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Nova Scotia passes law to remove Miâkmaw land protectors
The NS government just passed a bill called "Protecting Nova Scotians Act" so they can "legally" remove the Mi'kmaw land protectors on Hunter's Mountain to "to protect Nova Scotians utilizing wood resources". Land protectors who refuse to leave the mountain could face up to a $50,000 fine and/or six months in jail!
This is a huge violation of my people's rights and I would like to encourage every Nova Scotian to please make as much a fuss about this as possible. And to every Canadian and person abroad, please continue to pay close attention to this struggle. We are about to see so much police brutality increase, I feel it.
Extremely not cool. I hate to see all the protections for the land that are being lost rn
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Mindless Self Indulgence is grooming content.
Lately, Iâve been thinking a lot about Mindless Self Indulgence â mostly because their content keeps resurfacing on my TikTokâs fyp (unlike Twitter, where Iâve long had every MSI-related keyword muted). And what surprised me wasnât just the algorithmâs persistence, but the audienceâs innocence: a new wave of young fans who seem genuinely unaware of how deeply predatory and dangerous this bandâs work is.
Revisiting their music, interviews, and imagery has been a disorienting experience â equal parts sadness, anger, and disbelief. Because whatâs at stake here isnât simply âedgy artâ or âdark humor.â Itâs not just moral rot dressed as punk irreverence. Itâs grooming content â material deliberately designed to blur boundaries, to sexualize youth culture, and to normalize violence, desensitize racism, sexual abuse and degradation.
And the resurgence of MSI on TikTok and Twitter â with teens discovering this âweird little band from the 2000sâ or âMcr adjacent/ cousin bandâ â is terrifying. Because what these kids are consuming is not rebellion. Itâs predatory content packaged as âcampâ.
This is gonna be a long ass ride so please bear đ» with me đ«©.
We have to start from the beginning, and to do that we have to discuss the first cd by MSI titled âMindless Self-Indulgenceâ released in 1997.
The cover art of the album was made by Jennifer Dunn, who would go on to join Mindless Self Indulgence as a drummer. And it features a woman with a mechanical arm molesting a young girl holding a teddy bear by lifting her skirt up, atop a red background.
the album is no longer available on Spotify. But the physical copies are being sold on eBay for ridiculous prices, since this material is considered âextremely rareâ.
The idea of peeking on little girls' panties continues to be a motif for a big part of the album âTightâ (1999), which ended up being re-released as âTighterâ in 2011.
I also want to mention a track they used to promote Tight, bluntly titled âN****râ â yes, uncensored. Itâs not even a song, but a Lenny Bruce monologue repurposed as shock bait. Itâs no longer on Spotify, but still circulates on YouTube, often defended by fans who insist, âSee? This is the only proof Jimmy is racist â he didnât even say the word himself!â
That logic is deeply flawed. First, he did repeatedly use racial slurs in other songs and even live. And second â you donât need to say the word to perpetuate racism. You can reproduce racist ideology through aestheticization, through irony, through performance. As with predatory behavior, you donât have to commit the act itself to normalize it. You can romanticize it, joke about it, or build your art around its image â and the effect is the same: desensitization and consent manufacturing.
Back to Tight, all the tracks were written by Jimmy urine and contain pedophilic type of lyrics.
Starting from the first track which mentions to be dreaming of âkiddie p0rnâ.
This is the blueprint of grooming content: aestheticize the child, eroticize the taboo, and disguise it as art.
During this time the band put an ad on the newspaper looking for a drummer that had to be young and willing to play with a band âfull of pedophilesâ, during that time the band included Jimmy, his brother Markus, Steve righ and then drummer Jennifer Dunn.
The current drummer, Kitty, allegedly joined the band because of this ad.
Weâre followed by two songs âBring the Painâ (a terrible method man cover), and âTightâ both including the nword.
Moreover âMollyâ is a very subtle song about a girl, whoâs rewarded for lying.
