I made this blog to mostly talk about Outlast Trials but I might post other stuff.
Iâm way over 18 so please donât be weird or anything, especially if youâre a minor. Otherwise, uh⊠mind the warnings and be responsible, I guess.
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I think people need a genuine reminder that we're all fans of the same game/game series that includes some very heavy topics, and THAT'S OKAY. You don't need to defend your taste in games if some rando on the internet says some shit about it. It doesn't matter, they'll just see that you're hooked and you'll be forced into an unwinnable debate. PLEASE, for your own sake, DON'T ENGAGE with people who do shit like that if it doesn't affect you at large. It will only cause you a headache. The best you can do is to BLOCK and if what they're saying is some sort of personal insult and/or a threat â REPORT them. Please be kind to yourself <3
We finally had a chance to take a picture with your Coyle keychain! He loved it, even though he swears the only thing he loves is America, justice, and pistachios.
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*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inherently selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.
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(Darktide fantiction. Hunter Skitarii x reader. No smut. Just pining.
Little Admech dividers made by me.
Not proofread. Plz give me constructive criticism. My first fanfiction. Thanks to @gibbs88 for inspiring me to write.)
The strike team came back nearly unscathed from Hab Dreyko. Three rejects entered through the pneumo-doors leading into the Mourningstar followed by a figure in red. The low staccato of binaric litanies echoed around them.
Ever since the Skitarii started to inject themselves into missions, operative casualty rates dropped significantly. You had seen them in training once and were amazed at their inhuman accuracy and their superior reflexes that would even give the Arbites a run for their money. Naturally, you were curious about them and watched them from your work station in Sire Melk's corner. However, it was obvious from the way they barely acknowledged Melk (although most rejects also ignored him) that they looked down on 'precursors' like you. The unblessed ones as you once overheard.
Which was why you were shocked when one of the Skitarii could hold a conversation longer than a brusk grunt.
"This unit is unsatisfied with your selection of curios."
"Well, /I/ don't control the curios I am provided with! All you lot do is complain!" Melk threw up his hands before pinching the bridge of his nose and whispering, "Ugh. Damn cogheads."
"We have superior hearing than precursors and suggest you keep quiet. We also have superior strength and reflexes to dispatch...threats."
A crackled, low laugh emitted from somewhere behind its respiratory apparatus. It was gravel and white noise mixed together into a threatning amalgamation. You should be afraid, intimidated, but the sound lanced a jolt of excitement from your stomach downwards.
"WHAT?! Are you threatening me?! How dare you!" Melk spluttered. "I will have you know I am Sire Darius Melk! The Lord of Quartervast, Holder of the Endless March, Warden of-"
The red hood turned towards you. Red occulars boring into you.
"This unit requires assistance." It spoke directly to you.
"Bah! You're not even listening!" your employer threw up his hands again and turned to walk away. "I will not waste my breath anymore with you stupid cogs and these ungrateful rejects. They don't understand the mag-" His muttering faded as he left further from his station.
"Finally. Peace." it sighed. "You. We know you are withholding curios from this unit. You /will/ present them to us.
Or else." it added followed by another distorted laugh.
By the throne, your heart skipped a beat and heat spread across your cheeks. You prayed to the Emperor that the Skitarii couldn't sense your attraction. Although you doubted it.
"I-I-I would if I could sir." you stuttered out. "However, Sire Melk was not lying when he sai-said that was all the curios we had in stock."
The Tech-Warrior stared at you through mismatched occular implants as if it were analyzing you like an insect on a board. For some reason, you swore if it could grin it would at this moment.
"Hmmmm. Curious." it started, reaching a metal arm out and using cold fingers to maneuver your face for inspection. "Your heart rate is elevated. Pupils are dilated. An organic response of fear or arousal."
Its metal digits dug into your flesh, not enough to bruise but enough that you could feel the strength behind them.
