madeleine mercy

I think I want to run away to somewhere new and also probably spend all my money on things I don’t need.

thinking about the hottest professor I ever had. he taught creative writing, assigned great but weird readings, wrote me a great recommendation when I transferred. then found out he is Incredibly Online, he has multiple hit tweets and is probably one of the most chaotic people I follow.

i have been super sick for four days and my boyfriend and i are meant to be flying back to the US on thursday for christmas. my dad now has pneumonia, my grandmother is going into surgery, we are all super broke from buying gifts, and somehow my boyfriend has just managed to get scammed by a company selling fake ESTAs. fortunately, we have realised this slightly ahead of the 72 hour deadline but holy shit

my brain feels existentially itchy