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I had my first college exam today. Thought it would do very bad cause it was for science/biology/geography... but I got the best grade you can get😅 im not trying to brag or anything, but im just so fucking proud of myself cause in highschool i was always so so trash at those subjects, so im just so proud that i did so good on a more difficult level🎉

Well on another note, i really like that you put the lyrics for "Olsen" up, i listened to the song and wanted them too and was gonna ask you, but i must have forgotten to do so, so thanks to the other anon who asked for them :)

Hope you are doing good

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Hello! Sorry late reply! I was away the last several days, went to my gf’s province and we had so many activities planned out by her family.

Wow congrats!!!! I knew you’d do well :) keep it up! I also got my grades for the semester and my lowest was 84, which isnt bad for law school when a grade of 80+ is considered a high mark already.

I’m glad we both did so well :)

First of all, thank you for your answer, I read it while I was still at school and it bought some comfort 🫶🏻

To be precised, it's not "school" exactly. I don't know the the equivalent of this word in English but I'm in France and following a course for a certain work branch.

It's four months of intense classes and internships and then I have a diploma degree at the same level of what 3 years of high school grant you in France. So there's all type of age, over 18, anyone is accepted. So I talked about it to the oldest woman in class with me, who noticed my discomfort. Because she was the one who opened up the conversation, I was surprised that she cared so much, and honestly shared her feelings about that guy.. He's just a typical "middle school type bully" but he's like.. 23? Like me.. and I found out I'm not the only one who's bothered by him. She is too, and most of the class, lol.

So she stayed behind after class and talked to one of our "professors" who are just as bothered by his comportements than us.. The professor told her to get everyone's opinions and put in a nicely formed letter that he will personally share to the director.

I'm trying to look tough when I talked about it to my friends, but here, I admit, I'm a bit worried.. I hate conflicts and arguments and I'm worried that guy will be like, more upset after finding out we "snitched" because I'm worried he won't be fired.

Even tho his actions are very very concerning. For example He threatened the woman I talked about and made it look like a joke in front of one our professors! , and it's like, not even top 3 of the worst things he's done.

He also kinda make fun of people who are really trying hard in class (like me, I'm dumb so I really have to write everything to do revisions) it's annoying :c

Sorry, I hope it's not a bother than im opening up here about it but I'm a bit overwhelmed and it's just reminding me of old scars I'm still trying to heal from

Hello, sorry if this took a while. A lot happened for me last weekend.

- I'm being sappy rn and I know I can send u this via dm but I somehow missed sending you asks especially the #advise with J or J'column where u can seek advice on things and life and general and probably soon legal advice? Hehe.

P.s. Final exams are done but I can't be Happy cause it's the final verdict if I can be an intern next academic year.

Hahaha Im not sure I give good advice, but thanks if you think so :) im also bad at replying on time cause dameng ganap lagi. Sometimes im tired of it all, but that’s adulting :)

How was law school ate? Grabe no iirc, 1 academic year and half na ung natapos mo ate no? Congrats on passing the semester! I will send u updates too after my finals week if papalarin ako 😭🥰

Miss u! God bless u always mwah!

Hello! sorry i just signed back in after two days :) i went home this weekend to my parent’s house and attended the cup of joe concert :) puyat, so ngayon lng naka recover haha!

Law school is tough, but I enjoy it!

I'm kinda being bullied at school, but behind my back. But people report to me something a guy said to a professor

He's a troublemaker, rude and disrespectful but the school kinda protect him, not the professors, they are tired of his shit but can't do much, they have to keep him and can't fire him

So now, I'm there, I know what's going on behind my back but can't do much

It makes me sad tho, I'm quiet and in my corner I don't bother anyone

I don't know what to do :/

hey, im really sorry you’re going through that :( honestly being talked about behind your back hurts a lot, especially when you’re just minding your own business and not bothering anyone.

i friggin hate bullies. i wanna blame their upbringing, but at some point, people are supposed to be conscious of the decision whether they’ll be a jerk or a decent person. it’s always a choice.

try not to isolate yourself too much because of him. stay around the people who are actually kind to you and don’t feed into the drama. and if it ever gets too much, it’s okay to talk to someone you trust about it too.

also, being quiet doesn’t make you weak. some people just mistake kindness or silence as someone easy to target. don’t let him make you feel small.

