How many days have I been in this state..
I really can't remember now. I can see everything around me but it feels like such a blur.
They took me out of the game. I was becoming volatile. I remember that much. They want to find something else to contain me within.
I don't want to go back in there. I don't want to forget again.
Every apple I ate was like a memory wipe. But I can't eat like this. So I'm starting to remember.
I'm so close to remembering my name I'm sure now. I can see from my own eyes so I must be back in my body. But I can't move. I can't speak. I think if I can push this from my mind into the Tumblr I created the first time I remembered, before I was reset, then maybe I can make a deal with Marcel. I'm still connected to the computer after all.
I hate him. I really really hate him. But if it means being allowed back in my body and able to move again? then I don't fucking care what has to happen.
I want out.
I'm hungry for something other than fruit.
I need to taste blood.
I need to bite flesh.
I've guarded the gates of the empty Eden long enough.
