hope

trips and falls and i just dont get up after

im not dead or anything i just dont feel like getting up

unfortunately i can’t respond to your text because it stressed me out for no reason and now it’s been too long so i’m just gonna ignore it

starting tomorrow i will be super normal fun kind sexy and functioning

When you finally realize that someone’s behavior has more to do with their internal struggle than it ever did with you, you learn grace. You also naturally learn detachment as well.

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.

Take my advice, I don’t use it

is that simple task bothering you queen

i don't understand how i am supposed to live with this profound sadness. to be honest

im full of love but im full of rage but im full of love

sorry for acting batshit crazy I was feeling a little unwanted

is anyone else feeling stuck and waiting for something that will never come in order to start living or is it just me?