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The shouts ring out around the apartment, the loudest coming from Esme, the little girl has her hands waving, grinning as she launches herself into Alex and Kellyβs legs.
Alex grins into the celebratory kiss sheβs giving her wife before both women turn to their daughter. Beside them, Brainy is pressing his own kiss to Niaβs cheek, Nia grinning too.
A warm hand on Karaβs bicep distracts her from the cute scenes in front of her and she turns to find warm green eyes watching her.
βHappy New Year,β Lena laughs, a hint of mischief in her eyes as she opens her arms to offer Kara a hug.
Kara easily steps into the embrace, Lena slotting perfectly against her. Her best friend is warm, and Kara canβt help but linger when Lena presses her face into her neck.
Kara canβt wait to do this in a few hours again, when itβs actually midnight.
It had been Lenaβs idea, so Esme could be included, to pretend to let the young girl stay up until βmidnightβ when in reality, itβs only 9pm.
Seeing Esmeβs excitement all evening, it had been a great idea.
Itβs with great reluctance that Kara pulls herself from the hug, but that doesnβt mean she goes far, she couldnβt move away from Lena even if she tried, and itβs not just because Lenaβs hands are now resting on her biceps, but itβs because Lena is smiling so softly at her, eyes crinkled in the corners and Kara doesnβt want to look away.
Sheβs leaning in without even realising it, itβs only when a small body crashes into her legs, breaking her from the moment, that Kara realises she was in fact just a second or two away from kissing her best friend.
βCome on, kiddo, time for bed,β Alex says, shooting Kara a look thatβs part confused, part apologetic for Esmeβs interruption.
The pout Esme gives Alex is one to rival Karaβs, but Alex doesnβt waver and Esme must sense sheβs fighting a losing battle because she lets Alex take her hand and lead her from the room.
Kara watches them go, mostly because sheβs too scared to turn and look at Lena, too scared to look at her best friend who she definitely nearly just kissed when friends should not do that.
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She canβt even blame the alcohol, because sheβs barely had any. Lena had just looked unfairly pretty and she was smiling and Kara had acted without her usual fears getting in the way.
Said fears are back in full force right now, fear sheβll lose Lena if she found out the depth of Karaβs feelings, fear things will change between them when itβs so great right now. Sheβd rather stay friends with Lena forever, even if that means watching her with someone else, than risk losing her.
βKara?β Lenaβs voice is achingly soft, the hand on her arm once again to gain her attention is just as gentle, but Karaβs thankful for the interruption in the form of Esme again too when her niece calls across the apartment, this time after Lena.
βShe wants her favourite Godmother to help her get ready for bed,β Alex says, appearing back in the living room, looking apologetic again. Kara thinks this time, itβs mostly because she feels bad asking Lena for help.
βWhat about her favourite aunt?β Kara asks, pouting when Alex shakes her head.
βLooks like Iβm the favourite,β Lena winks as she walks away and just like that, the last few moments of Kara feeling awkward shifts and things feel normal again.
To be fair to Esme, Lena is her favourite too.
By the time Lena returns, Kara is talking to Nia and Lena takes the empty seat beside them, settling close to Karaβs side and itβs like the almost kiss never happened.
Except for the fact Kara canβt stop thinking about it.
Mostly she canβt stop herself from imagining what it would be like to actually kiss Lena, not just on her hand, not on the top of her head or on her cheek which always seems to end up being too close to the corner of her mouth. She canβt stop herself imagining it would be like to kiss Lena on those red and soft looking lips, lips sheβs definitely thought about more often than any normal friend should.
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Sheβs in the kitchen with Alex, the first time sheβs been alone with her sister since βmidnight,β and itβs nearly midnight for real this time. She hasnβt had anything else to drink since she almost kissed Lena, too afraid that her drunk self might reveal her real feelings, but theyβve eaten snacks and played some games and itβs been a good night.
What she doesnβt need is Alex ruining her good buzz with whatever sheβs about to say, which judging by the look on her face, Kara isnβt going to like.