Then we have âTornado,â âDaddy,â âPussy All Night,â âDickface,â and âBite Your Rhymes,â (a horrible cover) where Jimmy uses the n-word again â repeatedly, almost ritualistically.
The audience isnât being invited to think critically about censorship, language, or irony. Theyâre simply being told to shout the lyrics, slurs, back.
When white artists weaponize racial slurs onstage and call it performance art, theyâre teaching their audience â often young white kids desperate to look edgy â that racism itself can be a form of performance. That itâs safe, cool, and detached from consequence.
And the entire record reads like a self-congratulatory tantrum â a hateful statement both inward and outward, a celebration of pedophilic provocation and the normalization of racism as entertainment. The lyrics are deliberately repetitive, almost chant-like, making it easy for fans to echo and internalize. Thereâs no critique, no meta-commentary, no justification from the band beyond the usual: âWe just want to piss people off.â
Which is childish â but that childishness isnât innocent. Itâs the weaponization of immaturity, and thatâs a bigger problem Iâll unpack later.
This is when it gets even worse, because buried in Tight (and later Tighter) is a hidden track called âJX-47.â
The trackâs existence wasnât immediately visible; it was something youâd discover by buying a physical copy (although now itâs available on Spotify and YouTube). However if you found it back then, well, you became part of the âcool fewâ who dug deep enough. Thatâs already a problem â secrecy and special discovery are basic grooming mechanics. They create an âinsider clubâ around transgression.
The track itself is written in mock-âbaby talk,â with lines that parody people with developmental disabilities and use racialized imagery.
Itâs a âparodyâ that flattens disability and race into grotesque noise, and the audience â mostly teenagers â is taught to laugh.
MSI trains its listeners to mistake cruelty for intelligence, bigotry for rebellion.
And this is proven by his audienceâs reaction because in every comment section or forum discussing the lyrics, people are laughing or praising either the meaning or lack of it.
Thereâs some debate about the meaning of the song â and, not coincidentally, itâs mostly young fans who insist that it âmeans nothingâ or that itâs somehow âabout Jimmy Urineâs childhoodâ (even though itâs performed by Steve, not Jimmy). However, according to the Russian Wikipedia entry, the track was actually intended as a parody of a person with Down syndrome.
(I will post the translated screenshot in the comments).
Regardless of that, thereâs also a double layer of age confusion. The adult performer adopts a childlike voice to say obscene things â a pattern weâll see across the bandâs work. Thatâs not just offensive; itâs pedagogical.
It teaches that the line between adult and child behavior, between innocence and depravity, is funny to erase.
Thatâs how grooming works.
The track uses infantilising grammar (âme like to goâ, âme live me life free like a birdieâ) and includes explicit references to disability and sexualised bathroom activity (âWhen Iâm shitting itâs a totally different story âŠâ).
Use of the phrase âspecial olympics oneâ in a mocking, derisive way â i.e., referencing a disability sporting event/label as punchline.
References to lines like âmonkeys,â âmy friendâs the seat on my toilet,â and âhim so dark me cannot seeâ clearly evoke mockery of developmental disabilities while also blending in racist undertones. Considering the bandâs previous lyrical patterns, itâs impossible to deny that these lines are directed at â and dehumanize â people of color.
See? We donât need to say the nword to be racist, and he doesnât need to be making out with teens to be a total creep. Although he has done both. And they, the band of course, celebrates it.
Another track worth mentioning â one that also mysteriously vanished from both their official Spotify and YouTube accountsâ is âPanty Shot.â A song that is explicitly about looking and wanting to look at the underwear of a five year old kid.
And before anyone rushes to defend Lynd-Z⊠the very first live video of this song I found shows her on stage âperforming itâ. Her debut with MSI was on 2002 with the compilation album âAlienating Our Audience.â
She may not play on the studio recordings, but she was right there on stage, participating, benefiting and helping perform their most outwardly predatory content. Sheâs not an innocent bystander; sheâs part this shitshow just like Kitty and Steve Righ?
