Katheryn Sheena

I know love has always been sink or swim so I won’t say it’s over just as it begins.

Never assume the obvious is true.

I remember this happening to me at a certain overnight where and when two friends gave me their “hearts” during a symbolic feedbacking sesh for reasons I only keep in my memories. 

Somebody once told me I was annoying, and it literally broke my heart. Because it felt like I was giving too much of myself to people who didn’t want it. It felt like I was forcing myself to be in a place where I wasn’t wanted. That was the starting point, and it never stopped. My heart just keeps on breaking. Because I still feel unwanted. I still feel like I’m not enough. I still feel like I’m annoying the hell out of everyone. And it still hurts the same way it did the first time - like I’d somehow rather die.