalâs shoulder, gesturing to the crowd still trying to find seats.
Pascal looked around â then turned back to you with a big, sunny grin. "Hey â scoot up a little? Let's get cozy," he said cheerfully.
Before you could react, Pascal planted both his hands on Jungkookâs side and gave him a strong, enthusiastic shove. The force of it knocked Jungkook sideways â right against you. You gasped, instinctively catching yourself with a hand braced against the pew back. Jungkook let out a startled, embarrassed noise, his whole side pressing into yours for a heartbeat before he awkwardly tried to straighten himself â only to realize he couldnât. There was no more room.
You were now squished between the cold stone wall and a very solid Jungkook. Your entire side was plastered against him â your coats and sleeves brushing, your knees bumping under the narrow pew rail. His warmth radiated through the layers of fabric, dizzying and so real.
Jungkook froze, obviously realizing the situation at the same moment you did. He turned his head toward you, cheeks visibly flushed even in the dim light, and managed a breathless, sheepish little laugh.
"Uhâ sorry," he mumbled, voice low and rough. He tried to shift â to give you space â but there was none. Every inch of the pew was packed now, people squeezed shoulder-to-shoulder in every row. You shook your head quickly, fighting your own rising blush. "No, it's okay," you whispered back, and God, your voice sounded weirdly breathless to your own ears. Jungkook's gaze caught yours for a second â wide, surprised, a little shy â before he gave up, exhaling a soft, helpless little huff.
"I guess we're... stuck like this," he said under his breath, the corners of his mouth twitching like he couldn't quite decide whether to laugh or die of embarrassment. You nodded, biting your lip, pulse pounding. Neither of you moved again.
The rest of the pews were just as packed, a sea of strangers pressed elbow-to-elbow, the whole church buzzing with low chatter and the warm crackle of excitement. But all you could feel was Jungkook â warm, solid, steady â right there beside you, close enough that you could catch the faint, clean scent of his cologne every time you breathed.
It felt crazy. Exciting. A little dangerous, in a way that made your stomach flip. You stole a tiny glance at him â and caught him doing the same, his eyes darting away quickly, a guilty little smile tugging at his lips.
You werenât imagining it. He felt it too.
The lights dimmed further as the musicians took their places, tuning their instruments with brief, fluttering notes that melted into a respectful silence. You felt the change instantly â the whole church seeming to hold its breath, waiting.
Then the music began. A soft, sweeping melody filled the stone chamber, rising up to the vaulted ceiling like smoke. It was beautiful â a delicate blend of classic orchestral pieces and haunting film scores that sent shivers down your spine. You exhaled slowly, letting your body relax for the first time in what felt like forever.
The concert would last about thirty minutes â not long, technically â but just long enough that sitting stiff and upright like a statue was impossible. Especially when you were packed so tightly in a crowded pew.
Next to you, Pascal was already adjusting â sliding down a little in his seat until his frame rested comfortably against Floraâs shoulder. Flora didnât seem to mind in the slightest; he barely reacted beyond adjusting his posture slightly, offering a solid, comfortable place for Pascal to rest against. The two of them looked perfectly at ease, making a little more room for themselves without a second thought.
You shifted, too, almost without realizing it â leaning ever-so-slightly more into the narrow space you shared with Jungkook. It wasnât much â just a subtle change â but it brought you even closer, until the line of your arm brushed his. And neither of you moved away.
Jungkook noticed immediately. He stiffened for half a second, some instinct in him flaring â but when he glanced sideways and saw your face, the tension melted almost instantly. You werenât tense. You weren't looking around nervously or pulling away. You looked... content.
Happy, even.
Your eyes were half-lidded in peace, your body visibly trying to slump a little more comfortably â but there just wasnât space to do it properly. Something inside Jungkook twisted sweetly at the sight. He wanted â badly â to just lift his arm and rest it along the back of the pew behind you, maybe even let it fall lightly around your shoulders. It would make it easier for both of you. Give you more space to lean, more room to relax. And... it would feel so natural, so right.
He could already imagine it: your head might lean into his side, both of you fitting together better, finding a little more space to breathe.
But he hesitated. If someone in the crowd recognized him â if a photo made it to the wrong hands â he could already imagine the tabloid headlines. "Jungkook Seen Cozy With Mystery Woman at Church Concert" "Romance Rumors Swirl After Late-Night Sighting"
It wouldnât just be chaos for him â it would drag you into it too.
But you didnât shift away. You didnât stiffen or glance around anxiously. If anything, you looked even more comfortable as the music rose, the corners of your mouth softening in a small, private smile. So he stayed frozen, pulse racing, watching you out of the corner of his eye for any sign of unease. Anything at all. But you didnât pull away.
If anything, you seemed to be relaxing more with every passing minute â your side melting unconsciously into his, your knee nudging lightly against his under the narrow pew rail. Jungkookâs throat worked as he swallowed hard. Very carefully, he allowed himself to relax â not dramatically, not enough to draw attention, but enough that his side pressed lightly against yours in a way that felt intentional. Enough that if you wanted to lean just a little bit more, you could.
The music swelled around you, rich and deep and almost cinematic in its beauty. Every pew was crammed full of people now, groups squeezing closer and closer to fit. In the row ahead, an older couple sat shoulder-to-shoulder, hands folded together. Farther down, teenagers bumped elbows and whispered with wide grins. Everyone was packed tight â no one would even blink at how closely you and Jungkook sat.
You lost yourself in it a little â the sweep of the strings, the low, steady pulse of the piano â but never entirely. Because you could still feel Jungkook, right there, pressed against your side. Every breath you took seemed somehow linked to him. You didnât dare move too much, didnât dare look at him, afraid youâd break whatever fragile, unspoken thing had started to stretch between you.
And Jungkook, for his part, was battling himself silently.
The longer he sat beside you, feeling the faint warmth of your body so close, the harder it became to stay still. The harder it became to pretend he didnât want more.
Slowly â as casually as he could manage â he shifted. Not much. Just letting his hand fall, loose and heavy, onto his lap. An innocent movement to anyone watching. But he placed it carefully, precisely angled, so that when he next took a deep breath â deeper than necessary, maybe â the motion rocked his hand just enough that the back of it brushed lightly against yours.
It was feather-light. Accidental, surely.
You froze, heart thudding, half expecting him to immediately jerk away in embarrassment.
But he didnât.
His hand stayed there, the faintest touch between you â just the back of his knuckles against the side of your hand. He didnât grab you. He didnât even really move. Only the tiniest twitch betrayed him, a small tremor that made his pinky bump gently against your skin.
Your breath hitched audibly â not loud enough to draw attention, but enough that you felt Jungkook go even more still, sensing it. You swallowed hard, pulse hammering in your ears, and allowed your own hand to twitch in response â a small, almost involuntary movement, nothing that could be called bold.
But it was enough.
Enough to tell Jungkook that you werenât pulling away. He was tense beside you, vibrating like a tightly wound string about to snap. But emboldened by your tiny gesture, he shifted the smallest fraction, just enough to let his pinky curl â and hook lightly around yours.
It wasnât hand-holding.
Not really.
But it also wasnât nothing.
You felt it instantly â that almost imperceptible entwining of pinkies, the barest linking of skin. The smallest possible way to touch you more, without making a scene, without risking everything. And yet somehow, it felt monumental. It felt like the only thing in the world that mattered.
Your lungs burned slightly, your heart hammering harder than the crescendo of the music washing around you. You stared straight ahead, afraid that if you even glanced at him, the spell would shatter. Beside you, Jungkook shifted again â the tiniest adjustment â a breath that somehow pressed his side a little more firmly against yours. His pinky, still entwined with yours, twitched once, almost like a question.
You squeezed yours back â barely â the smallest answer you could give. But it was enough.
It was everything.
The music swelled higher, louder, grander â but you barely heard it anymore. Because Jungkook was there, his pinky tangled lightly with yours, his thigh warm against your leg, his presence swallowing up every breath you took. You had no idea how you would survive the next twenty minutes of this concert. And from the way Jungkook's breathing had subtly shifted â a little heavier, a little faster â he was wondering the exact same thing.
As the last note of the concert faded into the stone vaults of the old church, the first people began to rise from their tightly packed pews, voices low and murmuring as they shuffled toward the exits, eager for their next destination.
You and Jungkook didnât move.
Neither of you wanted to.
And, realistically, you couldnât, not yet â Flora and Pascal were still squeezed in on the other side, and the narrow rows left little room to maneuver without tripping over each other. But even without that excuse, you knew you wouldnât have been ready to let go of him.
Not just yet.
Your pinkies were still lightly hooked together, the smallest bridge between you. You could feel Jungkookâs warmth through that tiny touch, a quiet heartbeat of connection neither of you seemed quite willing to break.
When you dared a glance at him, you found him already looking at you.
His eyes were soft â almost bashful â and a shy, almost sheepish smile curved his lips. You saw the faintest flush creep up his neck to his cheeks, the stage lighting doing nothing to hide it. And before you could say anything, before you could even breathe properly, he gave your pinky one last small squeeze. Your heart twisted almost painfully.
Slowly, regretfully, you both let your hands drift apart.
The group started to shift and rise, Flora stretching his long frame carefully to avoid knocking into the people in front of you. Pascal shuffled sideways, pulling the others with him, and finally you and Jungkook had enough space to stand without causing a scene.
Outside, the cool night air hit you like a balm, carrying away some of the dizzy warmth clinging to your skin. You regrouped under the streetlights, the tall, dark shape of the church behind you casting deep shadows. Jungkook stayed close. Closer than before. Close enough that his shoulder almost brushed yours whenever he moved, Jungkook stayed by your side as the group paused under the yellow pools of light spilling from the churchâs old lanterns.
Pascal turned to the group, his voice casual but lively. "What now? Weâve got time for one or maybe two more stops before everything closes. What do you guys think?"
He was speaking fast again and you saw Jungkook's head tilt slightly, his expression attentive but a little hesitant. His English was good, but fast conversation could be tricky, especially when tired or excited. Instinctively, you stepped in, your voice a little softer, more private.
You translated with the help of google again at this point into Korean, glancing at him with a smile â hopefully not too goofily â and pulled out your phone to double-check the night's schedule. âPascal is saying that thereâs still some time, so we can go to one or maybe two more places. Heâs asking where weâd like to go.â
Jungkook gave a small, grateful nod, his eyes flickering to you and lingering there for a heartbeat longer than strictly necessary. You could tell he was appreciating more than just the translation. You fumbled quickly with your phone, trying to act casual.
"Alright," you said, clearing your throat, partly for the group and partly for yourself. "Weâve got two options."
"First, bathroom break," you added firmly, shooting a quick grin around the group that made Pascal and Flora chuckle.
"After that, we have two options: Thereâs a movie museum exhibit â old horror films. Props from Nosferatu, Dracula, 28 Days Later..." You glanced up at Jungkook and saw his eyes light up a little at the mention and understanding. You tried not to let it distract you and continued.
"Or, there's a gallery nearby with a lot of acrylic-on-wood paintings. The theme is supposed to be 'Fever Dream'." You lifted your eyebrows at everyone, feeling their attention drift toward you, and shrugged.
"Vote?"
It wasnât much of a contest. Flora immediately cast his vote for the horror exhibit â big guy, even bigger love for spooky stuff â Pascal nodded eagerly too, clearly into it. You watched Jungkook's eyes light up just a little at the idea of the horror props, and a small, almost mischievous smile touched his lips. He gave a little nod, confirming his choice without needing words.
You grinned, feeling a little giddy â but not just because of the decision.
âMovie museum it is," you announced, grinning.
You desperately needed that bathroom break. Because the way Jungkook was looking at you, now that you could see his face in the clear, open night â the way he hadn't really left your side even after all the people had spilled out around you â the memory of your pinkies tangled together, not just accidental, not just squished together â all of it made your heart thud against your ribs like it was trying to escape.
You were freaking out. â Â Internally screaming while trying to look chill. â A classic.
You managed to give a casual little wave toward a nearby building. âBathrooms that way,â you said, voice just a little too high-pitched to be completely natural. As the group started to wander in that direction, you pulled your phone closer to your chest, trying to hide your flushed cheeks behind it. You werenât sure if you were overheating from the excitement of almost-hand-holding Jungkook, from the dizzy, half-panicked realization that he hadnât pulled away â that he had wanted to stay close â or from the way he kept glancing at you now, like he was thinking about it too.
Either way, you were dangerously close to combusting.
And the night wasnât even over yet.
You were the one who had begged for the bathroom break, but ironically, when you came out fresh-faced and trying to get your heart to beat normally again, it was Pascal who was still missing. The rest of you waited just outside the small public bathroom area, tucked against the side of the church. The cool night air wrapped around you, and without meaning to, you found yourself standing a little closer to Jungkook again.
He was quiet next to you, head slightly lowered, phone in hand. You glanced sideways, trying not to be obvious â but curiosity burned in you. Jungkook was texting, a small, shy smile playing on his lips as his thumbs flew across the screen. Every so often, he would type something, delete it, then retype it with more care.
If you could read Korean fast enough from that angle (which you couldnât), you might have caught something like:
[đ°] : Hyungs⊠Iâm so nervous I might die. Seriously.
[đ°] : Iâve spent the whole day with them and itâs so good itâs driving me crazy, haha.
[đ°] : It feels like butterflies are throwing a party in my stomach...
He quickly locked his phone when he noticed you looking in his direction, tucking it into his jacket pocket with a slightly embarrassed chuckle. You caught that chuckle and smiled to yourself, cheeks warming again. Finally, Pascal came jogging out, apologizing for the delay, and the four of you regrouped.
âMetro?â Pascal asked the group, glancing between you and Flora. It was just two stations â walkable, sure, but the metro would save time. You translated for Jungkook, and he nodded in agreement.