Whatâs even more disturbing is how âPanty Shotâ was one of MSIâs biggest songs released in the EP âCrappy Little Demoâ in 1997â so famous within the fandom that the band and labels turned it into a cult object by selling it âultra rareâ which means the labels and the band leaned into that exclusivity.
They marketed the trackâs grossness as a secret treasure instead of acknowledging what it really was: textbook predatory content.
And hereâs the kicker:
Itâs not just that âPanty Shotâ disappeared. Itâs that only that song and the entire record it comes from were scrubbed off Spotify⊠while other equally disturbing, racist, or predatory songs remain absolutely available.
To me, that reads like:
âWeâre taking down the one song that could get us in legal or PR trouble, not because we care about the content, but because someone might finally cancel us too.â
Moving onto Frankenstein Girls Will Seem Strangely Sexy (2000), I want to start with the cover art is a cartoonish illustration by animator and comic artist Jaime Hawlett, best known for designing the characters in Gorillaz.
The visuals are crucial, because it disguises the recordâs content under the guise of fun and familiarity. Itâs no surprise that the âFrankenstein girlâ aesthetic has become a recurring cosplay trend among teensâ itâs cartoonish enough to feel safe, familiar enough to evoke childhood nostalgia, and playful enough to hide how predatory the underlying imagery actually is.
The opening track casually references self-harm, followed by âBitchesâ â a song thatâs nothing more than misogynistic shock value.
And then comes âBoominâ.â The lyrics hinge on a disturbing dichotomy that appears again and again in Jimmy Urineâs writing: the difference between âlittle girlsâ and âwomen.â He boasts about âboominâ at your woman,â but quickly adds that we must ârespect the little girls.â
This distinction isnât protection â itâs fixation.
A fixation heâd been having for 5 years, if we take into account that their debut album was released in 1995 and Frankenstein girls was released in the year 2000, making Jimmy 26 and 31 years old.
Once again, his world-building explicitly invites children, particularly young girls, into his lyrical orbit. The message isnât just âIâm edgy,â itâs âyou, little girl, belong in my story.â
By the following track, the mask slips entirely. Because we already know that women are âbitches,â but now, so are teenage girls.
He literally declares, âIâm in love with a teenage bitch.â Thereâs no irony, no critical distance, no commentary â just normalization of desire directed at underage girls, hidden beneath irony and camp.
We then have âI hate Jimmy Pageâ in which he says and I quote:
âMy old shit will never last. I hold the microphone with my butt now. Who like that song five-year-old pantyshot now? Yeah, yeah, that could be a real big record. 'Cause it's got the bump with the molestation.
So he is self aware that what he does is both disturbing and harmful, and he was being called out for it even back in the 2000s. And of course I say âheâ but itâs they. They all agree to promote and support and profit out of this behavior.
In âKeeping up with the kidsâ he admits to be âtoo old to be, keeping up with the kidsâ.
âKill the rockâ is a particularly disturbing song because here he states that âheâs stealing the beats from the blacksâ, and I quote âand from all the young girls is where I steal my actâ.
I also want to point out how Jimmy Urine constantly manages to cast himself as the victimâ or at least as the misunderstood fool â in nearly every song.
Itâs not coincidence. Itâs a tactic.
By framing himself as innocent, naĂŻve, or childlike, heâs once again inviting little girls to see him as a peer, not an adult man performing predatory fantasies. Heâs stealing their language, their perspective, their vulnerability.
Even when heâs explicitly sexual, he disguises it in childish phrasing â like in the lyric, âItâs the little things in my pants that weâre all waiting for, I never knew what that thing down there was used for.â Thatâs not clever irony; itâs a man infantilizing himself to make sexual content seem harmless, relatable to teens, or worse, amusing to adults who fetishize youth.
After that, the record drifts through a lineup of forgettable, equally âshockingâ songs, masquerading as rebellion.
