been trying to keep it together since I was 8

i love re-consuming media i used to love when i was younger. like wow! child me still is in me i am holding her hand and keeping her safe and doing her favorite things with her!!!!

grocery store mission barely accomplished took massive damage to the hull and all internal systems. shield repair could take days

trying to seductively get on my knees for you but my knees crack so loud it echoes and i’m stuck there for five minutes

one of the saddest things is when someone in your family tells you you would've loved someone who died before you were born. like my mother has told me & my best friend that we would have loved talking to her father. that me & my brothers have the same humor as our late uncle & even look like him. everyone is everywhere & nowhere & here & gone & dying & coming back. it's as though you know them through their shadow or their ghost or your own actions, but you won't ever really know. haunts me, i guess

It is what it is but like. Can it be something else

i am divinely protected and provided for, always.

I was not made for….*gestures broadly at the world*

Be extra… Wear high heels around the house, spend money on luxurious sleep wear, buy that unnecessary home decor that you love, keep a glass carafe by your bedside, have a specific skincare routine for morning and night, cultivate your dream wardrobe and have a personalized scent. Focus on the little details of your life… make them intentional and magical. 

And at the end of the day, I’m homesick for heaven. 

De-center men. That’s all the advice I can give. De-center males and focus on yourself. For the love of You.

(affirming myself in the mirror) if that fictional man was real he would fuck you. He would fuck you. You're his exact type. If he saw you he'd get a boner instantly. He would fuck you he would fu

may you have a very tummy less hurty 2024

A girl’s natural habitat is in a bed with many blankets and pillows and it’s inhumane to remove her from her natural habitat