So the metro it was. The station wasnât far, but the moment you descended underground, you realized the mistake: it was packed.
Way too many people. Way too little space.
You and Pascal cursed under your breath almost simultaneously â both of you being the smallest of the group and already hating cramped public transport situations. Flora, being tall and broad, carved a space around himself effortlessly, and Jungkookâs strong frame and solid build helped him stay upright even as people pushed and jostled around. But you?
You barely reached the overhead bars and had zero chance of grabbing onto anything. The sea of bodies swayed and pushed around you like a tide, and you knew immediately: this was going to be a nightmare.
When the metro car jolted with a hard start, you stumbled â and without even thinking, Jungkook caught you. His arm shot out, gripping the overhead pole running above the crowd. He positioned himself close to you, making sure if you were going to be squished against someone, it would be him. You leaned slightly on him, trying not to put your full weight against his side â but there wasnât really a choice.
And then the metro braked hard at the first station.
You were sent flying â a small, helpless yelp leaving your lips â and instinctively you grabbed at Jungkook, fisting the front of his jacket. Even Jungkook had to plant his feet and shift his stance to keep steady, his muscles tensing under you. Without hesitation, he wrapped his free arm around your waist, firm and protective, pulling you flush against him.
He didnât let go.
You were breathing fast, too aware of the way your hands clutched his hoodie and jacket, the way your cheek nearly brushed his chest, the faint scent of clean laundry and something distinctly Jungkook filling your nose.
You tried â once â to step back. To regain some polite distance.
But Jungkook bent slightly, lips brushing the shell of your ear, and whispered in Korean, voice low and rough: âJust hold onto me. I got you.â
His breath was hot against your ear, his words sending a shiver down your spine that had nothing to do with the cold night air.
Your knees wobbled. Your heart thudded so hard you wondered if he could hear it too.
You gave a small, helpless nod against his chest, too overwhelmed to meet his eyes, and instead, gripped the front of his jacket tighter â knuckles white, fingers trembling slightly. Jungkook tightened his arm around you just a fraction more, anchoring you securely against him for the rest of the ride. He was your solid ground in that chaotic, moving sea of strangers. And somehow, it felt like the whole world had shrunk again.
Just you and him, heartbeat to heartbeat.
As your stop neared, everyone started pressing forward, trying to position themselves near the doors. It was a chaos of bodies, jostling and pushing. Jungkook stayed close. Too close for you to think properly â but it was necessary.
With this many people, if you lost each other now, finding each other again would be impossible. You could just call Flora or Pascal but you hadnât exchanged phone numbers with Jungkook â you didnât want to impose. Without a word, Jungkook slipped his hand gently to the small of your back, warm and steady, steering you through the crush of people like you were the most precious thing he needed to protect. His hand wasnât pushy, wasnât possessive â it was guiding, reassuring. Like he wanted you to know he had you. That he wasnât letting go.
You clutched the strap of your bag with both hands to keep from reaching back for him, heart rattling inside your chest like a trapped bird. Finally, the heavy metro doors hissed open, and you both spilled out into the station â breathing again, laughing breathlessly as the cool air of the outside hit your faces.
If someone had asked Jungkook what you looked like right then, flushed cheeks, bright eyes, a soft smile playing on your lips â he would have said, without hesitation: beautiful.
Maybe the most beautiful thing he'd seen all day.
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The museum was only a short walk away, and the fresh air helped you all shake off the claustrophobic energy of the metro. You entered the exhibition hall, and soon you were wandering through corridors of dim lighting, eerie soundtracks playing faintly in the background.
Glass cases displayed old movie props, some beautifully preserved, some delightfully grotesque. Fake vampire fangs, latex severed limbs, crumbling Nosferatu prosthetics â pieces of horror history carefully presented under spotlights. Flora, who until now had been relatively quiet, suddenly turned out to be a bizarre fountain of random movie trivia.
âThat arm," Flora pointed at a disturbingly realistic severed hand in one of the cases, "was made with real animal bones inside to make it look more authentic when it moved."
You blinked. Jungkook blinked.
You caught the confused furrow of Jungkookâs brow and leaned close to murmur a translation into his ear in Korean, your breath brushing his skin:
 "They used real animal bones inside to make it look real."
Jungkook widened his eyes slightly, letting out a soft, surprised laugh, and whispered back:
 "That's crazy..."
You grinned at him, feeling ridiculously giddy that you could be the one translating this strange world for him.
As you moved on, you came to a corner that had been redesigned especially for tonight's event. It was marked with low flickering lights and a small, crooked wooden sign:
"Horror Walk â Enter If You Dare."
Inside, black curtains obscured the view, and occasional flashes of light and small shrieks from earlier participants hinted at what awaited. It wasnât a full haunted house â more like a cramped hallway with actors hidden inside, ready to jump scare anyone brave (or foolish) enough to walk through.
You all stopped in front of it.
Pascal groaned dramatically, already shaking his head. "No, no, not for me..."
You laughed and turned to Jungkook.
"He hates jump scares."
Jungkook smiled, clearly amused, but his eyes flickered back to the dark curtains with a gleam that made your stomach twist deliciously.
âAnd you?â he asked softly, tilting his head toward you.
You hesitated, chewing your bottom lip â horror walk with Jungkook? Half of you wanted to die of nerves. The other half wanted nothing more.
Flora, oblivious, was already striding forward to sign the little waiver the museum required. Pascal grumbled but followed. And Jungkook⊠well, Jungkook just watched you, waiting patiently for your answer.
You hesitated for a second before pushing through the thick black curtain, the material brushing heavily against your shoulders, swallowing you up into the dark.
Immediately, the world changed.
The hallway inside was nearly pitch black, save for faint, flickering lights far ahead. The floor creaked ominously beneath your feet. Somewhere deeper inside, you could hear recorded whispers, quiet footfalls, and the occasional high-pitched shriek that made the hair on the back of your neck stand up.
You swallowed hard, feeling your heart hammer against your ribs.
And then â a warm hand slipped into yours.
Properly, fully â Jungkookâs hand.
Strong, a little calloused, fitting into yours like it belonged there. You felt him step close behind you, close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off his chest to your back. For a moment, you were too stunned to move.
He was just... holding your hand. Not by accident. Not by mistake. Deliberately.
You squeezed back, barely able to believe it was happening, and you felt the slight, quiet tremble of his fingers in yours. He was nervous too. The realization sent a bloom of something so sweet, so fragile through your chest, you thought you might actually float off the ground. Jungkook leaned down, mouth close to your ear.
 "Go ahead... I'll be right behind you."
You nodded mutely, and you started forward. Each cautious step you took echoed too loudly in the otherwise dead silence. Jungkook didnât just walk behind you â he was guiding you, his hand sometimes sliding from your hand up lightly to your shoulder, to your waist, steadying you with feather-light touches whenever you flinched or hesitated. It was so subtle, so careful, like he was afraid to startle you more than the haunted hallway already was.
And then â something moved.
A figure â pale, twitching, all black eyes and sharp teeth â suddenly burst from a hidden panel in the wall beside you.
You shrieked, whipping around instinctively to run â but Jungkook was there, and you plowed straight into his chest. He laughed â a real, full laugh, delighted and breathless â and without thinking, he wrapped his arms around you.
Not just a safe hug â no, Jungkook hugged you properly, one arm strong across your back, the other sneaking under your open jacket, pulling you against him like you were something he couldn't bear to let go.
Your cheek was pressed to the warm cotton of his shirt, his heartbeat thundering in your ear. You whimpered â you couldnât help it â the sound slipping out, high-pitched and soft and far too vulnerable. You prayed, prayed, that Jungkook thought it was from fear.
(And not because the feel of his fingers brushing lightly over your back, beneath your jacket, was making your knees buckle.)
But Jungkook stiffened for a fraction of a second against you â his breath catching sharply in his chest.
Like he heard it differently.
Like he loved it.
His hand flattened against the small of your back, feeling you, grounding you to him. His nose brushed your hair, and you could have sworn you felt him inhale deeply, a tiny shudder running through his body. You stayed like that â pressed together, hearts hammering, the haunted hallway forgotten â for a few infinite seconds.
In the dimness, only you and Jungkook existed. Only the way his thumb was rubbing slow, barely-there circles at the base of your spine. Only the way you gripped handfuls of his jacket, hiding your burning face against him.
He tilted his head down, whispering into your hair in Korean, voice rough and breathless:
"It's okay... I'm here."
You could only nod â your words were locked somewhere deep in your chest, strangled by the overwhelming way he was holding you like you were precious, real, and somehow already his.
And if you weren't careful... You might never want to let him go.
You finished the haunted hallway clinging lightly to Jungkookâs jacket, every loud noise and sudden shadow making you tighten your grip for a second longer than necessary. You could feel Jungkook's hand still hovering at your lower back, ready to catch you again if needed â though you both moved slowly now, hearts not quite back to normal. When you finally stumbled out through the heavy exit curtain and back into the dim light of the movie exhibit, it was like breaking through to the surface after being underwater.
You gasped a little laugh, immediately stepping a half step away, remembering where you were. Remembering yourself. Jungkook hated it. Hated the tiny, polite distance you carefully placed between you and him again. Because he couldnât just pull you back. Because even now, there were a few people here, and a badly taken photo would be a nightmare for both of you â and worst of all, you would be the one most hurt by it. He knew it.
But still. His hands twitched at his sides. His heart screamed.
He licked his lips slowly without even realizing it, staring after you â dazed, helpless, and ready to follow you anywhere. And he would have â he was about to â until Pascal suddenly spoke up.
âPfff⊠Okay, Iâm done. Horror walk has officially killed me,â Pascal groaned, scrubbing a hand through his messy hair. âI need sugar. Then Iâm out.â
You and Flora laughed, both nodding â though you covered a giant yawn behind your hand. It was nearly 2 a.m., after all. Even you, energized and excited, were visibly winding down now.
Jungkookâs heart stuttered in panic.
No. No, no, no. He didnât have your number. He didnât know where you lived. If you left now, you would just⊠be gone.
He could already feel it â that yawning space opening between you, the chance slipping away like sand between his fingers. While you and Flora casually debated which sweets stand was the best nearby, Jungkook frantically opened his group chat with his friends. His thumbs flew across his phone.
đ°: what do i do đ°: i dont have her number đ°: i cant lose her what do i do i cant just ask in front of everyone đ°: HELP.
It took all of three seconds before his friends erupted in teasing.
đ (Taehyung): lololol YOU'RE SCREWED đ± (Yoongi): Just ask her idiot. đżïž (Hoseok): Confess your undying love immediately. Go big or go home. đš (Namjoon): Maybe just say you wanna text about the museum or something??? Chill bro.
Jungkook groaned under his breath, cheeks burning, still pretending to casually check his phone while you and Flora were oblivious. But Pascal was not oblivious.
đ°: i cant just SAY THAT. everyone is RIGHT HERE. đ°: AND what if she says no đ°: AND her friends will KNOW đ°: AND then ill look like a desperate idiot
Taehyung was instantly bloodthirsty:
đ: you ARE a desperate idiot right now đ
Hoseok added:
đżïž: Desperate and CUTE tho đżïž: i believe in u soldier o7 đżïž: shoot your shot đżïž: or steal her shoe and run so she HAS to find you later đ€Ą
Jungkook glared at his screen so hard he was sure the pixels would melt. Yoongi, the voice of (grumpy) reason, chimed in again:
đ±: just say you want to send her the museum address or something. đ±: make it practical. not a confession, dumbass. đ±: baby steps.
Jungkook thumbed back:
đ°: you make it sound easy hyung
Namjoon:
đš: bc it IS easy đš: youâre just a lovesick mess rn
Jungkook ran a hand down his face, accidentally bumping shoulders with Flora, who glanced over in mild concern. He flinched and smiled a little too fast, tucking his phone behind his back as if he could read it.
Meanwhile, Taehyung was merciless:
đ: tell her you saw a ghost and the only way to be safe is to exchange numbers. spiritual protection reasons. đ: very serious. đ: for safety reasons
Jungkook huffed a tiny breathless laugh despite himself â and immediately bit it down when you turned slightly, giving him a small, questioning smile. He coughed into his fist and looked away.
He was losing it.
And then â Out of the corner of his eye, Jungkook caught Pascal watching him. Really watching him. Sharp, assessing â and then⊠almost kind. Pascal stepped close enough that Jungkook could see the screen of Pascalâs phone when he tilted it forward â a message typed out in clear, simple English with its translation into Korean next to it.
"Normally Flora and I bring her home if itâs this late. But if you want to take her home instead, we will leave you two alone?"
Jungkook froze. His mouth went dry. He blinked â once, twice â rereading it to make sure he wasnât hallucinating from sleep deprivation or love-induced madness. When he finally looked up, wide-eyed, cheeks glowing bright red, Pascal just grinned at him â like a cat that had stolen the cream.
But Pascalâs smile turned serious in the next second.
He held Jungkookâs gaze firmly, and then, in slow, careful English that even he understood very clearly, he added:
"Just donât hurt her."
The unspoken "or else" hung heavy between them.
Jungkook nodded immediately. Seriously. From the deepest part of himself. There wasnât even a fraction of hesitation. He would rather cut off his own hand than hurt you.
Pascal seemed satisfied with that. He clapped Jungkook lightly on the shoulder, nodded once like a silent deal had been struck â and turned back toward Flora and you, who were laughing about how creepy some of the fake horror props had been.
Jungkook finally, finally allowed himself to breathe. He straightened, the panic in his chest easing just a little. He still didnât know exactly how he was going to ask you â but now, at least, he had more time.
