Mirrored and Reflected Infinitely

Honestly I always been interested in spiritual things and I was deeply into the occult for like all of my adult life. Through that, I learned how the spiritual realm is a very real thing.

Anyway so back in January I was a professional astrologer of 4 yrs feeling spiritually stagnant like I wasn’t learning anything new, felt more and more wrong every time I did drugs all these weird feelings I was having built up into having a mini crisis over looking deeply into the future /learning about the occult ties everything has to everything else in the world (Sidenote I was always a big truther and this majorly started with how hard and intensely I was shipping Harry and Louis from one direction lol) I was for the first time exploring Christian arguments thinkings it was all not my thing but that I should be able to hear it out without faltering on my own New Age/astrology beliefs and thru that I came in contact with people who were examples of what a Christian was that did not fit the stereotype I had in my mind(looking back I think there were influences on me) and things I knew and was learning that were in the Bible/scripture started making sense to me in such a resonant and clear way that I never understood before for myself (which was important to me, to not blindly follow but know in my spirit what is true in a spiritual regard) and since then I have been having major life experiences/changes (synchronicity style if you know what I mean) that just have confirmed to me that it is my path to build my relationship with God from scratch and get to know Him, etc and I never thought I would feel this way but it just started making sense of the rest of my life and all of this has brought back in innocence and humbleness and peace into my spirit.

I would say religiosity implies certain things and I don’t consider myself religious even tho using the Christian label is probably the easiest way for someone to understand my beliefs. I believe in the teachings of Jesus Christ and I have allowed God to come into my life and I am very interested in what the Bible says.