"So which is it? Precursors are usually not attracted to us, but the flushing of your skin indicates the latter. What an interesting response. We must study it." it said with the most amusement you had ever heard in a Skitarii's voice.
All too soon, it released you from its grip and turned with a subtle shift of its robes.
"You /will/ inform us when you renew your stock."
You finally let out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding in. You were mortified. The thing was more machine than man and you were attracted to it?! However, you were also hopeful that you could interact with it again soon.
Selene wasnât a stranger to Coyleâs cruelty, but for whatever reason he seemed to really have it out for her today. He seemed lucid, which scared her more than anything.
The sound of his boots pounding on the Police Station tile after her skyrocketed her heart rate to unhealthy levels as she skidded around a corner. Running. She was good at running. Hiding, tooâunless it was Night Hunter. She was a mouse, after all. ĐŃŃŃ. Sheâd memorized itâwould he be proud of her?
Coyleâs baton slams into the wall somewhere near her back. Too close. She screams out of reflex and practically tears the nearest door off the hinges to get it open, then slams it shut behind her. Leans her body back against it. Wait, the lockâ
The door comes flying open again and she skids across the tile, landing on her belly. Pain shoots through her face and limbsâsheâs cracked her knees on the floor, her elbowsâeverything was buzzing with hurt.Â
A different kind of buzzing fills her head as Coyle saunters into the room, tapping his stun baton along the counter. Theyâd ended up in the laboratory room, fully lit and nowhere to hide.Â
Selene scrambles backwards until she hits another door, practically hyperventilating. âO-Officer, did Iâdo something? I-Iâm sorry, I donâtâŠâ
âOh, you ainât sorry yet. But yer gunna be,â Coyle drawls, every syllable dripping with venom. She didnât understand why he hated her so much.
âJezebel,â He sneers, and then slips a hand into the pocket of his jacket. Selene flinches, as if something could be even worse than the baton in his other hand, and then blinks as he throws something at her. Polaroids?Â
She hates to take her eyes off of him for even a second, but he seems content to play this scenario out with her, so with shaking fingers she picks up one of the photos. And immediately blanches. Itâs of Sova and herâbeing intimate. Where did these even come from?
Coyle says something else, but she canât even hear him over the ringing in her own ears, her vision narrowing to the photograph clutched in her sweaty fingers. It was embarrassing. She was angry that she was embarrassed. She wasnât really used to being angry, and that made her feel⊠something.
âCommie got yer tongue?â
The acrid reek of smoke suddenly grows strong enough to distract her, and she barely has time to react before the glowing end of Coyleâs cigarette meets her arm. She yelps in surprise, and for once in her life in Sinyala, she reacts by kicking him. The cop seems just as surprised as she is, but she can still see him grinning again as she stumbles away from him, how his grip minutely loosens to allow her to leave.
Selene is hyperventilating by the time she staggers into the Evidence room. Leaning hard against a book shelf, she grips one of the shelves, the cheap wood threatening to splinter even from her weak grip. This was too much. Too much, but she had to finish it, she didnât know how much longer Easterman and Murkoff would tolerate herâ
The sound of ragged breathing nearly makes her pass out until she fully registers it. Night Hunter. There was always a chance that it wasnât Sova, but she was willing to risk it.
The familiar green glow of his goggles swims into her vision, and he tilts his head, snarling softly.Â
âĐŃŃŃ. What are you doing?â
She sinks back against the bookcase from relief and shudders. âCoyle got me, but instead of frying me he just⊠showed me some pictures. Indecent pictures. O-of me and, umâ-â
âPictures? Are they pictures of you with other men?â His fingers wrap around her forearm, tugging her closer, and he chuckles. âNo, of course not⊠no one else could tolerate you.â
âArenât you⊠angry? Itâs an invasion of privacyâŠâ Selene mutters, already knowing it was the wrong thing to say as his fingers tighten on her arm.