The four of you had gotten your sweet treats from Pascalâs favorite late-night stand â some homemade fudge and steaming paper cones of roasted almonds that perfumed the cool night air with caramel sugar.
You crunched your way through them peacefully, laughing with Flora about the terrible fake blood on one specific prop, while Pascal made dry commentary about how heâd seen scarier things at his tax office. Jungkook stayed close but quiet, occasionally smiling wide enough that the corners of his eyes crinkled, but he was still a little in his own head â winding down slowly from everything.
The walk to your designated tram stop was calm. Different from the chaotic crowd earlier â this station was just a little one, off the main roads. You stood together on the almost empty platform, idly chatting while waiting for your tram to rattle in. Jungkook couldnât help but notice how the fluorescent lights made your skin look almost soft and glowing. He inched just a little closer, under the weak excuse of hearing you better, his hands stuffed deep into his jacket pockets to stop himself from touching you again.
When the tram finally rolled in, it sighed and squealed against the tracks, and you all climbed inside together, still half-laughing over Pascal's bad jokes. It was quiet inside. Jungkook had just gotten used to the idea that he'd be sitting next to you for the rest of the ride â half-savoring, half-panicking about it â when it happened.
At the last possible second, just before the doors banged shut, Pascal and Flora jumped out. You both turned â mouths open, stunned â too late to follow. The doors slid closed with a harsh thump, locking the two of you in.
Alone.
The station outside slipped away into the darkness. You stared after them, frozen, and then muttered under your breath, a little stunned, "Fuckers."
Jungkookâs brows shot up â he didn't need any translation for that one. Even without knowing the word exactly, your tone said everything. He flushed immediately, dropping his gaze, rocking awkwardly on his heels.
"I... uh..." he started, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. "Sorry... about... this situation," he said, clearly flustered, almost apologetic. His English was slow and careful, like he wanted to get it perfect for you. "I didnât... mean to trap you?"
You blinked at him, heart twisting painfully at how sweet he was being about it â how he looked genuinely sorry, like he was afraid youâd be mad. Quickly, you smiled, trying to reassure him.
"I donât mind," you said warmly, pulling out your phone. You tapped at the screen, pulling up the tram map, trying to figure out how he could get back to the Korean restaurant where you'd first met â it seemed like a million years ago already. You held it up to him, meaning to make it easy for him to jump ship if he needed. But Jungkook's face fell the second he understood.
He pointed at himself, then at you, his brows furrowing.
"You... don't want... me... to bring you?" he asked, his voice a little small, a little uncertain. His words were halting but sincere.
"If not... okay... I go. Butâ" He fumbled, gesturing at your phone and then back at you, urgent, "âI... pay taxi. So you get home safe."
You stared at him, completely blindsided.
"You..." You laughed, a little breathless, a little floored. "You want to take me home?"
Jungkook's ears burned visibly. He nodded so fast you were surprised his head didnât snap off. "Yes," he said. "Yes... I want."
"But..." you faltered, still confused, feeling your heart race, "I donât want to steal your time..."
He shook his head, frantic, taking half a step closer without realizing it.
"You donât!" he insisted, voice low and urgent. "You donât. I... I want... time with you."
He sucked in a shaky breath after that, eyes locked onto yours so fiercely you couldn't look away even if you wanted to.
"I choose." He had said it slower, firmer, so earnest it nearly knocked you off your feet. And you realized then â this was why Pascal and Flora had ditched you two at the last second. This was why Pascal had grinned like a madman. Jungkook had asked for it. He had flushed madly, panicked, but asked to be alone with you.
The tram clattered along the tracks under your feet, a quiet lullaby to the storm inside your chest. Your cheeks burned as you tucked your phone away again, pretending not to notice how Jungkook's hand hovered close to yours, not quite brave enough to touch yet.
He was still trying so hard â speaking English, clumsy but heartfelt, making it easier for you.
You smiled up at him shyly, and said, "We can keep talking in Korean."
Jungkookâs face lit up like a sunrise. He leaned in just slightly, like you had given him the best gift.
"I... want make easy for you, like you made it easy for me," he said, grinning wide, chest puffing up a little like he was proud of himself. "I want... you happy."
God. You felt like you were melting right there in the rattling subway car.
"I appreciate it," you said, voice soft but sure. The train rumbled to a stop a few moments later. You stepped out into the quiet coolness of the late night â your stop. The streets were empty, just the low hum of a far-off car or two, the golden glow of distant street lamps. You started walking, your footsteps echoing softly against the pavement.
Jungkook hovered close to your side, not touching, but close enough that you could feel his body heat seeping through the chilly night air. You risked a glance at him â the way his hands were tucked deep into his jacket pockets, the soft furrow between his brows like he was deep in thought.
Gathering your courage, you blurted out, "Can... can I ask you something personal, personal?"
You rushed to add, "You don't have to answer if you don't want to."
Jungkookâs mouth curled into a wide, amused grin. He gave a little huff of a laugh, absolutely delighted with you. It wasnât lost on him how careful you were â how, even now, after all the laughing, the horror walk, the sweets and jokes, you still treated him with so much respect. You hadnât prodded or demanded like some people did, hadnât poked at him like a shiny object.
Even now, you offered him the dignity of choice. And without hesitation, he nodded.
"Ask," he said warmly.
You bit your lip for a second, cheeks heating.
"Why are you here?" you asked finally. "I mean... here in this town? Itâs not exactly... special."
For a moment, you worried you might have offended him. You searched his face for any sign of irritation. But Jungkook just smiled, slow and a little secret, like you had stumbled into something true.
"Holiday," he said. "Smaller cities... make it easier to blend. Easier to be..." He paused, tapping his chest lightly, "me."
Your eyes widened in understanding. You nodded quickly. "That... that makes sense."
It did. In a small city like this, he could just be Jungkook â not the star, not the phenomenon â just a guy eating sweets at 2am, laughing at terrible horror props, getting fake blood splashed on his shoes. The conversation loosened after that. He invited you to ask more.
You asked him his favorite food (which, predictably, made him light up and ramble about samgyeopsal and ramen), and he asked you about your work. He teased you gently about your horror movie squeamishness, and you teased him back for how much he liked it when you clung to him.
The walk to your apartment passed faster than you thought possible â fifteen minutes that felt like seconds. As your building came into view under the sleepy halo of the streetlights, you slowed to a stop â but your feet didnât quite want to stay still.
You didnât want to say goodbye to Jungkook.
Not with how warm the night still felt despite the chill in the air. Not with how close he was â real and quiet and nervously alive beside you.
You turned toward him, heart stumbling in your chest â and thatâs when you noticed. He was fidgeting nervously on the spot, shifting from foot to foot like he couldn't settle. His hands curled and uncurled at his sides. He bit at his lip ring â hard â like it had personally offended him.
And he was looking at you.
No â he was looking at your lips.
It hit you like a freight train, how charged the air had become â how close you still were, how much he was holding himself back. Your heart pounded so loud you were sure he could hear it. And suddenly, you were excited all over again â and anxious, and dizzy, and so full of heat you could barely breathe.
Your fingers fumbled with your keys, looking between him and your building and him again, like you couldnât decide which thing was more terrifying. And Jungkook just stood there, wrecked with nerves, looking like he desperately wanted something but didnât know if he was allowed to take it.
And then, shy and barely above a whisper, you found your voice.
âDo you⊠umâŠâ You cleared your throat, cheeks blazing. âWould you like to come up? Just for a bit?â
You gestured toward the building with a tilt of your chin, forcing yourself to keep eye contact. âI mean, the next tram wonât come for a while. Not that you couldnât just get a taxi or something, obviously, butââ
âYes.â
His voice cut through your ramble â soft but breathless. Like heâd been waiting. Like he couldnât let you talk yourself out of it.
âYes,â he repeated, and stepped just a little closer.
You blushed so hard you almost dropped your keys. Jungkookâs eyes flicked down to them, amused, but didnât say anything. He just smiled â the kind that made your insides unravel â and waited while you got the door open, heart threatening to beat straight out of your chest.
You stepped inside and let him follow, suddenly hyper-aware of everything: the creak of the floorboards, the faint smell of the candle youâd blown out earlier, the slight mess in the sink you hadnât quite tackled yet. It wasnât bad â youâd cleaned yesterday, thankfully â but still, you couldnât help the little twinge of embarrassment that bloomed in your chest.
Jungkook stepped inside gently, quiet and careful, like he didnât want to disturb the air. He looked around slowly, eyes drifting over your space â the small bookshelf, the couch, the dish rack, the jacket tossed over a chair. The framed prints on your wall. The mug with the chipped rim on the counter.
Then his eyes caught on something else.
The wall of photos near your kitchen door.
He wandered a little closer after leaving his cap his shoes an jacket at your front door, expression softening as he scanned over them â a chaotic, joyful collage. There were pictures of you with friends, some clearly older and sun-faded. Others more recent, printed in glossy bursts of color. One where you and Flora were mid-laugh in a garden, holding fake knives from a Halloween display. Another where Pascal had his head in your lap while you looked mock-annoyed, eyes rolling but clearly fond.
Several photos showed you and Pascal together, reenacting sculptures â in museums, parks, once even a fountain. Jungkook paused in front of one where a much younger you stood frozen with Pascal beside you, both of you mimicking a classical marble pose with serious faces and ridiculous commitment.
He laughed, soft and surprised. âThis really is ⊠your thing?â
You hovered awkwardly behind him, feeling both warm and embarrassed. âWe started doing them when we were, like, fifteen? It just⊠stuck.â
Jungkook smiled. âI like it.â
Then, shifting just a bit, his gaze flicked to the shelf next to the pictures â the one with your music collection. His eyes caught on the row of albums tucked to one side. Some of them were his. Not all, but a few. One of his solo projects. A BTS album with the spine worn from too many plays. Another still wrapped in its original plastic. Even an AgustD album between them all.
He blinked once â and then grinned.
Wide. Mischievous. Almost smug.
You groaned immediately, dragging a hand down your face. Jungkook laughed â really laughed this time â head tilting back slightly, hair falling into his eyes as his shoulders shook.
âYou have⊠good taste,â he teased and pretended to examine the shelf like a judge at an art gallery. âAnd very supportive heart.â
You peeked at him through your fingers. âYouâre impossible.â
He looked at you over his shoulder, and smiled softer now â shy, like he couldnât quite believe he was here either.
âYeah,â he murmured, âbut Iâm glad you let me in.â
Your heart was doing ridiculous things in your chest and Jungkook's presence felt too big and too close in your tiny home, you managed to clear your throat and ask, âDo you want something to drink?â
Your voice was light â too light â and you didnât wait for his answer before turning toward the fridge, using it as an excuse to collect yourself. Trying to be a good host. You needed something to do, anything to stop you from watching the way he leaned against the counter like he belonged there, sleeves shoved up to his forearms, lip ring catching the dim light whenever he bit at it.
Jungkook chuckled quietly behind you, following your movement. âWaterâs fine,â he said.
You nodded, grabbing a glass and opening the fridge. The cool air hit your face, grounding, and you took an extra second longer than necessary, using the excuse to breathe. Just as you were closing the fridge door again, Jungkookâs voice broke the quiet.
âCan I ask you something personal?â
You turned around, confused â blinking at him over the rim of the glass. âYouâve kind of been doing that all evening.â
A crooked grin tugged at his mouth, but he looked a little sheepish, running a hand through his hair.
âNo, I mean⊠something different.â
You hesitated for half a second before nodding. âYeah. Go ahead.â
He looked at you for a moment â not scanning or judging, just looking, like trying to figure out how best to ask. Then: âWhy are you like this?â
You blinked. Paused. Raised an eyebrow slowly.
ââŠExcuse me?â
The expression on your face made him huff at himself, rubbing the back of his neck, already regretting his wording.
âI didnât mean it likeâ Not in a bad way,â he rushed, words tumbling now. âI mean⊠the way youâve treated me all night. Like Iâm not⊠you knowâme.â
You stayed quiet, curious but cautious.
âYouâve barely mentioned anything about music,â he said, softer now. âYou didnât bring up BTS. You didnât ask for a photo, or⊠anything like that. Itâs likeâŠâ He shrugged helplessly. âYouâre trying really hard not to.â
You exhaled, slowly. Set the glass down.
âOh,â you said, a little caught off guard. âWell⊠yeah.â
He waited, head tilted, expression open.
You licked your lips, nervous. âI didnât know if youâd want that. I mean⊠Youâre a person. A really successful one, yeah, but⊠you seemed like you just wanted to have a normal dinner, a normal night. And I didnât want to ruin that by acting weird or clingy or making you feel like I only saw you as this⊠brand.â
Jungkook didnât say anything, so you kept going, fumbling your way through, but pacing yourself so he could understand you.
âI mean you are that brand but also arenât. Youâre a person first, right? I figured asking for pictures or autographs would be rude. Probably youâre not even allowed to talk about certain things? So I didnât want to put you in a position where it got awkward or uncomfortable. I didnât want to cross a line. Even if part of meâŠâ You hesitated, smiled sheepishly. âOkay, yeah, part of me might curse myself later. When this ends and you go back to your world, to being that Jungkook again, is gonna hate myself later for not asking you for a picture or an autograph.â
That earned a small breath of laughter from him.
âBut honestly? Just⊠being with you like this? Talking and laughing and walking around â itâs better than any signed album. Because you are way nicer than I ever imagined.â
You didnât know what expression you expected from him. Maybe gratitude. Maybe amusement. But you didnât expect him to look stunned. Utterly stunned â like youâd knocked the wind out of him. He stared for a second longer, lips parted, eyes soft and disbelieving.
And then â without warning â he stepped forward and huggedyou.
