ghost

Fantasising about him pushing me into doing extreme cunt stretching porn 🫣 manipulating me into letting him film me riding bigger and bigger monster dildos. Double fisting me on camera. Spreading me wide with clear speculums and documenting how huge my gape is growing every day. And all the while dropping comments about how much people online would love to see what I’m doing. How much money we could make if we made an account. Little do I know he’s already posting it and monetising everything. He’s buying bigger and bigger toys and equipment and the set up is getting more and more professional. He starts telling me to take time off work because he really wants to work on my hole. Eventually I’m on ‘set’ full time, ruining myself to make him money. Never questioning.

Dream

Ruining your mental health to make my cock hard

Fuck why is destroying your life so hot😵‍💫

Good cunts know their place

"Open your legs or I'll fucking break them"

the thought of a man who doesn’t even bother with aftercare…sooo fucking hot omfg. just leave me bruised and sobbing on the floor while you take care of yourself

does my deteriorating mental state turn you on

it’s hot when you sexualize my downfall to rock bottom

I want to make you feel violent. I want you to want to ruin me. To feel the urge hurt me every time you look at me. I want to hear the need to destroy me in your voice. See the desire to break me in your eyes. I need the aggression to feel wanted.

sending him my paycheck as a tithe to my God. Sending him my paycheck because I’m a girl and girls can’t handle math or responsibility. Sending him my paycheck as I’m edging so I associate it with pleasure. Edging and crying as he tells me he’s using my money to take a better, prettier girl out. Cumming when he shows me I’m saved in his phone as “ATM”. Laying there humiliated and pathetic, tearing up knowing I’m broken beyond repair and I need to tithe to feel whole.

I want desperately to be fucked and recorded against my will. Either because I'm too high to stop it or he's just so much stronger than me, I want there to be video proof that I got my cunt violated. I want to be unwilling porn for whoever he decides to send the video to, I want everyone to know that I'm just a cocksleeve to be used to get off with.