Whatâs interesting is that by the time they released âYouâll Rebel to Anythingâ (2005), the slurs have toned down slightly â but only cosmetically. The second track still uses the r-word, and â2 Hookers and an 8 Ballâ drops the n-word yet again.
Like I said before, thereâs no artistic purpose here, no critique of language or culture â just shock value, and the same white entitlement that assumes a slur gains âdepthâ or âcommentaryâ simply because they are the ones saying it.
And, of course, if you donât âget it,â youâre the problem.
Youâre the humorless one. Youâre the snowflake who doesnât understand satire. Itâs a manipulation cycle as old as the art itself â gaslight your audience into complicity by mocking anyone who refuses to laugh.
The song âBullshitâ is particularly concerning because the lyrics leave little to interpretation:
âThe mission fishin' for the missin' prissy little kids. We shoot 'em in a barrel. It's so easy when they're pissed. Under educatedâ [âŠ]
âI'm bumping like a pimp on the stage to save face. I overcompensate with very bad taste. No offense, no romance, sick of your parents. I'm about to take a stance. And drop off my underpants. It's no accident. You will pay my rent (and I am free to download all the porno on the internet).â
âPromâ is an especially cruel and misogynistic track, set, unsurprisingly, in a teenage environment â prom night. It sexualizes youth under the guise of satire, while mocking the very vulnerability it exploits. Itâs worth noting that Jimmy Urine was 35 years old when he released this record.
Why is he still singing about high school in such sexual way?
I also want to highlight that the band put out a so-called âclean versionâ of the album in 2005, and â just like Frankenstein Girls â it uses cartoon caricatures of the band members as cover art. That repetition isnât accidental.
The animated visuals soften the grotesque content and make it look playful, familiar, even cuteâ and thatâs precisely the point, they release âclean versionsâ, so they can legally sell it to their real target audience. Itâs packaging adult sexual violence and predatory language in a format that appeals to teens and kids, making it obvious who their intended audience really is.
By the time we get to âIfâ (2008), they open with ânever wanted to danceâ, once again speaking about a school setting, using phrases as:
âI'm amazed, I'm afraid. I am too cool for the second grade. There is nothing you can do. That I have not already done to myself (hey!)â [âŠ] âNever wanted to dance with nobody. But you wouldn't take no for an answer, you fuckin' bitchâ.
In the second track âevening wearâ, they state:
âEverybody wants to join the club. Once you join the club, the innocence is gone.â
Making this club-like mentality Iâve mentioned before, official.
bell hooks wrote that patriarchy and white supremacy reproduce themselves ânot only through domination but through seductionâ â through making belonging feel cool, desirable, smart. MSIâs whole project is that seduction: âyou get it because youâre twisted like us.â
We have another run-through of forgettable and cruel repetitive chants with nothing to say other than sex, until âMastermindâ.
Mastermind is a song that uses the Columbine massacre as imagery.
âI am the mastermind. It's just a problem of mine. Just like Columbine. Columbine! Your time has come, kiss it all goodbye. Your time has come, kiss it all goodbyeâ
The song shows no mercy, thereâs also a line that goes:
âThis shit gonna turn your mamma whiteâ
They by no mean show remorse, sadness or critique about this situation.
And the more you dig in forums, youâll notice that people received this songs as âextremely funnyâ or projection of faith assuming he said something deeper.
As well as when you see older comments, you find out that people were concerned that MSI had âgone mainstreamâ and that was due to the lack of explicit slurs in âifâ and their growing popularity which was actually, directly linked to Gerard Way promotion of the band (yes, I am so sorry, but he really helped during the Projekt Revolution era and the tour that followed) and the fact he married âthe bassistâ, LynZ.
(Iâm going to add in the comments more magazine articles about this association.)
In âBomb this trackâ he does mention once again a difference between âlittle girlsâ and âladiesâ, once again establishing his fixation or welcome of teens.