βYou nearly kissed Lena.β
Itβs not a question.
Kara quickly glances across the room, to make sure theyβre not going to be overheard.
βI did, but itβs fine now,β Kara replies, not even denying it. βLuckily your daughter interrupted, or else things wouldβve gotten pretty awkward.β
Alex frowns. βWhat? I was actually just about to apologise for that, I know how much you want to kiss Lena and Iβm sorry Esme interrupted.β
βI might want to kiss Lena but Lena doesnβt want to kiss me.β
Karaβs pretty sure that Lena noticed she almost kissed her, but it seems the woman is content to just forget about it and move on, like the last time it happened.
Alex laughs. βWhat do you mean, Lena doesnβt want to kiss you? Weβve talked about this, Lena has feelings for you too.β
Kara rolls her eyes. For the past few months, Alex hasnβt stopped pushing the idea that Lena likes her too, which is beyond ridiculous and why she ignores her every time she brings it up.
βTrust me,β Alex continues, undeterred by Karaβs eye roll. βShe likes you, and she wouldβve definitely kissed you back if you hadnβt been interrupted. Sheβs been staring at you all evening, and donβt look now but sheβs staring right now too.β
Kara looks anyway, not trusting Alex but when she turns her head, she meets Lenaβs gaze across the room. Lena gives her a small smile before she turns back to her conversation with Brainy.
βTold you,β Alex smirks, but then she softens, a hand falling to rest on Karaβs arm. βTrust me, thereβs no doubt in my mind that that woman is in love with you too and you should tell her how you feel.β
Kara swallows past the sudden emotion swelling in her chest. βIβll think about it.β
She does, think about it that is, when they return to the living room, Alex with another beer and Kara with more snacks.
Her mind stays on Lena, on the way she shifts over when Kara returns, so thereβs room for her to squeeze on the couch beside her, the way Lenaβs hand falls to Karaβs thigh when sheβs laughing at something Kelly says but then it stays there, warm and steady.
Lena angles her body towards Kara as they talk, leaning into her side, shoots her a small smile when Kara offers her a snack.
Karaβs not sure what Alex is talking about, Lenaβs not acting any different to usual, is acting how she always has around Kara, so she couldnβt possibly return her feelings.
Itβs nearly midnight, the excitement building in the room and when the clock ticks over and itβs 2022, there are more hugs and kisses shared around the room, even if their excitement is quieter this time, in an effort to not wake Esme.
βHappy New Year,β Kara grins, arms wide as Lena steps in close. βFor real this time.β
Lena laughs, the sound brushing the shell of Karaβs ear as Lenaβs arms wrap around her.
Itβs comfortable and familiar and perfect and Kara wouldnβt change this for anything.
βHappy New Year,β Lena says quietly as she pulls away, much sooner than their last hug. But Lena doesnβt pull away properly, instead, she leans back in, stretching up on toes slightly to presses a kiss to Karaβs cheek.
The touch lights Kara on fire, and suddenly this is her favourite New Years ever, surrounded by family and with her best friend in her arms.
Lena lingers, her lips pressed against Karaβs cheek but then even when she pulls away she doesnβt move, lips hovering over Karaβs cheek, so close Kara feels Lenaβs breath wash over her skin.
Kara doesnβt move, frozen, afraid is she does anything, itβll break whatever is happening right now and Lena will step away.
She doesnβt want Lena to move away, she wants her closer.
Lenaβs still pressed up on her toes, so her nose brushes Karaβs when she tilts her head and then green eyes are so close, Kara caught once again in her gaze.
βKaraβ¦β Lena breathes, a question in the words, and Lena must find her answer in Karaβs eyes because Lena tilts forwards, closing the small space left between them.
Kara sucks in a sharp breath when lips press against her own, surprise crashing through her, but that surprise is quickly overtaken by warmth as Lenaβs lips mold against her own and then Kara is kissing back, incapable of doing anything else but leaning into the woman she loves.
