When no one cares
We become our truest forms behind the doors we close every night. After being aware that everyone else is asleep and the lights are off, that's the only time we burst out to tears. These are the times when we ask ourselves, "Can anyone hear me? Does anyone even care? Do they know how hurt I am?"
You are not left unheard. God knows what you're going through.
If you think God does not remember the feeling of pain anymore, you are wrong. He experiences pain until now. He experiences pain everytime He sees you cry over something that He already won over for you. You are blameless and made righteous before the eyes of our God. You can get tired of yourself, but Jesus will never get tired of loving you. You can be in your truest —the most broken—state and He will still wrap you in His arms with grace.
If you think He's not there anymore, you are wrong. He has never been closer to you. You only chose to let yourself be blinded by the tears in your eyes, let your heart be clogged by fear and hurt, but you do not have to be weary anymore, He will wrap you in His arms with love.
If you think this kind of love is too good to be true, you are wrong. This is not fictional. This is not an illusion. This is not a dream. This is real. Even after your hurt and countless sins, nothing would be enough to change His heart to welcome you in His presence. He will wrap you in His arms with forgiveness.
If you think you are too broken to be made whole again, you are wrong. You can be indescribably broken; hopelessly lost, but nothing can be more indescribable than His power to make you complete again. He will fill every. Single. Empty. Part of you. He will wrap you in His arms with healing.
If you think no one cares, you are wrong.
He loves and cares for you more than you will ever know.
If you think you have a lot of reasons to afraid and to be hurt, let that go, because now, you have the ONLY reason why you should be filled with joy, peace, and hope again — Jesus.
