Shearl

The one who got away: See you soon.

The one who stayed: When? Next year?

The one who got away: We will be better soon. Maybe not now.

The one who stayed: Yeah. Maybe not now, because you keep on saying I'm not, I won't, I will not. When are you going to say yes I am, I will?

You don’thave to compare yourself to anyone. You don’t ebb out during Fridays toSundays, you exist. You are not invisible to me.

As I closed the diary, I noticedmy eyes are wet with tears. I’ve never felt this bad and regretful in my life. I wish I could turn back time. I wish you were still here.

Sometimes, it’s not easy to contemplate about the dos and don’ts. There are times that you are torn between what you want to do and what you have to do. You find it hard to decide because you are afraid of making mistakes. But you will never know until you try. God opens doors, so you have to walk through it.

How about you, will you look back on life and say, “I wish I had” or “I’m glad I did”?