The kiss is short, not much more than a press of lips, Kara still in a bit of shock when Lena pulls away.
βHave dinner with me tomorrow night?β Lena asks, hesitant, nervous, like she didnβt just kiss Kara and throw her world upside down.
βDinner?β Kara asks, her brain struggling to process anything right now, especially when all she wants to do is kiss Lena again.
Lena nods. βDinner. A date. You almost kissed me before and I thought-β
βYes!β Kara blurts.
βYes you almost kissed me, or yes to dinner?β
βBoth, I guess,β Kara smiles. βDefinitely yes to a date and yes, I did technically almost kiss you too. I would have, if Esme hadnβt interrupted.β
Lena reaches down, tangles their fingers together. βGood to know,β Lena smirks.Β
βAre you teasing me?β
βNo,β Lena shakes her head. βIβm just happy.β
βMe too,β Kara replies, once again getting caught in those green eyes that sheβs always found so captivating.
βMe, three!β Alex chimes in, Kara almost forgetting they arenβt alone.
Kara shoots her sister a glare but thereβs no heat in it. βHappy New Year to you too.β
Alex laughs, throwing her arms around the couple, getting squashed by her sisterβs hug. βHappy New Year,β she grins, Kara reluctantly dropping Lenaβs hands but itβs for a good cause, to push her sister away.
βIs it morning?β
The small voice across the room grabs all their attention and they turn to find a sleepy Esme, rubbing at her eyes.
βSorry, sweetie, not quiet yet,β Alex says, abandoning teasing them to go and scoop up her daughter, Kelly following.
βWeβre just going toβ¦β Nia trails off, grabbing Brainy by the arm and dragging him into the kitchen.
βTheyβre not subtle, are they?β Lena laughs, a light blush staining her cheeks.
Itβs cute.
Kara smiles. βNot at all.β
Theyβre not completely alone now, but itβs good enough as Kara steps closer to Lena. She reaches up, brushes her hand along Lenaβs jaw, marvels at the way Lena leans into the touch.
Kara tilts forward again, like she had earlier, but this time sheβs fully aware of what sheβs doing as she leans over, and presses her lips to Lenaβs.
She already knows, sheβs never going to get tired of doing that.
Lena sighs into the touch, hands reaching out to tug Kara ever closer by her shirt.
It might not be how Kara saw her New Yearβs going, but this is definitely the best New Yearβs ever and she knows itβs just the start of a really great year.
Lena can hear the giggles from across the apartment as Kara tries to get Esme to brush her teeth, cajoles her into her pyjamaβs, ready for bed. Lenaβs not sure how the little girl still has any energy left, sheβs exhausted after the long day theyβve all had. Sheβs sure that if she closed her eyes right now, warm and comfortable on Karaβs couch, sheβd fall asleep herself.
βI have to say goodnight to my godmother before bed!β
Lena hears the shout before she sees Esme, who runs out of the bedroom, barrelling across the apartment straight towards Lena.
Lenaβs heart swells, Esme grinning as she practically launches herself at Lena, the only thing stopping Lena from being winded by the attack is Lena holding out her arms to catch Esme. Even then, sheβs slightly breathless from the impact.
βGoodnight, my darling,β Lena smiles, arms around the girl as she presses a kiss to the top of her head.
Esme pulls away, tilts her head back to see Lena, who brushes some of Esmeβs wavy hair behind her ear. βGoodnight, aunt Lena,β Esme beams.
Lenaβs not sure how she got so lucky, to have this amazing family in her life.
βCome on, kiddoβ Kara calls, Lena glancing up to see Kara watching them from across the room, a soft smile on her face.
Lenaβs heart swells again.
Kara holds out her hand towards Esme, wiggles her fingers. βLetβs get you to bed.β
Esme pouts, a move Lena knows she learned from one of the Danvers Sisters as she slips out of Lenaβs lap. Esme takes Karaβs hand, Kara shooting Lena one last smile before she leads Esme towards the spare bedroom, a room thatβs going to be Esmeβs for the next week while Alex and Kelly are on their honeymoon.
