인피니티 ♥

[ ✉️ –> Yeollie <3 ] I’m always thinking of you baby~[ ✉️ –> Yeollie <3 ] I miss you so much too… stop practicing and come cuddle with me

If someone would have told Sungyeol he’d be walking hand in hand through the city streets with a boy some day, he would’ve laughed at them - hard, let alone the boy in question would be his very best friend. It seems surreal and to be honest he wonders if he’s dreaming. Myungsoo’s hand feels warm in his own, making him smile softly and squeezes it. After those confessions Sungyeol couldn’t stop thinking about it. About Myungsoo’s feelings and about his own. And the more he thought about it the more it felt.. right? Myungsoo and Sungyeol go a while back and ever since they’ve met they hit off, being closer to Myungsoo than he ever was with anyone. Their friendship was carefree, simple and precious. Sungyeol would do anything for Myungsoo to keep him safe and happy, so thinking about him in a different way than just a friend became more and more a pleasant thought - it even became a desire. So walking next to the cute boy who turns his whole world upside down he laughs at his words, squeezing his hands once more before nodding. “I don’t really like them, but I’ll survive~ for you” he cheekily says, bumping his hips against Myungsoo’s to make him turn to face him again. “Only if you come with me after the movie. I have a little surprise” he blushes, rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand. “Wait.. don’t I make you feel fuzzy on the inside?” and cutely pouts, his eyes show fake hurt as he swings their intertwined hands back and forth.

Sungyeol smiles wide as he notices Seulgi trying to hide her blush and joins him in his rant about certain actors and dramas. “Jongsuk hits me right in the feels everytime” he blushes, glad Myungsoo isn’t around. “He always seems to have to much chemistry with the other actors, it’s amazing how he does it. And yes, very handsome.” The last words are barely audible, but he’s sure Seulgi caught them. At her last comment he smiles even wider. “That’s why we’re such good friends~” and chuckles, nudging the girl lightly as he doesn’t want her to spill any drink on herself. “We should definitely have a marathon some day, when we have a day - maybe two - off. Although I don’t see that happening anytime soon..” Slightly pouting he takes a sip of his drink. Sometimes he wishes he could just take a day off, like other people do with normal jobs. But then again, this is the path he has chosen and it’s the path where his heart lies - wanting nothing more than being able to dance and sing on stage. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t have other needs and craves for those things every now and then. “Im Joo Hwan!” he suddenly blurts out, almost choking on his coffee. “I love him too! I haven’t seen that much of this man but god, what a killer smile” and he hides his face into his hands. “Whoa, sorry about that” he almost giggles awkwardly. “Don’t know where that came from.” He’s glad his mind is distracted and he’s able to relax a bit, as he knows he’ll soon have to go back to practice again.

When Myungsoo walks up to him and he feels the boy’s arms around his waist he blushes even more, his face feeling hot and his breath hitching. The touch of the boy’s lips linger on his for a mere seconds, Sungyeol enjoying the tingling and he cutely smiles. At Myungsoo’s comment however he widens his eyes and his face becomes red instantly, not particularly ready for this kind of jokes - though he knows the shorter one means no harm. Squeezing his hand back Sungyeol smiles. “You look really handsome too Myung” he softly says, barely audible. Sungyeol is excited for their first date - ever since that one night he’s been wondering about his feelings and it frustrates him he can’t place them. They are definitely different than the feelings he has towards Seulgi or Bang, or his other friends but he’s not quit sure if this is what they call ‘being in love.’ He’s grateful too that Myungsoo gives him time and space and wants to help him, though the boy will obviously have some advances if Sungyeol happens to be in love indeed. Chuckling softly at that thought Sungyeol looks at Myungsoo, his eyes twinkling as he can’t wait for them to be alone, outside the Galaxy building. However, the tall choding man can’t help but be anxious too. It’s not every day people see two males walking hand in hand, going on a date. It’s not common for two guys to date and even though some people don’t even care about this matter anymore, there are still lots of people who do care and will judge them for who they are. It saddens him that the thought of people happy and in love with the same gender is so bad. They are the same people as everyone else - human beings with emotions and feelings, who cares what makes them happy? Sighing sadly Sungyeol quickly shakes that awful thought off and focuses on Myungsoo again. “So~ what movie Myung? Horror?” he jokes, nudging the short one to let him know he’s just teasing. He likes how things between them didn’t get that awkward. Sungyeol obviously has some difficulties from time to time, like with Myungsoo’s joke earlier, but besides that Sungyeol doesn’t feel weird or awkward around his.. best friend? Boyfriend? Okay, and maybe he’s not too used to that ‘label’ either - but he has the feeling he’ll be more than fine.

He plops down next to Seulgi, taking the drink from her so he can take a sip before it’s cold. At first Sungyeol frowns at Seulgi’s question, but he quickly chuckles as he thinks about it. “Ya! We watch after practice, when we should get some rest~ You know how lazy I can be. I just drag Myung down into laziness with me~” a blush spreads across his cheeks. “I have heard of it yes, never seen it! Hmm~ Sounds good” he laughs whole-heartedly, pulling his legs underneath him and slightly turning his body to look at Seulgi, who’s blushing at the mention of Kim Woo Bin and Kang Ha Neul. “Isn’t it with Park Shin Hye too? I love here” Sungyeol suddenly realizes and gasps. “I love her and Lee Jong Suk in Pinocchio” he sighs and smiles contently. At least he’s more relaxed now, having a distraction. “You know who I love too? Kang So Ra. I loved her in Dream High 2 and It’s okay that’s love” he continues to ramble on. Talk about dramas and you’ll be stuck listening for hours to Sungyeol gushing about actors and about dramas and their plots. Clearing his throat he blushes shyly. “I’m sorry.”