In âMark David Chapmanâ they sing:
âI cannot tell, is it just me. Or do we all look just like. Adolph fuckin' Hitler with this swoopy emo boy dreamy haircut dangling in our faces. Making us all indescribably indistinguishable from each other. Or maybe I'm just another megalomaniac, ooh-hoo-hoo!â
Yeah, disturbing.
And once more: itâs grooming. Not just sexual grooming â ideological grooming. The audience is being trained to desensitize, to self-police empathy, to believe that offense is a weakness. Thatâs how fascism, misogyny, and predatory masculinity thrive: they hide behind laughter.
And according to their own words and footage found online: these kids entangle in violence at their shows, behave sexually at their shows, bring nazi memorabilia as offerings to get their attention, get into costumes to be noticed by them, engage in online activity expecting them to respond (and they do).
And itâs amazing to witness how cult mentality, more likely how this grooming mentality works because: Jimmy is a hero and a genius, just because he has âthe ballsâ to say slurs and encourage people, or rather his young listeners, to do the same.
Sara Ahmed calls this the âaffective economyâ of power â how feelings like disgust and thrill circulate socially, making people want to be near violence because it feels like freedom.
MSI turned cruelty and predatory behavior into a bonding ritual.
Iâd like to add that Itâs disgusting to create an environment for white people to feel comfortable yelling slurs towards minorities, itâs disgusting that their behavior is not questioned but reduced to ârockstarsâ.
The band has bragged more than once about literally harming fans â kids âframing it like a badge of honor.
There are other examples you can find on YouTube interviews.
The band constantly refers to their audience as âkids,â and thatâs not an accident. Itâs a power move.
Itâs a reminder that they know exactly whoâs watching â and theyâre proud of it.
MSIâs concerts were often âall ages,â meaning the people in front of them werenât consenting adults in on the joke, but teenagers learning that abuse can look like affection, that humiliation can be worship.
And of course, if you question it, youâre the problem. Youâre supposed to laugh. Itâs âsatire.â Itâs âpunk.â The worst kids in the room â and youâre supposed to want to be one of them.
The message is so clear: They are the only punk, theyâre the exclusive club, if you donât like MSI, âmaybe youâre not punk enoughâ.
bell hooks (guys please go read some bell hooks) warned that âthe cool poseâ of rebellion often masks the same patriarchal violence it claims to resist.
And cultural critic Henry Giroux described this as the pedagogy of the spectacle â when entertainment teaches us to confuse harm with empowerment. Thatâs whatâs happening here. When you laugh at getting hurt by adults, or at the idea of children being sexualized, youâre not being liberated â youâre being conditioned. MSI disguises domination as participation.
In the book âExcitable Speechâ, philosopher and gender studies scholar, Judith Butler states that âlanguage is not an instrument or tool that the speaker controls at will. It is a medium that sustains the speaker.â
So when Jimmy Urine claims that the band can no longer âget away withâ explicit racism or pedophilia because of âpolitical correctness,â heâs inadvertently admitting that the band depended on a world where those harms were socially tolerated.
Like I said before, by 2008 has MSI stopped using the n-word, overt slurs, and explicit references to minorsâbut not be fooled, because the underlying content remains the same. This shift perfectly embodies Butlerâs point that censorship doesnât magically reform the speaker; it simply forces the harmful message to mutate. Butler warns that âprohibitions do not control the kind of effects speech can have; they sometimes enhance those very effects.â Thats exactly what happened: the band drops the explicit language, but keeps the same power fantasies, misogyny, racial stereotypes, and child-oriented framingâonly now wrapped in euphemism, irony, and plausible deniability.
The rebrand
Itâs 2013 now, and Gerard Way (yeah Iâm so sorry that Iâm bringing it up, but trust me itâs important) is doing a live tweeting session listening party to the record: âHow I learned to Stop Giving a shit and Love Mindless Self Indulgenceâ.