It doesnβt take long for Kara to return, a tired smile on her face as she flops unceremoniously onto the couch beside Lena.
βItβs going to be a busy week with her, isnβt it?β Kara says, though Lena knows Kara doesnβt mind one bit, that she loves having her niece to stay.
βIβm afraid it might be.β
Kara sinks further into the couch. βIβm exhausted.β
βSo am I.β Lena reaches out, lays her hand over one of Karaβs. They havenβt had time to talk since the wedding, with helping to pack everything up and then the whirlwind that is Esme, but sheβs been worried since she spoke to Kara earlier, clearly she hadnβt been okay. βHow are you doing, after today?β
Kara frowns. βAfter my sister getting married?β
Lena squeezes her hand. βNo, you were questioning whether you should stop hiding who you are. I havenβt seen you wearing your glasses since.β
Lena loves that she gets to see Kara like this, as truly herself, no glasses, hair down, on her couch wearing sweats and a t-shirt looking completely comfortable with who she is.
βIβm good,β Kara smiles.
βYeah?β
βYeah, I am, thank you. I think itβs time I finally show the world who I am. No more lying, I donβt want to hide anymore.β
βYou donβt have to.β Lena tangles their fingers together. βAnd Iβll be here for you, every step of the way.β
This time itβs Kara that squeezes their joined hands. βI know, thank you,β Kara repeats.
Lena stifles a yawn with her other hand, feeling comfortable and warm with Karaβs hand in hers and the knowledge that her friend is okay when sheβd been upset earlier. βI think it might be time for bed.β
βWait, I...thereβs something else I want to talk to you about first.β Kara lifts her hand, clearly nervous as she goes to shift glasses that arenβt there and ends up running her fingers from loose hair.
βAre you okay?β Lena asks, nerves clear in bright blue eyes now.
Kara swallows as she nods, but Lena doesnβt believe her this time. βAre you sure?β
βI love you,β Kara says, unprompted but far from the first time theyβve shared the sentiment.
βI love you, too,β Lena smiles, even if the meaning behind her words is slightly different than Karaβs. Theyβd talked about their friendship this afternoon, and Kara is her best friend, but itβs never been just friendship to her, even through it all, thereβs been something different lingering beneath the surface, a feeling that Lena knows is more than the friendship they always talk about, to her at least.
βI know.β Kara pulls her legs up onto the couch, twists until sheβs facing Lena, her legs tucked beneath her. She reaches for Lenaβs other hand, pulls them both into her lap. βBut thatβs not what Iβm trying to say. Iβm done hiding, all of me, and a part of that, is the fact that Iβm in love with you.β Lena gasps, but Karaβs not done. βIβve been waiting, hiding, wondering if I should ever tell you or keep that a secret too. But secrets only destroy things, and I donβt want this one to destroy us.
βI donβt want to lose you either, and I know if I wait too long, Iβll always regret not telling you. I just want to be completely myself, and I, Kara Zor-El, am completely in love with you.β
βKara...β Lena breathes, as tears make her vision blurry.
βHey, donβt cry,β Kara says, dropping one of Lenaβs hands to wipe a tear that spills down Lenaβs cheek.
βWhen the love of my life has just told me she loves me too, I think Iβm allowed to cry,β Lena says with a wet laugh as she wipes at her own face. Karaβs just said something that sheβd never thought sheβd hear, so forgive her for getting a little emotional. She always thought she was destined to be that person whoβs hopelessly in love with her best friend, watching from a distance when Kara eventually found someone she wanted to be with too.
Turns out sheβs the one Kara wants to be with.
The thought does nothing to stem her tears, it only makes them worse.
Lena can see tears in Karaβs eyes now too.
βYou really love me?β Kara asks, as Lena lifts her own hand to Karaβs cheek, brushing the tears away that hit her thumb. Lenaβs touch lingers, Karaβs cheek warm and soft under her palm.
βSo much,β Lena breathes.
