Kaliedoscope Eyes

I will try to forgive myself for living in the dark, for my loss of wonder, for forgetting how to play. I will try to forgive myself for being absent from public and bored before stars, for not remembering, for not being in my body, for not starting right now........I will try.....to see myself as I am. • • • • #ghostquartet #spirituality #oversoul (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpHgVBeB8eCRsh1omyyZmNBcCcdkkEVk0Kpjh40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kh51dqq0didk

I don’t know if this is me at all or just some ghost of me that I dreamed up, just to sing myself to sleep.... • • • • #ghostquartet (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bor5V_Yh51LKd7Bd7USsAmlxseN_LQ5Dt2vHqI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1j3hsvognj5fb

@jennadarlinn Life update: I am sitting in my room with my marriage iguanas and KitKat. Chase is back in Ohio getting his car fixed so it’s just us. And I noticed it was September 28, 1:00 AM, 2018. And I said out loud “Heathers was where it all started? Well dang dang diggity dang a dang KitKat”. I just thought you should know what’s going on while I wait for you text replies sometimes. • • • • #howvery (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoQhnDgBmoKz2U5XFWOCDFG2cMDBxEKFxwyY3w0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12tk1p5g0iwaj

You are fools to hate me, there is no WOMAN here to hate...only power. And that you cannot skin off of me. - - - - #trojanwomen #ancientgreece #theatre #openingnight #techweek #strongwomen (at Gannon University) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoPBcRjBWrfNNuU5ZoyGL-oFa4UDyfVT9--kd00/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=188u2ntb7v21n

NATASHA That terrible old Prince I can’t bear to think of it I’ll shut myself in my room And try on new dresses • • • • 📸: @jennadarlinn photography #happiness #summer #instablackandwhite #lake #summernights #fun #adventuretime #collegelife #love (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1DAcGnWvbltYobSPZDC8h0sX8CxyKIbjqXHs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13fslz90zsr0y

Cheyenne —————— If you could be a cat, what kind of cat, would you be? KitKat ——————— A lion...... #photography #catsofinstagram #morningroutine (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnjRBnDnCb3pf9vBqEcI8U_13shnpiaFGyE-eY0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jchors79kfo6

I live a very simple life with a colorful man, and a beautifully misunderstood cat. * * * * * #beerthoughts #summer #cats #photography #happiness (at Erie, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/BmhP1Sunk8p1qAQVDHQW5MuFigxOFM0PvJXJEk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yfjq09otpc1i

Charmante, charmante.... #charming (at Erie, Pennsylvania)

Kids are still depressed when you dress them up, and syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup... - - - - #springtime #senioryear #oreo #pastel #pink #photography #photoshop (at Erie, Pennsylvania)

She’s the tango to my cell block, the Crab Apple to my Rachel Crabbe, and she’s a solid 93/74. - - #alphapsiomega #formal #formal2018 #chicago #theatre (at Erie, Pennsylvania)

Are we uninspired, or growing old..... - - - - #photography #photooftheday #winter #roadtrip #happiness (at New Jersey)

This boy is too young to be singing the blues..... - - - - #photography #planes #clouds #flying #goodbyeyellowbrickroad (at New York)

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, probably too much thinking, but that's besides the point. • I have realized that I am allowed to not have my shit together. I'm allowed to be sad, I'm allowed to over think everything, because it's how I eventually get better. • I know we want everyone to just be happy but it's not that simple, and that's okay. Sometimes people need to go through stuff at their own pace, and if I don't feel like sharing that experience with everyone moment to moment, that's okay too. I will get better, but maybe not right now, and I'm perfectly fine with that. - - - #blackandwhitephoto #photography #photoshop #iphone6 #personalgrowth (at Bloomfield, New Jersey)

Nobody needs to know... - - - - #roadtrip #blackandwhitephoto #photography (at Loganton, Pennsylvania)

Love always, Leviathan - - - - #photography #blackandwhitephoto #curlyhair #selflove

The world has no right to my heart... - - #selflove (at Erie, Pennsylvania)

It's safe to say that my twin and I don't ever smile in pictures together... - - - #weddingfun #bridesmaids #bridesmaidhair #bridesmaiddress #groomsmen #family #familyphotography #twingoals #fallwedding #collegelife #photooftheday #pictureoftheday #like4like #autumn #love #nycskyline #highlawnpavilion #eaglerockreservation #collegedaze (at Highlawn Pavilion)