Thereâs a song on this album that genuinely stunned me with how overtly racist it is: âI Want to Be Black.â
âI wanna be blackâ. âI'm so white, you're so black. Once I go black now I'm never going backâ, âMy skin color is a minor setback, I'm so white, and you're so black. I wanna tradeâ
âI wanna be black like Malcolm X, I wanna be black I really mean it, I wanna be black like MLK, I wanna be black like Morgan Freeman. Set me freeâ
âI will practice every day. Won't be an embarrassment, I'll get those subtleties down, All the way please let me in, To your club because I want to change. From the palest gray to the darkest day. From the whitest light to the blackest night.â
On paper, this might look like commentary â like an attempt to parody white guilt or cultural appropriation â but in practice, itâs nothing more than minstrel logic repackaged as irony. The song treats Black identity as something that can be studied, practiced, and earned by a white man whoâs âtrying his best.â It collapses centuries of racial trauma into a fashion accessory.
And in the broader context of MSIâs discography â where theyâve repeatedly used the n-word, called people âmonkeysâ, praised Hitler, and bragged about stealing from Black artists â this song doesnât suddenly become âsocial commentary.â Itâs a continuation of the same racist through-line.
And their young audience will think that thisâstill deeply offensive and immature narrativeâ is progressive. Do you wanna know why?
Because his fans have been groomed into thinking theyâre too smart to be racist, so they can keep consuming racist media guilt-free. And thatâs how grooming works: through flattery, through the illusion of shared understanding.
And yet, Gerard Way â who was 36 years old at the time, had nearly 1M followersâ chose to share AND PRAISE this song publicly on Twitter during his listening session.
That decision carries weight. It shows how easily white artists with platforms can normalize racist art under the guise of nostalgia, irony, or edgy appreciationâ and how little accountability follows when itâs wrapped in humor or âpunk aesthetics.â
Thatâs just one of many tweets in support of the bandâs record. Itâs important to note that Gerard Way had already involved all the members of MSI in the music video for My Chemical Romanceâs last studio album Danger Daysâ so this wasnât casual promotion. He went on to spend years promoting, platforming, and celebrating this band, all while never once addressing the politics of their work.
I wanna add as well, that he was very present during the bandâs performances and tour dates after he married Lynz, which caused a hoard of teenage girls who were willing to go see MSI, just to get a glimpse of him.
Gerard Way has helpedâ and continues to help, through his silenceâ to amplify their audience. Heâs already given them his stamp of approval. Heâs spoken about them glowingly, collaborated with them, married one of their members, and that person continues to be paraded and celebrated by him during the 2025 tour.
And of course Iâm not saying he should divorce his wife, but it is incredible to me how he has never ever made an statement explaining that he doesnât align with the bandâs values, not even after Jimmyâs lawsuit. On the contrary whenever he mentions MSI (which he used to do a lot in the past) is very positive and validating.
The song âKill You All in a Hip Hop Rageâ is especially ugly and offensiveâ personally, as a huge Tupac fan, itâs genuinely upsetting to hear Jimmy Urine invoke his name as a prop for shock value.
Even without using racial slurs, the song drips with racism and stereotype. It fetishizes Black anger and violence while mocking hip-hop as a genre, collapsing decades of artistry, resistance, and cultural history into a cheap punchline. The lyrics play into the oldest and most harmful stereotypes about Black peopleâ as aggressive, hyperviolent, or âauthentically realâ only through suffering and rage.
And Gerard sat his ass down and listened to this shit and thought⊠GREAT ALBUM! (his words, Iâm going to post it in the comments).
I personally got to listen to this album at 13 years old because he was promoting it back in the days.
I could continue dissecting more lyrics but the ethos of their work can be summarized in the core belief that they really think theyâre doing something radical, innovative, even empowering, rather than deeply harmful.
And itâs incredible to me the way these predators craft the narrative in such a way that they end up being victims as well somehow, I didnât include lyrics alluding to self harm (which are very frequent in their lyrics, and dare I say: quite instructive), or Lyndzâs interaction on twitter with her fans or victim mentality agenda, because then this essay would be even longer.
