mar

My problem is that I have betrayed everything that I am for phone in bed

god forbid a woman doesn’t sparkle for an audience. god forbid she’s weird, lazy, a little off putting and not trying to impress anyone

it's so crazy how you actually have to live through everything

i’m obsessed with how every single person can be stupid in their own special way and infinitely smart in another. simultaneously

mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die

btw I am doing it afraid

btw ​I did it afraid and was rewarded beautifully

Every time I let someone know me I regret it

mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die

what’s it called when you’re so disconnected from reality that cold water doesn’t feel like anything and you can barely taste food anymore