âInvasion ofââ Night Hunter trails off, muttering to himself in Russian. His grip tightens until it hurts, but she doesnât dare try to pull away.Â
âInvasion of privacy ŃŃĐżĐ°Ń ŃŃĐșа⊠Do you know what invasion is? This shit they screwed into my fucking head!â He snarls, his accent growing stronger from irritation.
Selene blanches and looks away. He always made her feel stupid, but he was right, wasnât he? Compared to what Murkoff had done to him, her issues werenât that badâŠ
His grip lessens a fraction and he goes quiet. Looking back to the Ex-Pop, she watches as he tilts her arm, seemingly focused on the cigarette burn now. Her stomach lurches.
âWhat is this, ĐŒŃŃŃ?â He inquires, his voice suddenly unnervingly calm. To his vision, the burn was still glowing with residual heat. Like a brand. The cop had branded his property.
She starts to say something, but he straightens to his full height and shoves her into the front of a storage cabinet, the handles of the doors digging into her back.
âYou let him touch you. Brand you. Did you enjoy it, ĐšĐŒĐ°Ńа? Do you think itâs going to save you?âÂ
The cold fury in his voice was slurring his words. Selene didnât know what to say, and that probably made her seem even more guilty. The fact that he would just assume that about her⊠she felt tears at the corners of her eyes.Â
âS-sova, I would neverâŠâ She licks her dry lips and trails off as he raises his machete and places the blade against her arm, just above the âbrandâ.
The sound of the recirculated air in the office was suddenly too loud. She couldnât truly make out Night Hunterâs eyes, but somehow she knew he was staring at her with whatever he had left behind his goggles.Â
âDo you love me, ĐŒŃŃŃ?â He suddenly drawls, the anger in his voice replaced with manic glee as he digs the blade into her arm. He hadnât sharpened it in a few days.
Selene clenches her jaw but nods, even as her stomach flips. He was going to cut her arm off and she was going to let him. Stupid. Her life was a waste, so it was fitting that her death would be too.Â
The sudden sharp tang of blood interrupts her thoughts and she grits her teeth as she feels the blade of his machete start to dig further into her arm. Judging by how dull it felt, sheâd probably die from blood loss before he even finished.Â
As he begins to cut, all she can think of is that fake Jesus from the Orphanage. Sometimes the saw seems dull and she has to listen to his screams longer. Selene doesnât scream, if only because she knows it wonât help anything. Because her mind is partially somewhere else as this deranged man (she hated using those kinds of words but what else could she say???) tries to cut her fucking arm off.
A single piece of her flesh sloughs off, where the cigarette burn was, and he stops. Sheâs on one knee now, and her head is spinning. Mouth dry. Night Hunter licks a stripe along her arm, over the raw wound, then shoves her to the floor.Â
âYouâre lucky that I still need you to have both arms.â
He steps over her body as if sheâs nothing, disappearing into the one of the offices. Selene just lays there, face wet with tears as she cries silently to herself, arm throbbing. She moves her now good hand to the release valve of her Heal rig and lets out just enough vapor for the pain to stop, to let her sit up again. She blinks hard, her head spinning again.Â
Night Hunter approaches her again and she thinks she might be hallucinating, or maybe itâs a different one, but the sudden smell of antiseptic-soaked bandages makes her nose itch. He wraps her arm in silence, and she squirms a bit from the burn, but he hisses at her and she does her best to stay still.Â
âThank you, Sova,â She mumbles, even though she knows she shouldnât. He doesnât answer as he ties the bandages off tight enough to hurt, then drops her arm as if scalded by it.Â
âNext time Iâll take a finger,â He rumbles, then hauls her upwards by the back of her shirt. âFinish this shit and stay away from that ŃŃĐșа ŃĐČĐžĐœŃŃ.â
Selene stumbles a bit, but nods. She didnât like Coyle at all, but it wasnât as if saying that would do any good.Â
As Night Hunter disappears into an insertion gate, she canât tell if she feels lonelier with or without him.
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