sick sick sick cool man

The worst thing about chronic emptiness is that you keep trying to fill the space inside you by doing dramatic and drastic things but nothing helps and you’re left with so many regrets and the same desperate emptiness

Lets play a game called am I hungry or is the emptiness of bpd finally getting me into the depressive episode that I cannot cure because some of the reasons I have it is due to shit life syndrome.

there are two wolves inside you. one of them wants to stop being called a monster. the other one wants to be a monster. you have a personality disorder.

The hottest things that humans can do are bleed and die, tragic.

You ever just sit and realize how fucking angry you are like why do I have so much damn anger, my whole body is just fuckin shaking with such an ugly rage and I can’t get rid of it

anyone else ever get that feeling of wanting to look up at water from underneath its surface while being totally submerged ?

i'd like to make the announcement that i actually am divine

son that’s it you’re grounded. i found a rap album hiding under your bed and it was the clean version. i didn’t raise you to be such a nerd

Everything is just so.. boring sometimes. Not the regular "I have nothing to do" kind of boredom, no. But rather one that makes me feel helpless, desperate, empty, one that pierces through my heart, an inescapable void, the "I would do anything to make this stop" kind of boredom, I would destroy anything, burn my whole life, and put myself at risk just to get a bit of temporary excitement.

A concept: you give me all your money and I stab u 36 times ❤