Kara tilts her head, and then the soft skin of Karaβs cheek is replaced by the soft skin of her lips as Kara presses a kiss to Lenaβs palm.
Lena shudders at the contact, her whole body heating at the gesture. This is more than she ever thought sheβd get.
Kara tilts forward, her forehead falling to rest against hers and suddenly Lena canβt breathe, all she can smell is Karaβs shampoo, all she can feel is Kara against her and warm breath washing over her face.
βAre you okay? Your heart is beating really fast.β
Lena huffs out a breath. βIβm really good.β
Kara tilts away, but only a little, so she can look at Lena. Lenaβs met with blue eyes and a soft smile and she feels herself falling a little bit more in love, which Lena didnβt think was even possible.
βIβm really good too. Like so good,β Kara beams, the move drawing Lenaβs attention down, to soft lips, free of the lipstick Kara had been wearing earlier.
When Karaβs tongue darts out to wet pink lips, Lena knows sheβs a goner.
They meet in the middle, like this was always going to happen, like theyβd always been heading in this direction even if neither of them had known it before now.
Karaβs mouth is warm against her, the touch light, like sheβs almost scared to kiss her properly. Lena scared too, scared this is a dream, scared sheβll wake up and Kara will be gone. But in all the times sheβd imagined kissing Kara, it has never felt this good.
Kara hums as she pulls away, Lena almost chasing the contact, but she doesnβt, she wants to open her eyes and see Karaβs reaction, to make sure Kara really wants this as much as she does.
Kara looks dazed when Lena opens her eyes, before a blinding grin spreads across her face.
βYou have no idea how long Iβve wanted to do that.β
Lena lets out a relieved laugh. βI think I might.β
Kara tilts forward, but not to kiss Lena again, her forehead falling to rest against Lenaβs once more. Her nose brushes Lenaβs. βI think this is my favourite day ever.β
Lena thinks she might cry again. She presses another quick kiss to Karaβs mouth. βMine too.β
βYouβre staying the night tonight, right?β
Lean shifts backwards, tilts a suggestive eyebrow up.
βNot for that!β Kara splutters. βI just, I mean, I want you to, I-β
βRelax, darling,β Lena laughs. βIβm only joking, we can take things slow.β She squeezes Karaβs hand. βAnd of course, Iβm going to stay.β
Kara lets out a breath, slight pout on her face, cheeks red. βThat was mean.β
βIβm sorry,β Lena says, ducking forward again to kiss Kara, this time on the cheek.
The look on Karaβs face now says sheβs forgiven. βIf I can get Nia and Brainy to babysit tomorrow night, will you have dinner with me?β
βAre you asking me out on a date?β Lena asks, despite how the rest of the night has gone, her heart still speeds up at the thought.
βYes, I want to do this right.β
Lena lifts their joined hands, presses a kiss to the back on Karaβs. Sheβs never going to tire of being able to kiss her now. βDinner sounds perfect.β Lena stands, tugs Kara up with her. βCome on, we should get to bed, Iβm sure Esme will be up early tomorrow.β
βSheβs already excited about going to the zoo tomorrow so Iβm sure she will be.β
They get ready for bed side by side, like most nights recently. And when they slip into bed, Kara tugs her close, just like usual too.
Lena thinks that maybe she shouldβve seen this coming, because this isnβt something friends usually do.
Not that it matters now, because their feelings are out in the open, and sheβs lying in bed with the woman she wants to spend the rest of her life with.
She didnβt try to catch the bouquet today (partly because she knew Nia wanted it) but mostly because she never thought sheβd get married, never thought she could have a life with the woman she loves, but now, even though they literally got together like half an hour ago, she canβt help but wonder if sheβll one day have what Alex and Kelly got today, if one day theyβll have their own little girl asleep down the hallway as they lie in bed together.
Itβs a silly thought but itβs one Lena wants with every fibre of her being.
