My queen, @gegesbabysister

Happy birthday to my wings, to my sun, and my entire life, whom I love with no reason other than me just choosing to.

oh my meimei 🥺

Gege 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

i keep typing and deleting, typing and deleting…staring at this blog like my feelings for you can be summarized into a simple post. you are…my religion. devotion had no true meaning until you walked into my life. love…seemed like a shallow concept until you looked me in the eyes. today is the day meant for worshipping you, thanking the heavens for your birth…giving you tokens of gratitude that i get to be someone in your life. it’s the best time of the year and the entire month is dedicated to you in my mind. we have big plans for you today, which satoru gleefully detailed excitedly, you know how he gets…it’s beautiful. it feels like a true day of family this way, because you are the missing piece to everything. i love you so much, my love. i can’t wait to celebrate today with you.

my god, april seventh already. it’s the best day of the year! another trip around the sun for my babiest of baby girls, my wifey extraordinaire. my twin flame and the best part of me, i’m so excited about today’s plans!! of course there’s a million gifts to open between me and sugu, and we have a beautiful vacation scheduled so i hope you’re prepared for a long leave from work—which i’ve made sure you get—it’s time to relax and let your husbands take care of you. i wanna worship the goddess of my life, my aries queen! i love you so fuckin much i’m about to explode ugh! my babyyy! come see me as soon as you can :3

oh meine prinzessin…i am so happy today. you are mein world, and i can’t describe exactly ze emotion you cause in me. i am a primal beast and learning to be gentleman all at once. i am so deeply in love wist you i am speechless and stupid trying to explain sings to you in little word bubble here on phone, but you know you are center of universe. you know i was a broken boy who dreamed of being loved, who desired a person to feel belongs to me and i belong to zem. today i have every excuse to spoil you beyond limits. want to set Guinness book record on you today. i love you so fucking much, meine liebling. today is your day.

I wish it were as easy as just being in someone's arms and everything magically being alright. But the hard truth is, it isn't. And maybe, just maybe... the hard truth is I'm tired. How long am I gonna lie to myself and be like, Ena we will fix this. It's alright, I'll fix this.