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SPOILERS FOR TADC EP 9 BELOW!!đ
DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT!! RGRGR
extra barrier for the people who pressed this then thought âoh crap wait that was a mistakeâ
since watching the tadc movie my thoughts on the characters have changed SO. DRASTICALLY. Oh my gOD??
Like okay not for EVEry character but like
Jesus ok my mind is so broken I cried so hard in that godawful theater HAHA
Ragatha hasnât changed much to me still- sheâs still one of my favorites (mommy issues..) and I still feel really bad for her, but the fact that a bunch of the issues and things she did in the circus was explained by the flashbacks w Ribbit were like actually set out infront of me and I could see her characters really fuckin sucked HAHA
Kinger isnât much dif to me except for the fact that HE HAD TWO KIDS??? HA THAT WILL HAUNT ME FOREVER BUT WHATEVER SKGFHKEF
Caine is my absolute fav as is, I wanna draw some of the scenes w the steps and whatnot- he is still my baby but now he is my baby whoâs LEARNING. I love him so dearly and will cry if I see him again (also anytime he shows up on my fyp..)
Pomni isâ still Pomni, except iv grown way fonder of her now? Like- that self sacrificing hero shit was bound to happen but fuck man I was not prepared for how that played out đ.
zooble (who is again one of my favorites, mainly cuz of how like- relatable they are as a whole to me and (ig how I view myself..? Idk) what not- also out of all of the members of the circus their nightmarish worlds feel like the most relatable etc
and as for gangle??? GOOD LORD SHE WAS TOO RELATABLE. I sobbed so fcking bad at her âwhy didnât I cry harderâ or whatever tf that was cuz holy shit thatâs too real, THATS WAY TOO FUCKING REAL WHAT THE HELL
Jax is her abuser and I hate him so much but pity him but hate that I pity him or that I care abt him and also hate that he went through that shit and also hate that he is such an asshole
whatâs funny about everything is that like- 2 days before I watched the movie with @thefavoritechild in theaters, I voiced over it muted (hadnât seen it in a long while) and made him a sexist and misogynistic asshole legit just for a stupid bit about how much of a jerk he is
AND THEN WE WATCHED THE MOVIE AND THAT SHIT HAPPENED WAY TO FCKING FAST????
I psychically recoiled at the abstraction fantasy with gangle, I cried so hard bro oh my god I hate him
The way that the abstraction scene was even set up was so freaking beautiful though dude what the hell
I canât even get started on Ribbit because thatâs a whole other post Iâll need to ramble on if I get the energy for.. but I have a rlly bad headache and who knows if Iâll get around to that
Anyways Iâm sad and cried and will continue to cry and might make art of this later because ts broke me and kaufmo is my fat lovely darling wife and I need him so bad bro.