Sungyeol, in his mind a complete chaos of thoughts, softly smiles as he hears Myungsoo’s question if he wants to go on a date with him. To be honest, Sungyeol just went for that kiss, he noticed how Myungsoo had looked at it, but he also was just curious to how it feels. The tall boy had his crushes during high school and he also dated a few times, but he found it wasn’t for him. At least, that’s what he thought back then. Here he is 5 years later, kissing his best friend. And because he was curious what it’d be like he’s nervous. Nervous because it doesn’t feel weird, it actually feels quite good, much to Sungyeol’s surprise. His mind can’t be more of a chaos than it is right now, so he’ll give himself time to get things straight - to figure it out - and he’s sure Myungsoo will give him that time as well. So maybe to help the process of figuring things out, of figuring his feelings out Sungyeol slowly nods his head. He’s not old-fashioned, getting into a relationship doesn’t necessarily need to begin with dating but in their case - in Sungyeol’s case - it might be for the better. But he chuckles at Myungsoo’s greed, pulling him for another kiss, trying to memorize what it feels like. He slowly moves his lips against Myungoo’s, his hand still caressing the other’s cheek and he shyly smiles into the kiss. Just when he wants to deepen the kiss, the streetlights outside turn on and in their room too, the lights turn off - startling Sungyeol. Blushing madly he lets himself drop next to Myungsoo, tugging the sheets up to his nose so he can hide his red face. One of the things that made Sungyeol a bit more confident about trying and figuring out how he feels about Myungsoo was that the latter couldn’t see his face properly, because if he had Sungyeol’s sure he was way too shy to even initiate their first kiss. Closing his eyes - all the thinking makes his head tired - Sungyeol makes himself comfortable before turning to the side, fluttering his eyes open to look at Myungsoo now his cheeks are a lot less red than they were before. “Yes, I really want to do this. And a date with you sounds good” he smiles lazily. “Maybe that’ll help me too, figuring out what it is what I am feeling right now.” The tiredness taking over his body and mind make that the last few words were barely a mumble, as the tall, confused boy slowly falls asleep.

Sungyeol listens careful to Myungsoo’s words, letting them sink in and put them all together to come to a conclusion. He feels like that about Myungsoo - if he was ever going to lose him, Sungyeol will lose himself too. Myungsoo is part of him and he believes he is part of Myungsoo. Myungsoo and Sungyeol go way back, but Sungyeol can’t recall a moment they have been as vulnerable as they are now. Of course Sungyeol still doesn’t know what these feelings are, he has never thought about Myungsoo in that way, but.. he feels good. Those feelings feel good and he wants to give it try, Their friendship is strong enough to survive this - they wish nothing but the best for each other so.. Sungyeol lifts his head up, trying to meet Myungsoo’s eyes so he can look at him. He wants Myungsoo to understand how he feels about what he just dropped on him. That this roller coaster of emotions is a good thing, but that he needs time to get used to it as well. “Thinking about you being gone makes me extremely sad” Sungyeol softly says, cupping Myungsoo’s face with his right hand. “You are a part of me, you can’t leave. You’re my best friend.” By now he’s mumbling, not too sure about the best friend part. What does he want? Sungyeol closes his eyes, trying to recall as much memories he can, trying to remember what he feels when thinking about those memories - all the laughs they shared, all the tears they shed together, being bad boys and skipping school. Maybe he has always felt like this about the other boy, but he just needed a little push to think about it and realize it. The butterflies in his stomach don’t lie and the urge to smile neither. “Let’s do this” he says, before leaning in and pressing his lips against Myungsoo’s - they have been poking his eyes for the longest time and now he’s finally able to taste them.

Sungyeol laughs at the younger one’s giggling, loving the sound of it. He instinctively squeezes Myungsoo’s hand a bit when he intertwines their fingers. Looking down at Myungsoo he gets lost in his eyes - well, as much as his eyes let him see, as it is still dark - and cutely smiles. It still doesn’t make any sense to him. Every single logic reason misses here. Sungyeol’s antsy for skinship and here he is with his best friend, sitting on his lap and their hands intertwined. Never once did he ever question their skinship, but why didn’t he? Maybe he should’ve questioned it so he wouldn’t be like this right now. He’s utterly confused and with every word Myungsoo says he’s getting more and more confused, though a warm feeling in his stomach can’t be missed either. What is this? What is going on? And did he just seriously say that he likes him more than a friend? Wow. Sungyeol feels a bit awkward right now, so he can imagine how awkward the boy underneath him must feel. Again lost at words he feels sorry for the handsome boy - he wants to answer him, explain him how he feels. But he isn’t too sure about that himself. But he doesn’t want to leave either - he wants to be with Myungsoo, for a long time. Laying down he lets his head rest on Myungsoo’s chest, fidgeting with his shirt before he finally can form some words. “I don’t want to leave..” he whispers, his breath hitching. “But I- How do you know Myung?” Because all of these feelings and thoughts are new to him he doesn’t know where to place them. What are they? Happiness, admiration, maybe even love? He doesn’t know.