Just like that. No hesitation. No awkward shuffle. His arms wrapped around you like heâd been waiting all night to do it, like something fragile inside him had finally let go. You could feel the rise and fall of his chest, the way he breathed in like he needed to memorize the shape of this moment. Your hands found their way to his back instinctively, curling into the fabric of his hoodie. He smelled like something warm, something clean. His lip ring was cool against your temple where he pressed his face into your hair, exhaling like he hadnât realized he needed to.
âIâm sorry,â he murmured, voice muffled in your hair. âI didnât mean to make you feel like you had to⊠to explain. I justâ No oneâs ever⊠not many treat me like that.â
You blinked, hands slowly rising to rest against his sides.
âI didnât know I needed it.â he added, quieter.
Your heart ached in the best way. You tilted your head just slightly so your cheek could rest against his shoulder. Jungkookâs arms loosened gradually, his body lingering in the space between you. His hands slid down your sides with featherlight care, as though he wasnât ready to let go â not really. When he leaned back just enough to look at you, his eyes were unreadable for a second. Then they dropped.
To your lips.
And stayed there.
The weight of his stare made it suddenly hard to breathe. You swallowed, heart stammering in your chest as you watched him try â and fail â to drag his gaze back up to your eyes. When he did, it was with effort, as if every fiber of him still wanted to be looking at your mouth instead. He licked his bottom lip slowly â not teasing, not calculated â just hungry, barely restrained. The silver of his lip ring caught on the light, glinting like a warning and a promise all at once.
Your breath hitched.
You couldn't look away. Not now. Especially not when he began leaning in, inch by cautious inch, until you were close enough to feel his breath ghost over your skin â warm and soft and tasting faintly of something sweet heâd eaten earlier.
And then his lips touched yours.
A soft, reverent press. Not hesitant exactly â more like he was savoring it. Like heâd imagined this and didnât want to rush the real thing. The kiss was gentle at first â his lips pillowy and warm, fitting against yours so naturally it felt like falling into something youâd been meant to find. Your fingers curled into the fabric of his hoodie, clinging to him without even realizing youâd moved, needing something to hold onto because your entire body felt too light, too giddy, too alive.
A flurry of butterflies erupted in your chest, trying to claw their way out of you.
His tongue flicked out â a slow, tentative kitten lick across your lower lip, as if asking, May I? And when your lips parted on a soft, involuntary sound â a whimper, a mewl, something needy and breathless â Jungkookâs breath caught against your skin.
That was all he needed.
The kiss deepened, hot and slow and aching. His tongue slid against yours, smooth and searching, tasting you like you were something precious. He kissed like he wanted to learn everything â the shape of your mouth, the way your breath stuttered, the soft sounds you made when his lips moved just so.
You trembled in his arms, overwhelmed.
One of his hands clenched gently at your hip, not hard but firm, anchoring you. The other drifted up to your neck, then into your hair near your hairline â fingers threading in softly and holding you still, keeping you close. He tilted your head just enough to fit better against him, to deepen the kiss just a little more, and everything about the way he touched you made you feel fragile and wanted all at once.
When he pulled back, he didnât go far.
Just enough to let you breathe again. Your eyes fluttered open. You were trembling. Jungkookâs eyes were heavy-lidded, his lips slightly parted and kissed-red, a glint of wetness catching on the silver of his lip ring. His thumb brushed your jaw, and only then did you realize your whole body was buzzing. That you were flushed to the roots. That your knees felt like jelly.
That you might very well throw up your heart onto the floor.
He looked at you like you were art. And all you could do was stare back at him, still holding onto his hoodie like it was the only thing keeping you grounded. Jungkook didnât step away after the kiss ended. His breath mingled with yours, warm and shallow between you. His eyes searched your face like he needed to see everything â the tremble in your lips, the flush on your cheeks, the way your chest rose and fell in shaky rhythm with his.
âWas that⊠okay?â he asked.
His voice was deeper now, rough around the edges â like gravel softened by velvet. You could see the tension in his jaw, the way his Adamâs apple bobbed hard as he swallowed, his thumb brushing gently along your cheekbone. He was touching you like he couldnât help it â like he didnât even realize he was doing it, just mapping your skin under his fingers.
Your voice caught in your throat.
You nodded, eyes wide, chest tight with everything you couldnât put into words. It was more than okay â it felt like your entire body had been lit from within, nerves firing in every direction. But Jungkook didnât accept just a nod.
âWords,â he said, low and hoarse, the demand wrapping around you like silk laced with fire.
Your breath hitched. âYâYeah.â It came out as more air than voice. You tried again, voice trembling with sincerity. âYes. Itâs⊠itâs really okay.â
A slow, satisfied smile curled on his lips â soft and sinful at the same time â and before you could even begin to catch your breath again, he was kissing you. This time it wasnât tentative. This was deeper, hungrier â his mouth opening over yours like he meant to leave a mark on your soul. His hands gripped your waist as your breath stuttered, and your fingers dug into the soft cotton of his hoodie again. The kiss was slow and consuming, drawing you under like a tide pulling you out to sea.
Your knees buckled, and he noticed â instantly.
Without breaking the kiss, Jungkook moved you. His strong arms wrapped around you like it was effortless, and in a few guided steps, your back bumped softly against the edge of the kitchen counter. Then, with practiced strength and surprising gentleness, he lifted you â one smooth motion â and set you down on the surface.
A startled yelp slipped from your lips, swallowed almost immediately by his mouth returning to yours. Your thighs instinctively parted for him as he stepped between your legs, his chest brushing yours, his warmth enveloping you. His hand returned to your neck, fingers curling softly into the hair at your nape, tilting your head just how he liked it. You sighed into his mouth, long and low, surrendering completely to the feel of him.
He smiled against your lips â you felt it â and it made your heart twist.
You threaded your hands through his hair, fingertips brushing the undercut at the base of his skull. The strands were soft and thick, and he made a low sound at the contact â almost a groan, half-muffled by your lips. One of your hands lingered at the back of his neck, the other trailed across his shoulders, grounding yourself against the solid heat of him.
You locked your legs around his hips without thinking, drawing him in closer. You could feel everything â the tension in his body, the thrum of his heart against yours, the slow burn of something heavy and overwhelming settling low in your belly.
Jungkookâs lips never strayed far, brushing soft kisses across your jaw, down your neck, like he was committing you to memory one breath at a time. His hands began to explore more boldly now, firm but reverent â one anchoring at your hip, the other sliding slowly up your side. The heat of his touch burned through your clothes, every inch of your skin responding as if drawn by static, nerves flickering to life under his fingers.
When his palm swept along your spine, warm and purposeful, you arched into him instinctively â a soft whimper escaping your lips. It wasnât dramatic or intentional, just pure reaction. A quiet sound of need you couldnât hold back. Jungkook chuckled low against your throat, lips ghosting your skin.
"So sensitive," he murmured, voice rich with affection and something deeper â hunger laced with wonder. The way he said it made you shiver.
His hands moved again, slower now, more exploratory â like he was discovering a secret. One hand slid around, fingertips grazing the underside of your breast through the thin fabric of your top. He hesitated for a breath, as if waiting for you to stop him, to pull away. But you didnât. Instead, a small, pleased sound caught in your throat, your head falling slightly back, lips parted with your next shallow inhale.
Jungkook pulled back just enough to look at you, to really look â your lips kiss-swollen and pink, your cheeks flushed with heat, your chest rising and falling fast beneath your shirt.
"Still okay?" he asked, voice deeper now, strained at the edges.
You nodded. âYeah.â You could barely speak. The word came out in a sigh, like it had to push through every beat of your racing heart. And Jungkook looked at you like you were the most beautiful thing heâd ever seen.
His hand found the hem of your shirt, fingers slipping just beneath. His touch on your bare skin was devastating â warm and sure as he slowly skimmed up your sides. His eyes stayed on you the whole time, watching every reaction. When his hand spread over your ribs and moved inward, your breath hitched violently, your back arching again with a sharp, involuntary gasp.
He exhaled shakily. âFuckâŠâ
âJungkookâŠâ You said his name like it was a confession, like it was the only word your mouth could remember how to form.
His gaze flickered down.
His fingers had found the curve of your breast now, brushing just along the edge of your bra â testing boundaries, testing your reactions. His thumb slowly traced the line of skin exposed above the cup, and your whole body clenched in response. Your thighs tightened around him, and your hands clutched at his shoulders like you needed something to anchor you.
And still, he looked up at you. Not for permission anymore â for the sheer pleasure of watching the way you unraveled under his hands. You were dizzy. Melting. Your head swam with heat and need, everything in you drawn to the man between your legs.
Jungkook leaned in again, pressing a kiss just beneath your ear, his voice barely more than breath: âYou feel so good under my hands.â
You whimpered, knees falling wider, his hips slotting in deeper between your legs as you clung to him. He was hard now â you could feel it clearly against your center, even through your clothes, and the realization sent a rush of heat crashing through you.
Jungkookâs hand cupped your breast with more intention now, squeezing gently â just enough to draw a soft, breathy moan from your lips. The sound made him groan low in his throat, hips instinctively pressing forward against you, desperate for friction. His other hand slid down, gripping your hip and guiding you closer to the edge of the counter. The shift in position brought you flush against him, and you could feel the hard press of him right where you were aching â it was dizzying, maddening.
Your head dropped to his shoulder as your breath caught in your throat, and you instinctively pressed a kiss to the warm skin of his neck. His scent was intoxicating â clean, musky, something uniquely him â and when your lips brushed over the strong line of his throat, you felt him shudder against you.
He kept touching you, his thumb sliding beneath the edge of your bra, then gently dragging his nail over your nipple in a teasing, deliberate motion that made your body jerk in his arms. You gasped into his neck, breath trembling as you held onto him tighter, your hands fisting the fabric of his hoodie. It was too much and not enough at once â your chest heaved, lips parting in silent pleading as he kept up the slow, torturous rhythm.
The heat between your thighs pulsed in time with the friction of his hips pressed snugly between yours. The thick ridge of him, even through layers of clothing, made your breath catch again. You were soaked. Desperate. A throbbing need built between your legs that had your toes curling, your legs tightening around his hips to keep him there, to keep him close.
You kissed his neck again, slower this time, your lips lingering as you let your hand roam upward, over the hard plane of his chest. Every muscle under your palm felt tenseâ his heart hammering in time with yours. You wanted to touch more. All of him. But your hand hovered at the space between you, not quite daring to move lower. The friction where your bodies met was too good, too electric to disrupt.
Jungkookâs breath came hard against your ear now, his lips ghosting over your temple as he whispered, almost helplessly, âYouâre driving me crazyâŠâ He was losing control slowly â and loving it.
Your answer was a soft whimper, your hips shifting unconsciously against his. He grunted, a ragged sound low in his chest, as his hand moved to cup the fullness of your breast more fully now, thumbing your nipple in slow, aching circles that had you arching into him.
Your skin felt too tight. Your nerves were on fire. And all you could think about was how good his hands felt, how good he felt â everywhere. Jungkook didnât stop. His hands roamed your body like he was learning it by heart â your curves, your gasps, the places that made you arch and whimper. He was reverent but hungry, like he wanted to devour and worship you in the same breath.
Your chest rose and fell rapidly, every inch of you buzzing with anticipation and heat as his thumb grazed your nipple again, sending a ripple of pleasure straight through your core. Your hips rocked instinctively against him, and the friction made you dizzy.
Your hands clung to him, your mouth brushing his jaw as your voice came out barely louder than a whisper â raw and vulnerable and wrecked.
âPlease⊠touch me.â
Jungkook froze for half a heartbeat. His pupils blew wide, his jaw clenched, and his throat worked as he swallowed hard. His voice came out deep, rough, already hoarse with need.
âFuck⊠yeah. Iââ he faltered, breath catching as he tried to anchor himself, âwhere?â
At first, you misunderstood. You reached down between you both, your hand shaking slightly â from nerves, from want, from the sheer surreal intimacy of the moment â and you guided his hand, bold and trembling, right between your legs. Over the heated fabric of your pants, pressing him there, where you ached for him most.
Jungkook let out a strangled groan, his head falling to your shoulder for a second like the sensation had physically knocked the breath from him. His fingers flexed instinctively, feeling the heat, even through the layers.
âJesus,â he whispered, voice shredded with disbelief and need. He kissed you again, rougher this time, a little desperate, and then drew back just enough to stammer, âBed?â
The word was simple. Hopeful. Because he could take you here â wanted to, ached to â but he didnât want this to be a rushed, stolen thing. Not when it was your first time like this. Not when it was you. Your eyes went wide, and you suddenly looked flustered, realizing what he had meant.
âOh⊠there,â you said softly, cheeks burning. You nodded toward the door to your room, utterly mortified at your mistake, your voice nearly swallowed by your own breathlessness. You shifted, meaning to slide off the counter and find your footing again, to lead him there â but Jungkook didnât let you go.
He gripped your waist and pulled you in, grinding you against his hardness. Your thighs clenched around him, and the gasp you let out â broken and shameless â made him hiss through his teeth. You couldnât even breathe, couldnât think. He grinned against your throat, a cocky glint in his eyes that he didnât even try to hide.
âGod, you sound good,â he muttered, before lifting you into his arms like you weighed nothing.
Your arms locked around his neck as your nose buried against his skin, still dizzy with how fast this was spiraling. But it felt right. Real. Like something that had been waiting to happen for far too long. He carried you through the hallway, pushing your bedroom door open with his shoulder, never once letting you go. The world was muffled. It was just him. Just you.
He set you down onto the bed like you were precious, his, but he didnât give you space â didnât even move back an inch. His body hovered over yours, gaze burning down at you, and he let his hand settle low, palming you again through the fabric of your pants. Your hips lifted into his hand involuntarily, and the moan that slipped from your lips was downright filthy. He chuckled darkly, satisfied, eyes half-lidded and gleaming. âSo,â he murmured, kissing the corner of your mouth, your cheek, your jaw, âwhere do you want me to touch you again?â
You wanted to answer. You meant to answer.
