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GHO-TS intro

Hey everyone!

My names GHO-TS (ofc not my actual name but it’s my tumblr name)

I never posted on here cause I didn’t know what to post

But I figure it out…

I’m going to start posting thoughts that I’m never able to say out loud (context I’ve had a very traumatic past which still affects me today)

I’m not clout chasing or anything

If it’s relatable it’s relatable if it’s not it’s not

This is a safe space for people to talk about issues and debate but not harm eachother in the comments

I hope people can feel comfortable enough with my page

My confessions aren’t usual.. it’s usually fixated on issues that there aren’t a lot of resolutions for…

Thanks for reading!

I love to sing but I can’t sing well

I love to dance but I can’t dance well

I love to draw but I can’t draw well

I love diy but I can’t do that well

I love social life but I don’t have many friends

I love rollerskating cooking and having fun yet I do all these alone and I can’t take it anymore

I’ve failed everything in life so far I don’t know where I’m going to be in the future

Now playing—> ivy by Frank Ocean

I always yearned to be high school sweethearts with this one boy I’ve known my whole life…

But now we’re growing older.. so much older that it’s too late for my wish and he can’t tell that I like him..next thing you know one day probably soon he’s going to introduce me to the one he loves…

I’m just scared to ruin the friendship we have

I mean it’s all already there.. our parents are good friends

We’ve been friends since we were in nappies… why am I scared?

Idk maybe cause he’s one of the few friends I have in my life..and I don’t want to ruin it

Or is it cause he’s the only man in my life that I now tend to think it’s my brain just wanting some loving attention and it isn’t actually because of who he is

Or maybe he keeps playing with my feelings.. or I’m just delusional