Thank youuu! I’ve yet to post it to musixmatch, but here it is:

[Verse 1]

Evening is the hour of her eyes

They light the darkest pavement by design

They wrap me in a leash around my neck

tug at the strings when she stands in the middle of the height

[chorus]

olsen, im a plant you water in your garden

olsen, you’ll never know the hearts that you have broken

[verse 2]

morning is the hour of borrowed lives

you wear these faces just as they describe

I watch you disappear between the lines

and wonder what’s behind the curtains of your smile

[chorus]

olsen, im a plant you water in your garden

olsen, you’ll never know the hearts that you have broken

[bridge]

i’ll keep the part that feels like you

california’s dreaming of you

i’ll keep the part that feels like you

california’s dreamin of you

[outro]

olsen

olsen

olsen

I have a big exam today, I was stressed out and checked your answer, just thinking about something else made me relax a lot

Sorry, I always end up yapping too much it seems lol

I'm such a yapper I haven't even began to talk about my re-reading of the story. I felt like writing anons a lot through it. But I forced myself not to, and instead, do it when I'm done. Right after the epilogue. God I'm so moved.. I really can't settle down and talk about all the things I meant to, so I'll leave it at that for now. Thank you again, this story is my favorite, ever.

First of all, I will never feel anything less than overwhelmed whenever someone talks to me about ILGOSS. It wasn’t just a fanfic to me, it was the very first novel-length story that I managed to finish and I never could’ve done it without you guys, sending me asks over anon, liking, reblogging.. just basically making me feel like i wasn’t alone in that journey.

Whenever I look back on the year I wrote it and updated it weekly, I find myself smiling remembering everyone’s reactions… both positive and violent ones.. oh, what a time it was for me.

So, thank you, that after all these years, you took the time to send me this ask. You, saying it moved you, genuinely moves me too. Another reader recently sent me a hardcopy from the shop she had it printed, and although I haven’t had the time to drop by the post office, I’m just.. I’m grateful, and if I never become a published author, I have this. I have ILGOSS, I have you and my lovely readers, I have a story I know made people feel things. And that’s enough for me.

Well yes and no. So we do have colleges for diffrent things, like if you wanna be a chef, electrician, etc. But the one i chose is just high school but harder. The reason why it's like this here, is because we don't call it college when it's for something specific (like computer science), we only call it college with what im doing (highschool but more difficult), atleast I think so😅

But if you wanna be a doctor, lawyer or teacher for example, then you have to get a college degree (like the one im doing) and then go to university.

Like i said in the other ask, it's a bit difficult to explain cause it's very diffrent from other countries in have come to find out😅 but to sum it up, normal work stuff you go to a school for that, but if you wanna be something big like a doctor, then you go to college and then uni.

Hope it made a little sense :)

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Oh, you get a college degree, then a specialization at a University! I get it now :) I think during my time, after high school, we go straight to a specialization, although the first year we have common subjects in science, history, and such. But by our sophomore year, we simply have subjects related to our degree. And it's 4 years of Uni.

I was just wondering if you got my last ask? About what kinda course om taking in college

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Idk how to explain it really, but here in Denmark, it's just normal college, so basically just highschool but a lot more difficult. But i am so lucky that im in a "special needs" class because i have anxiety, so instead of doing it in 2 years, we have 3, and we have more freedom cause we don't have many hours in a day and this year we only have exams in the science/nature subjects😅 but like, I also have history, religion and danish (what i guess hhe subject english would be for english spoken people if you could'nt figure that out😂), and next year i'll also have english and math too.

So idk if that made sense but basically we don't have as much preasure as one normally would and therefore don't have many exams or diffrent subjects in a year, and it's basically just highschool but harder :)

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Hello! oh my gosh, i got your ask today asling about this other ask, and im so confused why i did not receive the notification for this one :/ thanks for the follow up, i had to check my inbox right away.