OTHERKIN!! YIPPEE!!!

yeah uh can i get an uzi doorman murder drones stimboard that's mostly blue and rainbow and themed around decora kei. haha. <3

uzi doorman [murder drones] stimboard with rainbow and blue decora kei stims requested by @chromanomaly HI AGAIN HEEHEE ^_^

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i began identifying as nonhuman in late 2010, early 2011. i was browsing otherkin forums back then, back when forums were still widely used. it took up a lot of my thoughts at first because it was new and it can take a while to figure out what your nonhuman identity is. as time passed and my life got progressively harder, going through bouts of homelessness, living in hotels, having my trust broken by friends... never did i once lose my nonhumanity.

sure it fell to the back of my mind while other priorities took the wheel, like paying for shelter, but if anything, being homeless and experiencing the "real world" solidified my nonhuman identity more than anything. being exposed to the "real world" make me understand that i do not understand how humans think, and that i still am not one, over 10 years later. i never became misanthropic, but my feelings of "otherness" only intensified as i became more and more confused about the human experience, which lead me to feel less and less like one. something like the feeling of a lost coyote who wandered too far into the city, staring at the city skyline, unfamiliar with this terrain, unsure of how to even begin to adapt.

- I would use it to change something small that bothers me in my body

- I would use to make gender-affirmative changes in my body

- I would use to change a lot the way I look, while still looking like myself

- I would change to look like a completely different person

- I would change to something non-human and just continue my life normally

- I’d change to something non-human, like an animal, and live like an animal forever

- I would do a different change

- I wouldn’t do anything because I’d be scared of regretting it

- I wouldn’t do anything because I’m happy about the way I look