Kara presses a kiss to the side of her head. βGoodnight.β
Lena smiles, her heart skipping in her chest as she snuggle closer to Kara. βGoodnight.β
(Lena gets woken the next morning by a little voice at the end of the bed, asking if she can have pancakes for breakfast. She doesnβt even care about the early hour, because sheβs wrapped in Karaβs arms, who presses a kiss to her forehead before she disentangles their bodies, intent on making breakfast for her favourite niece.
They take Esme to the zoo together, Karaβs hand warm in hers the whole day as they tell Esme all about the different animals.
Alex and Kelly guess that theyβre together about five minutes after they get home, which is half Esmeβs fault and half Kara and Lenaβs fault because they canβt stay away from each other.
Not that they ever could, but this time itβs different, this time when Kara pulls Lena into her lap at games night, Lena doesnβt need to pretend that sheβs not completely in love with her best friend, this time she can just kiss Kara in response).
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After watching the last of their friend group get marriedβleaving the two of them as the only remaining single friendsβKara and Lena decided to make a pact. Right there at Brainy and Niaβs wedding reception, they agreed that if they were both still single when they hit 35, theyβd just marry each other.
It felt like a joke at the time, as they laughed while they shook on it. After all, five years is quite a long time, and any number of things could happen.
Exceptβ¦ suddenly neither of them attempted to date anymore. When their friends tried to set them up on dates, both women politely declined. So frequently, in fact, that the friend group just stopped trying. Instead, they just found themselves perpetually becoming each otherβs βplus-oneβsβ.
Hell, as the self-proclaimed singles of the group, they even started spending so much time together that it didnβt make sense for them to return to separate apartments at the end of each evening. So they moved in together.
Of course, the pact wasnβt mentioned again after that first night. Not in the whole five years leading up to Karaβs 35th. But the weight of it was certainly felt between them. And as Lenaβs birthday slowly approached, the tension and heavy looks only grew.
The night before, Lena and Kara sit together on their loveseat, watching a movie with Lenaβs legs thrown over Karaβs lap as Indian takeout containers lay strewn across the coffee table. Lena can feel the way Kara keeps glancing at her from the corner of her eye.
And once the movie ends, she clears her throat, drawing Lenaβs attention. βSo,β Kara starts, refusing to make eye contact. βThirty-five.β
Lena just hums in agreement, waiting to see if this will lead to what sheβs hoping.
βBig year,β Kara adds, still staring intently at anything that isnβt Lena.
βIs it?β
Karaβs eyes snap to Lena, and she nods. βIt is.β
Their gazes hold in the weighted manner that has become all too familiar over the past few months. The silence is heavy when Kara finally breaks it. βHavenβt seen you date anyone in a while.β
Lena just hums again, before joking, βWell you know me, perpetually single.β She sincerely hopes her smile doesnβt look as strained as it feels. She almost leaves at that, butβ¦ βYouβre not seeing anyone. Are you?β
Kara chuckles and shifts awkwardly, distracting herself by massaging the brunetteβs calves still draped across her. βWeβve lived together for 3 years, Lena,β she states, and yes, Lena can tell theyβre talking about the same unspoken thing. βI think youβd be the first to know if I was.β
Lena gulps, and swallows down her fear. Fortune favors the bold, and Karaβs made a step. Now itβs her turn.
βWell then,β she starts, running her fingers through her hair with a shaky laugh. βMaybe you should start preparing that proposal. Iβm not getting any younger, you know.β
There.
Itβs out there. No more unspoken words.
Except now neither of them are speaking. Just. Just staring. And Lena can feel her breath catching in her chest with every breath.
Maybe she shouldβ
A shuffling sound grabs both their attentions, and shit. They leap from the couch trying to catch the great white behemoth that is their dog Krypto as he sprints down the hall with a mouth full of stolen takeout containers.
The moment was, of course, ruined, and Lena almost thinks the whole topic was forgotten, truly just a joke between a couple of friends never to be discussed again. She had hoped that maybeβ¦
Ah, well.
