Whoknows.

Cheers to round two tumblr I knew it would happen again 🥂

How do you fucking forgive yourself for something you didn’t want to become

I don’t feel your warmth in heart anymore and that just stings in a way I can’t describe

Please.

I’m dying and drowning in my fucking thoughts.

I never wanted to be your second choice why am I your second choice

Someone fucking help me please

and the worst thing is knowing that you don’t mean as much to people as they do to you. you can see it in their eyes when you look into them, you don’t fill up their life as they do to you. you don’t make their world spin, or the air leave their lungs. they may love you, and i bet they do. but maybe not enough. not enough to keep you. not enough to chose you. not enough to stay.

I love you so much that I get scared of everything now. Even talking to you because I don’t want to say the wrong thing and lose you.

I don’t even feel my eyes anymore. There’s going to be a point I don’t feel anymore, I don’t cry anymore, and I’ll be able to take anything you throw at me. Just wait.

I just need someone to help me get through this in one piece.

It’s almost like I’m being suffocated from the inside out. I feel the torture every second just circulating my veins.

Please come back to me .. I know how to love you so much better now that I can't.