But his hand rubbed slow, teasing circles, and your head fell back into the pillows. All you could do was feel.
He didnât stay teasing long. After one more slow press of his palm, he pulled back just enough to hook his fingers into the waistband of your pants, silently asking for more. You nodded frantically, lips parted, chest rising and falling as if youâd just run miles.
âOkay?â he asked again, that final, precious line of respect in his voice â even with his body trembling above you. You reached for him, cupping his jaw as you whispered, âYes. Please, Jungkook.â
He kissed you like he needed to taste those words again.
Then he peeled your pants down with aching care â reverent and focused â revealing more of you to him, inch by inch, as the last threads of restraint started to unravel. His hand moved lower with deliberate slowness, fingers tracing the outline of your panties like he was drawing a boundary he intended to cross â a line of reverence and tension. His touch was warm, electric, his fingertips ghosting along the thin fabric as if memorizing the way it clung to you.
He licked his lips instinctively, then caught the edge of his lip ring between his teeth â his eyes catching the wet sheen of you through the fabric.
âFuck,â he murmured under his breath, chest rising, voice strained. âYou're soakedâŠwetâŠâ
The wonder in his voice made your stomach flip. Not cocky â awed. Like he couldnât believe this was real. Then his thumb pressed down, slowly, directly over your clit through the damp cloth. The pressure made you jolt, breath catching hard in your throat.
His other hand slid beneath your shirt, and you arched into him instinctively. The fabric pushed up around your ribs and you made quick work of it â pulling it over your head and tossing it blindly aside, leaving your hair tousled and wild. You barely had time to take another breath before your bra joined it, hands shaking slightly with how overwhelmed you already felt.
But Jungkook⊠Jungkook had stopped moving. His eyes were locked on your body now â unmoving, dark, devouring. His lips were parted, his expression torn between reverence and hunger.
âGod,â he said, almost like it hurt. âYou're⊠fuck, you're so beautiful.â
You barely had time to react before he shifted lower, pushing you back onto the bed and settling between your legs. His mouth descended, warm and wet, and he kissed the swell of your breast before taking one of your nipples between his lips â gently at first, sucking just enough to make you moan, and then his teeth grazed lightly. You gasped, your back arching off the bed as the sensation sparked down your spine.
And at the same time â god, at the same time â his hand didnât stop.
His thumb flicked again over your clit through your underwear, a slow, maddening stroke, before he hooked his fingers around the side and pulled the soaked fabric aside. The sudden exposure made you shiver. His fingers dipped lower â warm, thick â and then, without warning, he slid one finger inside you.
You cried out his name.
It tore from you without shame, your hips bucking against his hand. Your legs shook immediately, the sensation too good, too much. He groaned above you, mouth still warm on your breast, his breath stuttering.
âYouâreâfuck,â he swore again, licking his lips as he looked down at the way your body welcomed him. âYouâre so wet.â
He worked that finger gently, then added a second with ease. The stretch made your knees jerk, your thighs instinctively trying to close â but Jungkook was already there, pressing one of his hands firmly to your thigh to hold you open.
His head tilted up, eyes locked to yours.
âDonât look away,â he growled. âLook at me.â
The command in his voice made your breath catch again â and god, the way he stared at you, the way he looked at you, like he could read every twitch of your body and wanted to worship it â it only made the heat coiling in your stomach burn hotter.
You looked at him, lips parted, breath shallow. You could feel it â god, you could feel it â the wetness between your legs only growing with every slow, deliberate push of Jungkookâs fingers. Every time he slid into you, you felt how soaked you were, how easily he moved inside you, how thoroughly your body gave in to him. He had to feel it too â the way your slick coated his fingers, warm and eager.
But then, your thoughts blurred completely.
His thumb dragged down again, pressing more firmly over your clit this time, shifting the soaked fabric aside with a slick sound that made your breath stutter. His fingers inside you twisted slightly, working you open with a rhythm that wasnât fast, but devastatingly effective â controlled, calculated. His other hand gripped the inside of your thigh, firm and steady, holding you open like you might squirm away if he let up for even a second.
And his eyes â god, those dark, fixed eyes â didnât leave you.
He wasnât just watching you fall apart â he was studying you, memorizing how you responded to every inch of pressure.
Then â there.
A rough, almost brutal thrust of his fingers hit something inside you that made your entire body jolt, a raw, uncontrolled moan tearing from your lips as your eyes rolled back. His grip on your thigh tightened instantly, fingers stalling deep inside you. âEyes on me.â
You gasped, breath catching in your throat, and somehow managed to look back at him â only to find him already smiling. Not cocky. Not smug. But darkly satisfied. Like heâd just discovered your favorite sin.
âThere it is,â he murmured, almost to himself. And then he pushed again. Same place. Same pace. Your legs trembled, your back arched. Your breath came in broken gasps, and your eyes fluttered shutâ
His hand stopped again.
A soft, amused chuckle met your ears. âLook at me.â
It took everything you had, but you opened your eyes again. And the second you did, he rewarded you â with movement, with pressure, with maddening precision. It was too much. And not enough. And perfect.
You cried out his name, trembling underneath him, your hands scrambling for anything to ground yourself. One hand found your breast, gripping and pinching your nipple as the pleasure became too much to contain. The other clawed at the sheets beneath you.
Jungkook's gaze darkened even more â if that was possible. His eyes darted from your face to your hand on your chest, lips parted in pure, ruined hunger. The hand holding your thigh squeezed tighter, almost bruising â but the way it made you whimper only spurred him on.
He couldnât help himself.
His fingers with a mind of their own move faster â still deliberate, but harder now, each thrust punching the air out of your lungs, and it hit again, that spot inside you, over and over, as he watched you touch yourself. You shattered with a sob, your body arching, legs trembling uncontrollably as you unraveled beneath him.
And then âas you came apart around his hand â Jungkookâs eyes snapped back up to yours.
He looked stunned. Like heâd surprised even himself.
You tried so hard to keep your gaze locked with his, obedient even through your climax, but it overwhelmed you. Still, the moment your vision cleared, you saw him watching â intensely, reverently â and he slowly pulled his fingers from your heat, making you flinch with the oversensitivity.
You let out a soft hiss, and he soothed it with a small kiss on your thigh.
He didnât say anything at first. Just looked at you like he couldnât believe what heâd done to you â what youâd let him do. His fingers â the ones that had just been buried deep inside you â rose to his lips, and with maddening slowness, he licked them clean. Every last bit. Tongue curling over the pads of his fingers, tasting you with a groan he barely held back.
And somehow, impossibly, you felt yourself getting wet all over again.
Your chest still heaving, you barely noticed him shift lower until you felt the first brush of his hand against your hips again. The one that had held your thigh open now moved with purpose to your panties â still pushed to the side, soaked beyond reason. He tugged them gently down, over your hips, down your thighs, peeling them from your skin like a gift being unwrapped.
His eyes flicked up, meeting yours again, and his voice dropped to a hoarse whisper.
âYou want more?â
Like he didnât already know.
âYes,â you breathed out, the word little more than a gasp, heavy and desperate. Your hands reached for him, clumsy but determined, trying to push him out of his goddamn clothes. Jungkook let out a low, shaky laugh, letting you tug at his hoodie, your lips barely parting from his as your fingers slipped beneath the hem. The kiss was messy, heated, a collision of mouths and breath as clothes were stripped away.
By the time his jeans hit the floor with a thud, Jungkook was already reaching into his wallet, pulling out some foil packets. His fingers worked quickly to tear one open, but you had other plans. Your hands slid over his hips, under the waistband of his Calvin Kleins, and before he could fully comprehend what was happening, your mouth was on him.
âShitââ he gasped, his whole body jolting at the feel of your lips wrapping around him, heat and wetness and pressure all at once. His head fell back slightly, one hand tangling in your hair while the other still fumbled with the condom. âFuckâwaitâwaitââ His voice cracked, hoarse with restraint. âIâI donât wanna cum yetâI want to be inside you.â
You slowed, torturously slow, your mouth dragging off of him with one final, sinful swirl of your tongue that made his thighs twitch beneath you. He groaned, deep and guttural, watching you with wild eyesâcompletely wrecked without even being inside you yet. You smiled, smug and playful, licking your lips as you sat back on your heels.
Jungkook barely took a second before rolling the condom on, his chest rising and falling sharply, eyes fixed on you like you were the only thing that existed.
Then, suddenly, his hand came up, gripping the back of your neck as he pulled you into a bruising kiss. His weight shifted back, and you yelped in surprise as he fell onto the bed, taking you with him, his mouth never leaving yours. You laughed breathlessly against his lips, adjusting, moving to straddle himâknees braced on either side of his hips, your soaked core brushing against the hard line of him through the condom.
The heat between you was unbearable.
You rolled your hips once, slowly, letting him feel exactly how ready you were. His hands gripped your ass, grounding you against him with a low moan. He gave one cheek a firm slap, just enough to make you jump slightly, and you reached down between your bodies to line him up.
With a deep breath, you sank down.
The stretch was delicious, making your eyes flutter closed as he filled you inch by inch. âFuckâŠâ he breathed, watching where your bodies joined, one hand sliding from your hip to your waist to your chest. He needed something else to look atâanythingâbecause the sight of you sinking down on him so slowly was too much.
Jungkookâs jaw clenched, his head falling back into the pillow, but his eyes never left youânot as you took him all the way, not as your walls fluttered around him, struggling to adjust to his size.
You stilled when he was fully seated inside you, needing a moment to breathe, to steady yourself. Jungkookâs hands roamed your bodyâpalming your breasts, caressing your thighsâhis eyes dark and hungry as he waited for you to move.
Then, slowly, you began to roll your hips.
The sensation made your breath stutter, the friction deep and consuming. Jungkookâs hands gripped your waist, guiding your movement, but letting you take control. Each time you moved, you ground down just a little harder, your pace building gradually, as the room filled with the sounds of slick skin and shared moans.
âYou feel so fucking good,â Jungkook groaned, his fingers digging into your hips like he was trying to hold himself together. âSo tight⊠so wetâfuckâjust like that.â
You leaned forward, one hand on his chest, the other in his hair, and kissed him againâopen-mouthed and breathlessâas you began to move faster. The pleasure mounted sharply, your name falling from his lips like a prayer, his eyes glued to the way you moved above him.
Every roll of your hips, every bounce, pulled another broken sound from his throat. He met you thrust for thrust, his hips lifting just slightly off the bed, pushing deeper, harder, chasing the high that was starting to spiral through both of you.
And stillâthose eyes. Always locked on you.
You could feel the pressure building in your core, heat coiling impossibly tight, threatening to snap. And judging by the way Jungkookâs jaw was clenched, his fingers bruising into your skin, he wasnât far behind.
âCome for me,â he rasped. âI want to feel you fall apart around me.â
God, you wanted to. You wanted to come so badly it almost hurt. But your body wasnât quite there yetâyour orgasm from earlier still left you shaky, and now riding him, giving him everything you had, your thighs were trembling, legs burning with effort.
But you didnât want to stop. Didnât want to deny Jungkook the same overwhelming pleasure heâd already given you. You tried to hold on, to keep going, hips rolling weakly as your mind fuzzed over. Your mouth opened, struggling to form the wordsânot yet, I want to, pleaseâbut you didnât have to say it.
Jungkook saw it. He felt it.
He stilled you with one hard thrust that made you cry out, then suddenly gripped your waist and flipped you onto your back in one fluid movement. The world spun for a moment and you landed with a gasp, your hair fanned out beneath you and your body arching on instinct. Your lungs were already starved for air, but the moment he sank back into you, deep and fast, he stole what little breath you had left.
âFuckâJungkookââ You were a messâsweat-slicked, flushed, clinging to the sheets and to him like a lifeline.
And Jungkook? He didnât even look winded. Just gloriously wrecked in the most controlled wayâhis muscles flexing, his jaw set, his skin glowing with a sheen of sweat that only made him look more like a sin carved by hand.
You cursed himâhis abs, his stamina, his goddamn focus.
He shifted slightly, lifting one of your legs and hooking it over his arm, pushing even deeper. You cried out, the new angle hitting something devastating. He growled low in his throat, watching where your bodies met, then reached between youâhis fingers finding your clit and circling with maddening precision.
âOh my godââ you gasped, back arching so hard your shoulder blades left the bed.
It was too much. He filled you completely, every thrust striking right against your most sensitive spots, and nowâwith the added stimulation of his fingers, you were unraveling embarrassingly fast.
Your hands scrambled at his shoulders, nails digging into his skin as you looked up at him, desperate. He was looking right back, dark eyes locked to yours, watching you come apart like it was the most beautiful thing heâd ever seen.
âJungkookââ his name ripped out of you like a plea, a prayer. âIâmâcloseâfuck, Iââ
âI know,â he rasped, barely holding on himself. âI feel youâGod, I feel youâdonât stopâjustââ
He was losing it too, you could tell. His rhythm faltered for just a second, his thrusts growing messier, more frantic. Your walls fluttered around him, tightening, pulsing, and you saw it hit himâthe way he froze, just slightly, jaw slack as he groaned deep from his chest.
And thenâwith a desperate, nearly bruising press of his thumb to your clitâhe sent you over the edge. The orgasm crashed through you like a wave, ripping a cry from your throat as your body convulsed beneath him, thighs clenching, walls spasming around him. Your nails dug into him, anchoring yourself as your entire body shook.
Thatâthatâwas what undid him.
