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Just imagine the potential of him being a closeted gay kid, projecting onto others, while being friends with Carol. Imagine Carol being the only one who knows he’s gay, because he admitted that he thinks Tommy’s cute. But then he does something that pisses Carol off (I don’t know what, but it’s big), and she ends up asking Tommy out.

Comphet.

Nancy who loved Steve and Jonathan, but was never in love with them. Who always brushed off how she felt about girls as platonic because what else would it be? And it takes her talking with Robin, curious to learn about someone so “different” from herself to realize the way Robin talks about women…is how Nancy felt about Barb. And now about Robin.

He's not disgusted or anything, it's alright, he guesses. He knows what he's doing, makes sure his partner has a good time, but Steve never really felt that exhilaration, the overpowering need and lust his friends kept yapping about.

But maybe that's because people feel things differently, no experience is the same to everyone.

Then, after Vecna is defeated and their lives go back to normal, Steve starts hooking up with men and that's when things change for him.

Because he finally feels the overwhelming lust, the need and it's so, so different from everything he's ever done with a girl; it's so much better, can't even compare, really.

And Steve at last understands that it's not that sex was bland or anything, he had just been having sex with people he wasn't attracted to.