Jun 10
rant
funny how it always comes down to me being sort of an empty person.
I don't really care about where I do my internship, because it's not at my first choice. It doesn't really matter anyways, I can still do the job accordingly, and I think I will (eventually) be motivated enough about my job to like the place, but it's not, like, exciting.
I admire people who are actually motivated enough to fight for a place and try time and time again, and they ask professors and people they know for more options. I don't have that drive in me.
I should care more about this. I only get one internship ever. I am graduating in december for fucks sake, but I can't bring myself to care.