Jungkook let out a hoarse moan as he finally came, hips jerking once, twice, then burying himself as deep as he could go. You could feel itâthe way his body tensed, every muscle locked tight as he spilled into the condom, forehead pressing against yours with a strained groan.
You both stayed like that, trembling, breathless. The room filled with the sound of ragged breathing, hearts pounding like drums in sync. Then, gently, he kissed you. Soft at firstâbarely a brush of lips. Then again, deeper, fuller, the kind of kiss that said stay here, I'm not done, I want this again.
You moaned into his mouth, your body still twitching in the aftermath, his cock still buried inside you and twitching with aftershocks. When he finally pulled out, you whimpered faintly at the loss. Jungkook moved quickly, slipping off the condom, tying it off and tossing it into the bin beside your bed before returning to you immediately.
He lay down next to you, pulled you close, wrapped an arm around your waist and pressed his lips to your temple. His skin was still warm, his breath evening out slowly against your cheek.
Ideally, he wouldâve liked to pull you into the shower, maybe wash your hair while he kissed your shoulders, or coax a few more breathy laughs from you as you soaked together under the water. But he didnât want to leave thisâdidnât want to lose the way your body fit perfectly in his arms, how your fingers curled into his chest like you belonged there.
Instead, he stayed right there, legs tangled with yours, his nose brushing your hair, his thumb lazily tracing circles against your hip.
âYou okay?â he murmured, voice low and a little hoarse.
You nodded against his chest, still a little dazed. âYeah. You?â
He chuckled softly. âBetter than okay.â
You werenât sure how long you lay thereâhearts slowing, bodies melting into one anotherâbut it felt like time stopped existing entirely. The room was warm with the scent of sweat, skin, and something deeply personal that had nothing to do with sex and everything to do with the way Jungkook held you afterward.
He ran his fingers lazily over your back, the motion soft and aimless, and every now and then he kissed you or your shoulder like he didnât want to be anywhere else. You thought maybe that was itâbut then you felt it. The slow stir of him, pressing against your thigh, barely more than a twitch, but enough to make your breath catch.
You shifted slightly, lifting your head to look at him. He was already watching you, eyes darker again, but softer this time. Not the same edge from before. Something different.
âToo much?â he asked gently, brushing a knuckle along your cheek.
You shook your head. âNot enough.â
That did something to himâmade his jaw flex, his hand press firmer into your waist. He leaned in and kissed you again, this time slow, deep, with none of the urgency from earlier. And you let yourself fall into it.
You let yourself be kissed, be held, be touched like you were something delicateânot fragile, just precious. Jungkook rolled you onto your back again, but slower now, giving you time to breathe, to look at him, to feel every inch of him against you. He kissed down your neck, across your chest, his tongue circling your nipple in lazy swirls until your breath hitched and your back arched again, even more sensitive now.
You whimpered softly, already throbbing. He made his way lower, his mouth moving down your stomach, trailing warmth in his wake until he was between your thighs againâhis hands gripping the backs of them gently, spreading you open, worshiping you with his mouth like he had all the time in the world.
You gasped when he moaned into youâlike he was the one receiving pleasure from tasting you. It was slow, steady, maddening. He didnât let up until your thighs were trembling around his head again, your hands buried in his hair, your voice whispering his name like it meant something more than just please.
Only then did he crawl back up your body, kissing as he went, slotting himself between your legs.
This time, there was no rush to put the condom on. He reached for the packet on your nightstand, but the way he looked down at youâyour flushed chest, your parted lips, the softness in your eyesâwas anything but casual.
He kissed you again as he entered you, slow and deliberate, pressing in inch by inch until you were full of him again, and he was gasping into your mouth like the sensation of you was just as overwhelming the second time.
âGod, you feel so good,â he murmured against your lips.
This round wasnât fast. It was longing and worship, of hands exploring and hips moving in lazy, deep strokes that hit all the right spots without the rush. He held your gaze as he moved, his thumb stroking your cheek, your neck, your breast, like he needed to memorize every reaction.
You clung to him, legs wrapped around his waist, nails digging gently into his back. It was slower, but somehow even more intense. You moaned softly into his shoulder as the pleasure started building again, stronger than you expected, a warm coil tightening low in your belly.
âJungkookâŠâ
âMm?â he whispered, not stopping, his pace still slow, devastating.
âIâmâalreadyâagain,â you whimpered, cheeks heating from how fast he had you there.
He looked down at you like he couldnât believe it either. âYouâre perfect,â he whispered. âSo perfect around me.â
You clung tighter as he picked up just enough speed to push you toward the edge, his hand sneaking between you again, fingers finding your clit with ease. He didnât need to do muchâjust a few soft circles, the press of his hips deep insideâand you were unraveling again.
Your orgasm this time came in slow, delicious wavesâno sharp peaks, just a deep, rolling release that made your entire body tremble and your breath hitch in your throat. Jungkook wasnât far behind.
The feeling of you pulsing around him, the way you gasped his name, how you looked up at him like he was the only thing in the worldâall of it drove him over the edge again. He groaned deep, nearly a growl, and buried himself one final time, head falling to your shoulder as he came with a shudder, muscles tightening, breath stuttering out of him.
You lay there afterward tangled in sweat and warmth and soft kisses, Jungkookâs fingers tracing gentle lines on your skin. This time, Jungkook needed to clean up. You barely had it in you to open your eyes when he finallyâcarefullyâpulled out of you, the sensitivity making you shudder. He soothed you with a kiss to your cheek and made quick, practiced work of disposing of the condom again.
You lay sprawled across your bed, boneless and warm, blinking at the ceiling like your soul had momentarily floated somewhere above the room. Jungkook chuckled, low and fond, his hand gliding over your side as he nudged you gently.
You murmured, âWhat are you doing?â
He didnât answer right away. Instead, he slipped an arm under your knees and another behind your back. You barely registered it before he lifted you, bridal-style, out of the sheets.
âJungkookâ!â you squeaked.
He looked down at you with a playful smirk and a gleam in his eyes that wasnât entirely sinfulâjust soft. âShower,â he said. âUnless you want to sleep in⊠that.â
You caught a whiff of the shared sweat, sex, and faded perfume and made a face. âOkay, fair.â
The bathroom light was soft when he carried you in. The water ran warm while you both washed the night from your skin. And as easily as breathing, afterward, Jungkook towel-dried your hair with gentle hands, threw on one of your oversized shirts like it was his, and tugged you back into bed with himâlike thereâd never been any other plan.
Youâd half-expected him to leave.
But instead, he stayed.
Tucked into your sheets like he belonged there.
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The next morning arrived slow and syrupy, early sunlight spilling in through the edges of your curtains. Your body ached in the best way, wrapped in a lingering warmth that wasn't just from the covers. You stirred only slightly until you felt a handâwarm, familiar, gentleâglide across your bare hip.
âMmngh,â you groaned, voice thick with sleep, head buried into your pillow.
âSorry,â Jungkook whispered, sounding almost⊠sheepish.
He kissed your shoulder, then your neck, the lazy kind of kisses that made you shiver rather than squirm. You turned your face slightly, meeting his lips with your own, soft and slow like the moment demanded. It was indulgent. A morning kind of kiss. And then, just as your brain was starting to register reality again, he spoke.
âHey⊠uhâŠâ He hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. âCould I, uhâget your number?â
You opened one eye.
Then the other.
ââŠSeriously?â
His ears went a little pink, but his grin was crooked and confident. âWhat?â
âYouâre asking now?â you said, laughingâactually laughing. âAfter everything we did last night? Now you want my number?â
He leaned in like he had nothing to be ashamed of. âHow else am I supposed to reach you? You know, when I want to⊠assure you that whatever the tabloids say about me is completely false. That Iâm actually a very faithful boyfriend.â
Your laughter caught in your throat. âBoyfriend?â you echoed.
He paused. Then looked away like the sunlight had suddenly gotten too bright. âWellâI meanâIâd like to see you again? Take you out?â
It wasnât a direct answer. But it was definitely not a no.
You blinked once. Twice. Then your brain caught up and short-circuited. âYou⊠want me to be your girlfriend, girlfriend?â
Jungkook looked suddenly very boyish. Shy. He scratched the back of his neck and gave a lopsided shrug. âI mean⊠eventually? If you⊠if you want?â
The blush that bloomed across your face couldâve melted the snow off a mountaintop.
âIf you ask that nicely,â you said, still a little stunned, âI guess Iâll give you my number.â
He smiledâreally smiled. Soft and sweet and bright like he hadnât expected you to say yes but had hoped with everything in him. Then something flickered in his eyes. A shadow. His smile faltered just slightly.
âThereâs, uh⊠one thing,â he said, voice a little awkward again. âYouâd have to sign an NDA.â
You didnât even flinch.
âAn NDA? Sure,â you replied easily. âWhen?â
Jungkook blinked at you.
ââŠYouâre just okay with that?â
You shrugged, still curled under the blanket beside him, hair a mess, heart full. âYeah. I mean, I want to see you again. If signing something lets me do that and helps protect you⊠why wouldnât I?â
Something shifted in his expression. Something warm. Something deep. And then, like a dam breaking, he movedârolling over, hovering above you, his eyes dark and wide and soft all at once.
âYouâŠâ he whispered, short of breath. âYouâre justâŠâ
He didnât finish the sentence. Just kissed youâhard. Like he couldnât help himself. Like that answer made something in him snap in the best way. You gasped into the kiss, gripping his arms as he pressed you back into the mattress again. And honestly? You didnât need words. Not right now.
Masterlist
Just a Normal Night: Seoul Edition
Just a Normal Night: Missing You
Tags: @hecatesdescendant
A/N: Hi! Just wanted to mention that I use ChatGPT and DeepL to clean up grammar and spelling in my writing, after getting some rude anos. English is my second language, and this tools helps me share stories the way I imagine them, without spending hours double-checking every word. Writing is just a hobby I enjoy after a full workweekâIâm not trying to make money from it. If youâre curious or have thoughts on it, Iâd love to have a friendly discussion!
Masterlist
Jeon Jungkook
Bias
Bias Playlist
Synopsis: In which Jeongguk falls in love at first sight at a convivence store at 11pm after being stalked by a saesang.
chapter 1
chapter 2
chapter 3
chapter 4
chapter 5
Ot7 Bts
In Context: Coffee & The Red String of Fate
Synopsis: Y/N was a planner. Everything had to go along with the schedule she had in her head otherwise it felt as if the world was coming to end.
What happens when she decides to surprise her family far earlier than expected?
What happens when the shift in schedule brings her someone that has come before?
That someone being none other than Park Jimin, a man dearly loved by many, especially his members.
What happens when the pair soon realize that their invigorating encounter over coffee was not the first time their paths have crossed?
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Off-Rhythm
Chapter 2: Feel The Bass
Summary: The absence of their eighth soulmate weighing heavily, Bangtan decides to give up on their search until a familiar face pops up online.
Warnings: Ot7 x Reader, Soulmate AU, Autistic MC, Eventual Smut and Angst
Taglist: @laura-naruto-fan1998 @theuselessdaydreamingidiot @granataepfelchen @l0veisdexd @chasinghxran @hazel-ana @ninicitrus @spenceatiny18
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Yoongi spent the night with one earbud in, watching your old vlogs, the other earbud dangling down as he heard Jimin and Jungkook working on the package meant to be delivered in the next few hours. He chuckled to himself; they could find ways to argue that were new to the world itself. However dramatic it may be, they were always able to make up quickly.
He turned onto his side, nestling further into his pillow as a new video played. He watched as you and a blonde woman traveled together. She was in most videos, and he wondered if she was in them all, just behind the camera. You seemed to come alive, micro expressions larger when you looked at her.
"Is this her partner?" he grumbled aloud. It wasn't uncommon for people to date around until, and even after, they met their soulmate. Only forty percent of the population had one anyway, and even then, they could be platonic. The International Soulmate Registry (ISR) only tracked if you had a soulmate, registering a group into the database once all members had been discovered and the bond was complete. There was no bearing on the type of relationship it was; no distinction had to be made.
With their bond incomplete, they had avoided being registered for so long, but once one of them touched you, it was over. It had to be public. You had to be public. Being an idol only lets them bend so many rules. Whether or not you were romantically attracted to any of them, things would change. For both of you, if you were actually with the woman accompanying you everywhere, everything would change.
Yoongi winced at his thoughts and the screen. You and the blonde, whom he noticed hadn't spoken on screen yet, were holding hands in the airport. You seemed to do all of the talking, while the other made sure everything went smoothly. He chuckled slightly as she handed you your passport from her own pocket behind the camera. Namjoon would enjoy the camaraderie of someone as forgetful as he is.
He hoped you would too. He hoped they would be worth everything to come.
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You were late. Thirty-two minutes late to be exact. At 8:32, you were still in bed. You blew hair out of your face with a huff. Beefcake lumbered around the kitchen, crying for her routine breakfast. Uncharacteristically, you ignored her. You watched a text pop up on your screen, just what you were waiting for.
You laughed as you flung the covers over yourself. Beefcake was sitting in your doorway, shooting a demanding stare at you. You complied and hurried to the kitchen.
It didn't take you long to get ready. After years of perfecting your morning routine and understanding your sensory needs, it took 20 minutes to get out the door. You threw on a cotton tank and a pair of Abigail's old jorts, grabbing a sweater and your wallet on the way out.
She was already outside, sitting in her white Jeep on the gravel road that connected your house and hers. You slid into the passenger seat, feeling the song's bass shake you as you waved to her. She waved back, and you set off.
Abigail was your best friend. You think you'd call her a sister if you knew what having one felt like. Her blonde hair rustled in the wind, she refused to let her windows up in the summer, and you saw the small spot behind her ear where a cochlear implant used to be. You remember the last time she wore it, and the sounds of her slamming it at her parents' feet. She only wore her hair down after that. You blinked rapidly, being pulled out of thought by her waving hand near yours as she stopped at a red light.
