give possessions, get friends

this song is special to me for reasons i will keep for myself. it's something that gets less special the more you share it, and it deserves to be hidden away with the person you love most until the time comes where you both meet the song again, and share it with the world in a more grand way. it's a secret, a small smile across a crowded room-esque secret.

the BPD community seems to have already kinda claimed this song, and i understand why- it often feels emotions aren't real, they kinda just come and go, and the default is negativity and fear. often, people will ask how i'm doing, and where someone else may say 'okay', in my mind i'm just constantly afraid of going 'down', and constantly craving that 'up'.

anger isn't a bad thing. just get to know it first.

hell yeah to heavy songs with love-filled lyrics!! there's something incredible about hearing the 'without you, all i do is sit and think about you' in that final chorus. i love it so much..!

there is nothing more special than having a full heart, because you can't fake it.. you either feel these kinds of lyrics wholeheartedly, or you yearn for this kind of comfort. i think for a long time, i yearned for it, but today, as i write this, someone comes to mind. i think i've reached that kind of comfort. wahoo~