Mammi_99

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand…”

“I think I hide it pretty well. I think I make them all believe I am alright because I am functioning, but I don’t feel functional and when they ask if I’m okay, I’ll be honest. I’ll be honest but they won’t listen because no one truly wants to know.”

“I’m often silent when I’m screaming inside.”

“You never realize how badly someone treated you until you explain it to someone else.”

"I just want to be okay for a day. I want to wake up and be happy to be alive. I want to enjoy the company of people around me. I want to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see. I want to breathe the air freely and enjoy life."

There wasn’t yelling. There wasn’t fighting. There wasn’t “fuck you” and “I never loved you” and “I’m not going to miss you.”