"Why did you actually talk about your soulmate on stream?" she signed. She turned her head to continue driving, but you knew she was waiting for an answer through her peripheral vision. You sighed and turned your head away, attempting to ignore her.
She wiggled her hand into your view, then continued one-handedly. Abigail never spoke, but was never ignored. "You haven't wanted to talk about it before. You didn't even want me to know." She peered at you from above her sunglasses quizzically.
You waited until she turned her head back to the road before signing. Her gaze was a pressure you didn't always need. "I just," you paused, hands hanging in the air limply, "I don't know."
You knew it wasn't the answer she was looking for, but she accepted it nonetheless. You both entered the Post Office, greeting the workers politely. Your routine meant you see the same people every week. There was only one other person there besides you and the staff, loitering to the side of the counter.
"Hi, (Y/N)!" the lady behind the counter grinned, giving Abbi a wave beside you. She nodded to her coworker, who began walking a large bin around the side to you.
"Hi, Mrs. Reeta. How has your week been?" you asked. This conversation was the same every week, and you loved it. Though your face likely didn't show it. She smiled, "Great, honey." She waved the man over from the side. "You actually have a special delivery this week. It had to be delivered and signed for in person!" She giggled, shimmying her shoulders as the man handed a clipboard to you. You signed, quickly handing it back.
"This should be good!" Mrs. Reeta said, tapping an acrylic nail against the counter. "He's been waiting since we opened."
You looked at the man, watching as he bowed nervously and promptly speedwalked out of the glass doors. Abigail shot you a long look that you returned. You smiled your best smile, one you practiced many times on Abigail as kids. "Thank you, i'll have to let you know what it is next week."
You turned on your heels and almost matched the speed walk before you. "You do that, Honey!" Mrs. Reeta called after you.
Abigail slammed her door shut, turning to look at you with ferocity. "I told you!" she signed, before pointing at the box in your lap. The rest of the packages were slung into the back, unimportant compared to this one.
A black matte box sat heavy in your lap. Two glossy, vertical trapeoids stared back at you. "What is this logo?" you signed, not looking at Abbi. You didn't want to see the answer. You peeked one eye open nonetheless, bracing for impact.
"BTS."
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"She received it," Sejin confirmed as he stuffed his phone back into his pocket.
Namjoon sighed, relief rushing over him. He took over communication with Sejin this morning, letting his other soulmates relax for the first time in 24 hours. He had seen pacing, eyes glued to phones all playing a certain YouTube channel, bickering, and bristling nerves as they all waited.
"You gave her an ADA seat?"
"Yes."
"Everything was included?"
"Yes."
"The note too?"
"Yes, Namjoon." Sejin assured, watching as Namjoon craned his neck back. "Don't worry, everything will work out. I know it."
"How do you know?" Namjoon whispered. "This isn't a life most people can handle."
"If she's meant for you, there will always be a way for it to work."
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"I don't want to film this." You gestured. All of the other boxes were opened, filmed, and ready to be edited. Abigail looked up from a box, fishing makeup from the bottom and tucking it to the side.
The black box was staring at you, large and menacing. All of the other boxes were strewn around you on the floor, tossed aside in preparation for this one. Abbi scooted closer, staring down with you.
"Don't. If this is what I think it is, then it's meant for you. Only you." She pointed at you for emphasis.
You nodded. "You're right." With a deep breath, you pulled the lid off.
Purple tissue paper greeted you, blocking the contents from view. A small, white card sat on top.
Dear (Y/N),
Your advocacy and continued support for the Autism community, as well as your openness in sharing your experiences as a member of that community, have deeply moved our staff. We are committed to advancing acceptance and education within the broader public, and it is our understanding that these goals are shared between you and our organization. It is with utmost pleasure that BigHit Entertainment invites you to the opening night of BTS's upcoming tour. Please find your tickets, flight, and hotel confirmations within this package. Should you choose to use the optional second concert and flight ticket for a companion, please have them arrive with the enclosed Non-Disclosure Agreement (NDA) signed.
You immediately thrust the note into Abigail's hands and pulled the purple tissue paper back. Staring up at you was a pair of headphones. You gasped, pulling them out. You knew these. A recently released pair of noise-canceling headphones, said to be the best on the market. Before you could focus more on them, a glimmer caught your eye.
You grabbed at the item and stared as it came into view. A purple, bedazzled ARMY Bomb. The purple rhinestones stung at your palm, an uneasy texture. You turned to Abbi, watching her comprehend the note. Once she looked up, you handed the purple stick over. "You can use this at the concert."
She ignored the ARMY bomb, pushing it to the side to look at you. She pointed, handing you the card again. It was flipped to the back.
In messy handwriting, it read, "Can't Wait," With seven signatures below.
-
Seven tense men funneled backstage. Thirty minutes till showtime. Jimin leaned back in his seat, watching the room. Taehyung and Jungkook sat close, talking low as their knees touched. Jimin scoffed, remembering their impromptu bet over rhinestones. Hoseok and Yoongi stood in front of the mirror, discussing footwork. Hoseok pointed, then manually adjusted Yoongi. Jin leaned over the back of the couch, watching over Namjoon's shoulder at his phone screen.
Jimin leaned forward, suddenly curious. "Hyung-"
Namjoon shut his phone off and shot off the couch. "She's here!" The room stilled. He gulped, looking them each in the eye. "She was just escorted to her seat, and she knows she's meeting us after."
They all nodded.
Namjoon waited for them to file out of the room in front of him, then he took a deep breath.
"Hyung"
He turned, seeing Jungkook in the door frame.
"Yes?"
"Does she know?"
Namjoon sighed, pulling Jungkook in for a hug. He felt the tightness in Jungkook's shoulders. "I don't know." The tenseness stayed, maybe even tightened more. He usually knew.
-
"Please put it on! I packed it for you!"
"I can't. It'll show my soulmark."
"That's the point!"
Abigail rolled her eyes, thrusting the shirt at you. Her hands were quick, fast-paced as she reasoned with you. "You talked about your soulmate for a reason. Show some of the mark! Maybe they'll recognize it. They could help you find your soulmate." She threw her hands down once you took the hanger, like she had argued that the sky was blue.
"Ok, Ok. I'll wear it." You acquiesced.
She clapped, jumping onto the hotel bed with joy. You turned, walking into the bathroom to change. Abbi beamed; tonight, her best friend was meeting her soulmate. She was sure of it.
-
The Arena was bristling with energy. So was Abbi. She loved the bass in the songs and the flashing lights most concerts seemed to have, and kept tapping you, pointing to the different costumes.
You nodded along absentmindedly. The noise was astounding. It was already warm, and you knew it would get hot as the evening progressed. You pulled the headphones on, seeking some comfort. Abbi caught this in her peripheral and turned to you.
"If you need to leave, just tell me. We can handle it, together."
You smiled back at her and nodded.
Abbi remembered a few of your meltdowns from the past year. Though they were few and far between, they were intense when they broke through your thick barrier of accommodations. Crying, yelling at nothing in particular, pulling at yourself in any which way that soothed. Even if it was to your detriment. They even disregulated her the first time she saw one. After the first few years, when you finally let her touch you, she took over helping you through them. She still did it even now, and she'd do it as long as she needed to. She turned back to the stage as the lights dimmed, wondering if your soulmate could do the same.
You saw the lights dim and heard the crowds' subdued roar through your headphones. Army Bombs lit up across a black sea as seven figures rose from a platform beneath the stage. An electric feeling crackled across the crowd, screams growing even louder. The men turned, looking to the crowd, and the concert began.
"We are BTS!"
You felt the electricity across your skin.
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PRIVATE PRACTICE | jeon jungkook | PART TWO
starring:Â sex therapist!jungkook x fem!reader
synopsis: After one intense session with the infamous Jeon Jungkook, your intimacy problems with Soobin havenât disappearedâ theyâve only grown more frustrating. The memory of Jungkookâs hands, his voice, and the way he ruined you so effortlessly refuses to fade. Desperate for the kind of pleasure you now crave, you make a decision: youâll go back to him. This time, youâre going alone.
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The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of the bedside lamp. You straddled Soobinâs hips, your palms planted firmly on his chest as you bounced steadily up and down his cock. The wet, rhythmic sound of your bodies meeting filled the quiet bedroom, skin against skin, the faint creak of the mattress beneath you. His length filled you with every downward drop, stretching you just enough to feel good, but not enough to make your toes curl the way you desperately needed.
Soobinâs head was tipped back against the pillows, lips parted, soft, breathy moans spilling from his mouth with every roll of your hips. His hands gripped your ass, fingers digging into the soft flesh as he tried to match your rhythm, rutting up into you in awkward, uneven thrusts. It wasnât bad. It felt⊠nice, you suppose. Warm and familiar. The kind of comfortable pleasure that used to be enough. But tonight, as you sank down onto him again, taking him to the hilt, your mind betrayed you.
With only Jungkook on it. The memory hit you like a spark against dry tinder. The way he had gripped your hips with bruising strength, yanking you down onto his thick cock like he owned your body. How deep he had reached inside you, stretching you so perfectly it bordered on pain and pleasure at the same time. The filthy, wet sounds heâd drawn from your dripping pussy while he fucked you stupidâ with relentless confidence that was devastating. You could still feel the ghost of his hands, the way his hips had snapped against your ass, the way heâd growled praises and filth in that low, velvet voice while Soobin watched.
A shiver ran down your spine. Your walls fluttered involuntarily around Soobinâs cock at the thought, and he groaned louder beneath you, mistaking it for your pleasure.
âFuck, baby⊠you feel so good,â Soobin panted, his voice strained with arousal. His hands slid up your sides, cupping your breasts before his fingers found your nipples. He pinched them, too hard, too suddenly, causing a sharp jolt of discomfort to cut through the building heat. You winced, instinctively grabbing his wrists and guiding his hands back down to your waist.
âGentler,â you whispered, trying to keep your voice soft, not wanting to kill the mood. âTheyâre sensitive tonight.â
Soobinâs eyes fluttered open, a flash of guilt crossing his flushed face. âShitâ sorry,â he breathed, immediately loosening his touch. His thumbs brushed over your nipples in careful, apologetic circles. âLike this?â
You nodded, offering him a small smile before you stopped bouncing. Instead, you began to rock your hips in slow, deliberate grinds, rolling forward and back so his cock rubbed against different angles inside you. The new motion created a steadier friction against your front wall, and you let out a shaky breath, chasing it. Soobinâs hands returned to your ass, squeezing more gently this time as he moaned beneath you, eyes half-lidded in pleasure.
âYouâre so beautiful like this,â he murmured, voice thick with adoration. âRiding me so well⊠I love watching you take all of me.â His hips continued their slightly clumsy upward thrusts, trying to meet your grinding rhythm, but it still felt just a little off. It was too gentle and too uncoordinated compared to the brutal, precise way Jungkook had used your body.
You brought one hand down between your legs, fingers finding your swollen clit. The added stimulation made your breath hitch. You rubbed tight, fast circles over the sensitive bundle of nerves while continuing to grind down on Soobinâs cock, your hips moving in messy, desperate little circles. Pleasure sparked brighter now, warm and tingling, but it still wasnât enough. Not even close. Your body remembered what it was like to be properly fucked and stretched open, pounded deep, ruined until you were sobbing and squirting around a much thicker cock.
Jungkookâs face flashed behind your closed eyelids again. The way heâd looked down at you while buried to the hilt, dark eyes blazing with lust and control. The way heâd spanked your ass hard enough to sting while ordering you around. The filthy, wet sounds. The way heâd filled you with his cum so deep you could still feel it days later.
A quiet, needy whimper slipped from your lips. Your fingers moved faster on your clit, pressing harder as you rocked more insistently on Soobinâs length. He moaned louder in response, hands kneading your ass encouragingly.
âThatâs it, baby⊠keep going. Youâre getting so wet,â he praised, voice trembling with his own building pleasure. âFuck, Iâm so close alreadyâŠâ
You bit your lip, eyes squeezed shut as you chased the edge that felt just out of reach. The pleasure was thereâ simmering, growingâ but it lacked the overwhelming intensity you now craved. Every grind, every circle of your fingers brought you closer, but the memory of Jungkookâs cock slamming into you, his tongue fucking your ass, his hands owning every inch of your body, kept pulling you deeper into dangerous thoughts.
You needed more.
You kept grinding on Soobinâs cock for a few more moments, hips rolling in messy circles as your fingers worked frantically over your clit. The pleasure built in shallow waves, warm and pleasant, but never cresting into the overwhelming bliss you craved. Frustration simmered beneath your skin, mixing with the growing ache between your thighs. No matter how you moved, how hard you rubbed, it wasnât enough. The memory of Jungkookâs brutal thrusts kept flashing behind your eyes, making your walls clench around Soobinâs length in involuntary pulses.
With a quiet, dissatisfied sound, you suddenly lifted yourself off him completely. His cock slipped out of your soaked pussy with a wet sound, slapping against his stomach. Soobin let out a deep, surprised groan, his hands instinctively reaching for your hips as if to pull you back down.
âBaby⊠whatâs wrong?â he panted, voice thick with confusion and lingering arousal. His chest heaved, eyes wide and glassy as he looked up at you. âDid I do something wrong?â
You shook your head quickly, trying to keep your expression soft even as impatience flickered through you. âNothingâs wrong,â you murmured, already shifting on the bed. âI just⊠I want it from behind. Please.â
Soobin blinked, then nodded eagerly, his flushed face lighting up with renewed enthusiasm. âYeahâ okay. Whatever you want.â He sat up as you flipped yourself over, getting onto your hands and knees on the mattress. You arched your back deeply, pushing your ass toward him in invitation. The cool air kissed your dripping folds, making you shiver with anticipation.
