COWBOY JOE

I know a lot of people say that they don’t have friends when they actually do but I actually really don’t and am lonely all the time. You think your phone is dry? I get 0 (zero) texts/snaps/dms I’m going on week 3 of not having any social interaction whatsoever. My high score is 6 months lmao. I haven’t met anyone else that has this problem yet, but i assume there are PLENTY of people who are/have. It sucks so much and I feel like i serve no purpose in this world. I have this small little light of hope that maybe some day I’ll find a friend that won’t hurt me or use me but everyday I give up on that hope. I really need to find some inspiration to keep believing but I can’t. and it’s hard. Why am I even ranting on tumblr? Who knows. I guess I have no where else to turn and am hoping something can come out of this but it won’t. This post is soo out of blue but idk something told me to post my feelings here so, here I am I guess.

Hi I just wanna say sorry if you get a bunch of notifs from me saying that I liked your posts LMAOO I go through what people post before I follow and end up getting in too deep and forget that I’m on someone’s page lmao sorry 🤠