By the time MSI releases Pink (2015), the lyrics have collapsed into a nothingness noise or self-hatred mantraâ not because the band has evolved, but because the cultural landscape has. By 2015, openly shouting slurs would tank sales, so MSI shifts to incoherence instead of changing their worldview. The band quietly rebrands, and Gerard Wayâs public support plays a major role in maintaining their legitimacy; he even collaborates with Jimmy Urine on his 2019 solo project.
In a way that echoes Judith Butlerâs (Iâm sorry to not provide proper quotation, but please find books and read them!!!) argument, MSI had already exhausted every taboo they could exploit. After weaponizing every slur and every sensitive topic, there was nothing left to âshockâ with â only the hollow residue of their former provocations, and of course the legitimacy and promotion of a huge figure like Gerard.
I want to add that Jimmy Urine utilized his twitter page to engage with fans through artwork, very similarly to what Lyndz did.
But Jimmy Urine has had a way of infantilizing and sexualizing himself through lyrics, performance, statements and imagery. Because why is he, the front man of a band with very adult themes, engaging with minors or very young adults on the internet and having them make fanarts of him as Sailor Moon? (this was happening up until 2020 and itâs still up on his twitter page) why is there a YouTube video of him reacting to teens doing cosplay and TikTokâs with his explicitly sexual music and praising it? (also available on their official YouTube page). Why is he presenting himself as an approachable figure to children? And why is it always children? Why is it always teens?
By reacting to teenagersâ TikToks on YouTube, he creates a feedback loop of validation.
Kids produce content hoping he will notice them; he reacts, which encourages more content; this dynamic blurs parasocial lines in a way that is especially harmful when the adult at the center is known for pedophilic, sexist, and racist provocations. It sets up an expectation that the more outrageous or devoted a young fan behaves, the more likely they are to be rewarded with visibility from him.
And according to the membersâs words: they all identify as children. (Iâll post the interview in the comments).
The last song from âPinkâ is not at a song but a statement made by Jimmy Urine, named âAngry Boyâ in which he defends his art by saying he has âcomplainable sense of humorâ that âhe knows heâs differentâ and âhe knows what heâs doingâ.
Jimmy Urine was accused on 2021 in New York Supreme Court with the charge of sexual battery of a minor.
The suit alleged that Euringer "groomed and manipulated [her] into believing that his sexually assaultive behavior was not criminal and that by engaging in sexual activity with him [she] was actually helping to protect younger girls from sexual assaults."
This lawsuit case really broke my heart because IN MY OPINION, plaintiff lost the case due to the fact she also sued the labels (Warner Music Group and Elektra) alongside with the then manager Joseph Galus to be complicit or negligent.
Jimmy Urineâs lawsuit didnât end because he was innocent, because settling doesnât mean exoneration or absolves guilt. It just closes the file. Jimmy Urine was dismissed from the court on March 2024.
The present and future
Two months after Jimmyâs dismissal from court, MSI released a new record titled âMSI B-SIDES Vol. 1â, this content is available in all streaming platforms.
So whenever someone states that MSI is over, âMSI is over after that lawsuitâ, âwhy do we need to talk about this?â I want to remind you that itâs not. Itâs alive.
And as long as those songs continue to be celebrated in online spaces, encouraging teens to listen, to cosplay, to support it, to believe theyâre part of some sort of community, itâs a problem.
And of course we have to adress the huge elephant in the room and that is Gerard wayâs approval of this band, because we have to include Gerard parading his wife in the new Long Live The Black parade tour, which is causing another uproar of fans who due to their young age:
get to know her through him. > get to know the band > the band because of Gerard support.
And when we talk about MSI having a resurgence, weâre talking about the re-circulation of grooming contentâ about re-normalizing the idea that minors can be audience, spectacle, and participant all at once.
And when artists like Gerard Way continue to quietly endorse or refuse to condemn them, that complicity becomes an act of harm, too. Because silence gives credibility.