Soobin moved behind you, his hands tentative as they settled on your hips. He positioned himself at your entrance, rubbing the head of his cock through your slickness a couple of times before slowly pushing in. The stretch was familiar, comforting even, but once he was fully seated, he started thrusting, it was slow, slightly uncoordinated movements that lacked the power and precision you now knew you needed. His hips rolled against your ass in gentle, almost careful strokes, his hands resting lightly on your waist.
âFaster,â you breathed, pushing back against him. âI need it faster, Soobin.â
He obeyed immediately, picking up the pace. His thrusts grew quicker, the sound of skin meeting skin filling the room again. One of his hands lifted and came down in a light smack against your ass cheek, more playful than anything else. It didnât sting the way you wanted it to. It felt awkward, almost hesitant, and you had to bite back a sigh of frustration.
âRougher,â you urged, voice edging toward desperate. âGrab my hair. Be rough with me.â
Soobinâs rhythm faltered for a second. âAre you sure?â he asked, breath shaky. âI donât want to hurt youââ
You huffed, annoyance flashing hot through your chest. Turning your head slightly, you looked back at him with a mix of need and impatience. âYes, Iâm sure. Just fuck me hard, Soobin. Please.â
He swallowed visibly, then tried. His grip on your hips tightened, and he began thrusting harder, faster, snapping his hips against your ass with more force. One hand tangled awkwardly in your hair, pulling just enough to make your head tilt back. The new intensity helped a little, with the deeper angle, the sharper sounds of your bodies colliding, but it still wasnât enough. His thrusts were eager but lacked the raw, dominating power that had left you sobbing and squirting. You needed to be used, claimed and ruined.
You slid one hand underneath your body, fingers finding your swollen, aching clit once more. Closing your eyes tightly, you let your mind drift fully to Jungkook. The image flooded in instantly: his tattooed hands bruising your hips as he yanked you back onto his thick cock, the way heâd growled filthy praises while pounding you senseless, how heâd eaten your ass like a man possessed before fucking you even harder. You remembered the devastating stretch of him, the way heâd made you scream his name, the hot flood of his cum deep inside you.
Your fingers rubbed faster, tighter circles on your clit as you pushed back to meet Soobinâs thrusts, imagining it was Jungkook behind you instead. The fantasy made everything sharper, hotter. Pleasure coiled tighter in your belly, finally building toward that elusive peak.
Soobin moaned loudly behind you, his voice breathy and whiny. âFuck, baby⊠do you like it like this? Youâre so tight, ahh, shit, you feel so goodâŠâ His hand in your hair tugged a little harder, but the praise came out sounding almost needy rather than commanding.
You nodded frantically against the mattress, not trusting your voice. Yes. But not like this. Not you. In your mind, it was Jungkookâs deep, velvet voice growling those words. Jungkookâs massive cock splitting you open. Jungkookâs hand fisting your hair while he railed you into oblivion.
The fantasy pushed you over the edge.
Your orgasm crashed through you suddenly, intense but still somehow incomplete. A broken moan tore from your throat as your pussy clenched rhythmically around Soobinâs cock, your fingers still rubbing desperate circles over your clit. Waves of pleasure rippled through your body, making your arms tremble and your back arch deeper. You buried your face in the sheets to muffle the sounds, riding it out while Jungkookâs name echoed silently in your head.
The feeling of you coming around him triggered Soobinâs release almost instantly. He let out a string of high, whiny moans that grated against your post-orgasm haze. The soft, almost whimpering sounds that felt jarringly different from the deep, guttural groans youâd heard from Jungkook. âFuckâ Iâm cumming, babyâ ahh, fuckâŠâ His hips stuttered erratically as he spilled inside you, warm pulses filling your pussy while he trembled behind you.
You stayed quiet, biting your lip as irritation flickered through the lingering pleasure. His moans sounded too soft, too vulnerable, and way too fucking whiny in comparison to what your body now craved. Soobin finally pulled out slowly, a trickle of his cum leaking down your thigh. He flopped onto the bed beside you with a satisfied sigh, reaching out to pull you into his arms.
You let him, curling against his chest even as your mind continued to drift dangerously toward the man who had shown you exactly what youâd been missing.
One week had passed since that frustrating night when youâd ridden Soobin and then begged him to take you from behind, only to end up chasing Jungkookâs ghost in your mind just to tip over the edge. In the days that followed, the dissatisfaction had only deepened, settling into your bones like a persistent ache that refused to fade. You and Soobin had sex two more times, once in the shower after a long day, and once late at night after a movie when the mood felt right but both encounters had left you even more hollow than before.
The shower sex had started with slippery kisses and wandering hands, but it quickly fell into the same familiar rhythm. Soobin pressed you against the tiled wall, entering you from behind with slow, careful thrusts while the water cascaded over your bodies. His hands were gentle on your hips, his moans soft and appreciative, but the angle felt off, his pace too steady and predictable. You tried to arch your back, to push back against him harder, whispering for him to go deeper, faster, but his responses were hesitantâ they were sweet and loving, but lacking the raw intensity that made your body sing.
Youâd ended up faking the last few moans, finishing yourself off with your fingers under the spray while he kissed your shoulder and told you how much he loved you. The warmth of the water couldnât wash away the growing frustration.
The second time, two nights ago, had been even worse. Youâd been on top again, desperate to make it work, grinding and bouncing with more energy than you felt. Soobin had moaned beautifully beneath you, his hands roaming your body, praising how tight and wet you were, but it all felt mechanical. Even when he tried to thrust up harder, even when you guided his hand to your clit, the pleasure remained surface-level, it was of course, pleasant enough to build a small spark, but nowhere near the firestorm Jungkook had ignited in that single session.
Afterward, as Soobin pulled you close and drifted off to sleep with a content sigh, you lay awake staring at the ceiling crack, thighs pressed together against the unresolved throb between them. Your vibrator, once a reliable escape, now felt clinical and insufficient. The buzzing toy that used to bring sharp, quick relief only left you more restless, your body craving something else completely.
By the middle of the following week, you were at your witsâ end. The constant undercurrent of dissatisfaction had seeped into every part of your daily life. Work felt distant, conversations with Soobin carried a quiet tension you couldnât name aloud, and even simple touches from him sent a confusing mix of affection and irritation through you. You loved himâ you truly did, but your body had been awakened to a hunger it refused to forget.
Nothing satisfied you anymore. Not the gentle lovemaking, not your own fingers, not the vibrator humming against your clit in the bathroom late at night. The memories of Jungkookâs hands, his mouth, his thick cock stretching and ruining you while Soobin watched, played on an endless loop in your mind, growing more vivid with each passing day.
It was a quiet Thursday afternoon when the decision hit you like a sudden, irresistible pull. Soobin was at work, buried in another long meeting, and the apartment felt too small and way too stifling with the weight of your unspoken needs. You sat on the edge of the bed for a long moment, your heart hammering as you stared at your phone. You held the business card, creased but still legible, it had been tucked in your drawer like a guilty secret. Before you could talk yourself out of it, you grabbed your keys and bag, slipping on a simple sundress that felt both innocent and dangerously intentional.
The drive across town passed in a haze of nerves and anticipation, your thighs pressing together against the leather seat as memories flooded back unbidden. Every red light gave you too much time to think about how Jungkook had looked at you and how his voice had dropped when he told you exactly what your body needed. It had made you remember just how effortlessly he had made you fall apart.
Your grip tightened on the steering wheel, heat blooming low in your belly despite the guilt twisting in your chest. You told yourself you only wanted to talk. Just a conversation. He was a licensed sex therapist, after all. He could tell you if something was wrong with you, if you were the broken one who could no longer find satisfaction in the man you loved. He could give you advice, exercises, somethingâ anythingâ to fix this aching void inside you.
By the time you pulled into the parking lot near his private practice, your pulse was racing. You sat in the car for several long minutes, staring at the sleek building through the windshield, rehearsing the words you wanted to say. I just want to talk. Is there something wrong with me? Why canât I feel satisfied anymore? The memory of his dark eyes and commanding presence made your breath catch, but you forced yourself to take a deep, steadying breath. This was professional. Nothing more, you reminded yourself.
You finally stepped out of the car, the warm afternoon air brushing against your skin as you walked toward the entrance, heart pounding harder with every step. You pushed open the heavy glass door, the cool rush of air-conditioned air brushing against your flushed skin like a gentle reprieve from the warm afternoon outside. The waiting room was quiet and serene, just as you remembered, the soft instrumental music drifting through hidden speakers mixed with the faint, calming scent of sandalwood and clean linen wrapping around you.
Your heart hammered wildly in your chest as you stepped inside, clutching the strap of your bag a little tighter for courage. The receptionist behind the sleek front desk looked up with a warm, professional smile, her eyes kind and unsurprised. âGood afternoon,â she greeted smoothly, folding her hands on the desk. âDo you have an appointment today?â
You swallowed hard, your throat suddenly dry. âI⊠um, no,â you stuttered, cheeks burning with embarrassment. âI donât. Iâm sorry for just showing up like this. I was hoping maybe Dr. Jeon had a few minutes? I only wanted to talk.â
The receptionist nodded politely, no judgment in her expression, and picked up the phone on her desk. She dialed quickly, the soft ringtone audible even from where you stood shifting nervously on your feet. You assumed she was calling straight into Jungkookâs office. As it rang, she offered you another small smile, murmuring that he was currently with a patient but sheâd check. You nodded mutely, ears straining as someone picked up on the other end. Her voice lowered respectfully as she spoke, mentioning that you were here without an appointment, waiting in the lobby. You couldnât make out his exact words, only the faint, low timbre of his muffled voice filtering through the receiver, calm and authoritative even from a distance.
After a brief exchange, she nodded once. âYes, sir.â She hung up the phone with a quiet click and turned back to you, her smile widening just slightly. âYou can go on back. Heâll see you now.â
Relief flooded through you so strongly that your knees felt momentarily weak. You hadnât realized how tightly youâd been wound up until that moment. Nodding gratefully, you murmured a soft thank you and made your way down the familiar hallway toward his office door, each step echoing your racing pulse. The door was closed, just as it had been last time. You paused outside it for a heartbeat, taking a deep, steadying breath before raising your hand and knocking softly.
âCome in,â came Jungkookâs faint voice from inside.
You turned the handle and pushed the door open, stepping into the elegant, minimalist office. The scene inside made you freeze for a second. Jungkook sat in his large leather chair behind the desk, one long leg crossed casually over the other, a notepad resting on his lap as he scribbled something down with focused, precise strokes of his pen. His black button-down was fitted perfectly across his broad shoulders, sleeves rolled up to reveal those intricate tattoos snaking along his forearms. He looked every bit as devastatingly handsome and composed as you remembered.
Across from him, on the couch where you and Soobin had sat last time, was a woman, mid-thirties maybe, dressed sharply but clearly agitated. She fidgeted restlessly, arms crossed tightly over her chest in a defensive huff, her leg bouncing with barely contained irritation. The tension in the room was thick, almost palpable, and you immediately felt like an intruder.
âOhâ hello,â you stuttered, eyes darting between them. âIâm so sorry if Iâm interrupting. I can always come back later, or make a proper appointmentââ
The woman began to nod vigorously, her lips pursing. âYes, you are interrupting,â she said sharply, her voice laced with frustration as she shot you a pointed look.
But Jungkook cut her off smoothly, setting his pen down with finality. âSheâs just about to leave,â he stated calmly, his dark eyes flicking from you to the woman with quiet authority. There was no room for argument in his tone.
The woman stuttered, clearly caught off guard. âBut you havenât even helped me yet! Last timeââ
âIâve done all I can for you today,â Jungkook interrupted again, his voice firm yet professional, though you caught the subtle edge beneath it. âI canât help you like last time. Itâs time for you to go.â
You werenât stupid. The implication hung heavy in the air, the way the womanâs face flushed with a mix of embarrassment and anger, the way she had been fidgeting and pushing for more. She had clearly come here expecting another âhands-onâ session, just like the kind Jungkook had given you and Soobin. But he was shutting it down. Firmly. You felt a strange, awkward twist in your stomach, heat creeping up your neck as you stood there witnessing the exchange.
The woman snatched her purse from the couch with a dramatic huff, shooting Jungkook one last wounded glare before stalking past you toward the door. Her heels clicked sharply against the floor as she yanked the door open and disappeared down the hallway without another word. The silence that followed was heavy, broken only by the soft click of the door closing behind her.
Jungkook exhaled slowly, then turned his full attention to you. His dark eyes softened just slightly, though that intense, knowing gaze remained. âSit down,â he said gently, gesturing toward the couch across from him.
You obeyed without thinking, lowering yourself onto the plush cushions, your sundress riding up slightly against your thighs. Your hands fidgeted in your lap as you tried to gather your thoughts.
âWhereâs Soobin?â Jungkook asked, leaning back in his chair and crossing one leg over the other again. The movement was casual, but the way his eyes traveled slowly over youâ taking in your flushed cheeks, the way you sat, the subtle press of your thighs together, felt anything but.
âI⊠came on a whim,â you admitted quietly, voice barely above a whisper. âHeâs at work. I didnât plan this, I just⊠needed to talk to someone. To you.â
Jungkook nodded slowly, his expression thoughtful. He studied you for a long moment, that small, knowing smirk gradually curving his full lips as he uncrossed and recrossed his legs, leaning forward just enough to close some of the distance between you. His gaze dragged up and down your body once more, a slow, deliberate look, before settling on your eyes.
âWhat can I help you with?â he asked, voice dropping into that low, velvet tone that sent a shiver racing straight down your spine.
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