The next evening, sheβs opening gifts from her friends in Alex and Kellyβs kitchen, and an excited Esme scurries around the space, taking pictures with Jamesβ old camera. Lenaβs made her way through a small pile of gifts, and her cheeks ache from smiling so much.
Kara hands over her gift last, and Lenaβs brows furrow at the small box wrapped in delicate gift paper. When Lena opens it to see a simple but elegant ring alongside a hand-crafted metal bracelet covered in kryptonian etchings, her jaw drops.
βAreβ¦ are you joking?β she asks, her voice holding a hint of breathy trembling as her eyes well up.
Karaβs feet shuffle a little, but her equally-watery gaze never waivers. And her tone holds every ounce of sincerity when she say, βI was never really joking.β
βSoβ¦ you really want toβ¦β Lena trails off, unable to actually say it as longing and fear war in her chest.
βIf you want to, then yeah. Definitely.β
And oh, Lena knows that the situation is a little unusual, but honestly, when has their friendshipβtheirβ¦ relationshipβever been usual? In the tense set of Karaβs shoulders and the hopeful sparkle in her eyes, she can see every ounce of bravery this is taking Kara to cross the line theyβve been toeing for nearly a decade.
A stupid line, really. One that Lena wants to obliterate.
She snaps the box shut before Kelly and Alex can get a peek over her shoulder at what has the pair so serious, and flings herself at Kara. She wraps her arms around her neck and finally, finally, presses her lips to Karaβs.
(The photo Esme captures of the momentβwhich includes Alexβs wide-eyed look of shock and Niaβs fist pumpβends up framed and displayed at the wedding)
Kara never expected that, between the two of them, Lena would be the messy one. Sheβs been to Lenaβs office at L-Corp and her old uptown penthouse many times, and both were always impeccably decorated and clean to a fault.
But once they officially move in together, she starts to notice little things. Haphazard piles of books beside the coffee table and Lenaβs bedside. Folders and papers scattered across the desk in their home office. Make-up and skin products crowded around her side of the sink.
It confuses Kara at first until she remembers Lenaβs personal research lab at L-Corp and how sheβd thought something exploded within it the first time she visited because of all the chaos. Lena seemed to immediately know where every tool and part she needed were, though. The brief glances she got of Lenaβs old closet told a similar tale. Shoes. Just so many shoes everywhere. But it never took Lena longer than a couple seconds to find exactly what she was looking for, before closing the clutter back behind the door and leaving only an immaculately tidy bedroom in sight.
And really, what it comes down to, Kara realizes, is that those spaces never felt like Lenaβs. She never truly lived within them, only performed. Her office, her apartment, they were sanitized for appearanceβs sake, to the point of impersonality.
But here, surrounded by Lenaβs clutter, Kara understands that Lena doesnβt feel the need to hide from her. Not in their home. That those glimpse she was shown before, into her lab, into her closet, into her life, those were just the start. Instead of hiding from Kara, Lena chooses to hide with her. In their shared space, she shuts out the world, so she can just be, trusting that there wonβt be any judgement.
And Kara feels immensely warmed by such trust.
Still, when she trips over a stack of Lenaβs book and academic journals for the eighth time in a week, she thinks maybe they should at least invest in a couple more book cases.
Every so often, Lena and Kara talk about those months they spent apart, heartbroken and angry. Never in an argument, never in rage.... always in the quiet moments where the world seems to quiet around them.
This time, it's late in Kara's apartment. Movie night, though the screen has long gone dark, netflix timed out and asleep. Neither of them makes any move to abandon the couch for the bed-- which they share frequently now, sleepovers more common than they aren't. For now, they simply sit, curled on the couch with Lena's head on Kara's shoulder and Kara's fingers combing through the ends of Lena's hair.
The air is still and silent, utterly peaceful. And in this safety of their renewed comfort with each other, Lena speaks softly.
"I thought I would have to re-learn how to love you again," she says quietly.
Kara doesn't respond; she can sense that Lena isn't finished, is still collecting her thoughts. She simply waits, giving Lena time to continue.
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