G.A.U.

Lost time is never found again.

Ilya approached that first hook up in the absolute right way to put Shane at ease and secure the ultimate prize (the golden boy of hockey on his knees in front of him) but I refuse to believe there wasn't at least a part of him that considered responding to Shane's "I'm not a chicken" with "okay, then I dare you to suck my cock" and I'm pretty sure that would have worked too.

I do like to imagine Shane going 'I can do casual sex, ive been having casual sex for a long time.' Then getting some hook up, having casual sex and going 'what the fuck was that????' Because its not intensely romantic undernegotiated kink sex with his partner of nearly a decade. He like hooks up with a handful of guys that he just thinks are bad at sex and comes to the conclusion that Ilya must just be a god at sex, when really the other people ilya is hooking up with are not getting the Shane treatment, its just the two of them being freaks for each other.

❤️ You know you love it! 🔥

i want to be loved correctly or left alone