The danger of MSI isnât just in what they did, but in what they taught and their legacy continues to do which is creating a safe space for predators who feel comfortable sexualizing children, in parallel with a space where children can be manipulated into creating, engaging, promoting, accepting sexual, racist and other types of dangerous behavior.
They really influenced a generation of kids who believed that to be smart, you had to be cruel; that empathy was censorship; that laughing at slurs, sexual violence, and disability made you part of an intellectual elite.
This is the same energy that let Nickelodeon slip foot fetish jokes into childrenâs shows under the excuse of comedy. The same âboundary-pushingâ logic as South Park, where cruelty masquerades as critique. The same manipulation tactics as any abuser: If you get angry, itâs because you donât understand. If youâre uncomfortable, itâs your fault for not having a sense of humor.
Grooming is about building trust, creating dependency, fandom, worship, and blurring boundaries. MSI does all of that through music.
And you donât need Jimmy personally assaulting you to be harmed or manipulated by his ideals.
MSIâs content creates a self-reinforcing community where children and teensâ often the only demographic truly engaging with the bandâ are groomed into believing that cruelty, bigotry, and sexualized shock humor are signs of intelligence, rebellion, or belonging.
When a 30- or 40-year-old man (now 50đŹđ«©) constructs a persona like âlittle Jimmy Urine,â heâs deliberately collapsing the boundary between adult and peer.
He positions himself as someone on their level â the misunderstood, bullied kid, the outcast class clown, the edgy friend who âgets it.â That performance of immaturity becomes a grooming mechanism: it invites young audiences to relate to him, to trust him, and to see him as one of them.
This is also where the âclub mentalityâ takes hold. MSIâs whole branding teaches fans that theyâre part of a special in-group because they can âhandleâ the offensive jokes. Kids internalize that participating in cruelty is a requirement for membershipâ and that critics are outsiders who âdonât get it.â
So the harm doesnât require direct contact. It happens in the social architecture THEY BUILD:
â by luring youth into identifying with an adult who pretends to be their peer,
â by rewarding boundary-crossing behavior,
â by glamorizing bigotry as rebellion,
â and by creating a community where children perform harmful ideas for an adultâs approval.
That is precisely how a predatory ecosystem works. It doesnât need physical proximityâ only influence, validation, and access to impressionable audiences.
And I want to make something absolutely clear: all members of MSI are complicit. This isnât a âbad appleâ situation. Every single person in that band has been, for years, a promoter, participant, and apologist for predatory, racist, misogynistic, homophobic, cruel, and pedophilic themes. They all stood onstage for it. They all profit from it. They all publicly defend it. They all frame it as âpunkâ.
There is no separating the art from the artist here because the entire group celebrated this material as their identity, their brand, their political stance. They werenât reluctantly playing along â they built their careers on it, so the responsibility is collective too.
Punk punches against the state, against capitalism, against institutions of power. MSI punches at children, at women, at Black people, at disabled people, at queer people.
Thatâs not rebellion. Itâs not countercultural. Itâs not satire. Itâs a coordinated, collaborative celebration of harm.
Of course after revisiting this bullcrap I can no longer support Gerard Way because I donât think heâs a good person at all.
Last words, and tysm for sticking till the end:
I want to encourage people to protect and educate the kids and teenagers who were pulled into this mess, not alienate them further. The danger here was never that MSI members would personally attack themâ the real harm comes from being absorbed into communities and online spaces that isolate, indoctrinate, and reward vulnerability.
These young fans werenât âstupidâ or âasking for it.â They were and are targeted.
They were groomed into believing cruelty was empowerment, that bigotry was humor, and that belonging required self-betrayal. The priority now should be helping them untangle that conditioning, not shaming them for having been manipulated.
What protects kids isnât mockery or exileâ itâs giving them the tools to recognize exploitation, build healthier communities, and understand that they never owed loyalty to people who treated their harm like entertainment.
Thank you so much for reading if you did and I hope you all stay safeđ€.
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