Gako

tal vez no lo sepan pero soy QSMPera desde la cuna y ahora no suelto al purpleglasses ni con la fuerza gravitatoria de un agujero negro

HOT TAKE I think it's interesting to go in chronological order. also because as much as its possible its out of order, the way irl lukey tends to storytell doesn't line up with that imo– all the out-of-order stuff was from Hope, and cc!lukey is far more play-by-play. (not saying those interpretations are wrong, just imo)

the realm > I mean, we all agree on this. this is where !lukey was made. I like to think before everything, lukey wasn't really a player in the same way– more of an NPC, or a mob (think villager– his village got attacked by pillagers). but once the realm ends, tr!lukey suddenly becomes !lukey, and is forced to search for another home

house heir > arguably the hardest to place on the timeline, but I say arguably because I'd argue its pretty clearly right after the realm. reasoning? this is the only time we see !lukey clearly distressed about not being on the realm. I don't think its a stretch to say his character on house heir was all masking and repression– because hh!lukey was extremely unserious, in a way no other !lukey variant has been. and to see that, at the end, he breaks down, because he thinks its a simulation? if that doesn't read as coping, idk what does. like. this is the only time we see !lukey want to go back to the realm. so I'd argue its directly after (maybe followed Bad?). for stages of grief, I'd call this denial. 2.5. he leaves house heir pretty abruptly, but is given a wayfinder stone, and seems to imply he teleported away someplace– arguably, the null, after he seemed so nervous about getting there. this begins our short period of bargaining.

bannerfall > this is the shortest by far, but also the most arguable. here we know only a few things: !lukey is with tubbo, has a ticket to the null (possibly one regained), and isn't too fussed about getting home. this is interesting, and I interpert it as lukey having gone back to the null with the wayfinder stone from house heir, meeting tubbo in the null (since we knew he became a keeper), and following him to bannerfall (supported by the fact that this is the same irl time as lukey visiting the realm public, aka what the private realm turned into). its also semi-implied that where Freddy is is some corner of the null????? so. I think tubbo with his newfound keeper powers used it for that shit

cobblemon > ohhhh cobblemon cobblemon. in my timeline, this makes sense, since lukey got into cobblemon through tubbo– after bannerfall, where they were last seen together. here, we see a more settled version of !lukey, who seems to be coming to terms with the fact the realm is gone... except for all the bloodthirst. yeah, we've definitely gone to anger. cobblemon!lukey (wants to be) a contract killer, or bodyguard, or something strong. here we get the return of my all-time favorite !lukey character trait: self-worth issues! yeah, he does spend all of cobblemon searching for some sort of home and generally feeling alienated. this is a !lukey that both wants to move on from the realm and find a new place to be, and is also desperate for any sense of home. fitting he's the only one to try and stop the apocolypse– he thought he had more time here.

the flight > OHHH THE FLIGHT MY BELOVED. if you're thinking "wait what about such and such smp!?", dw, I'll get to that later. as for the flight... its the closest !lukey's gotten to a new home, ever since the realm ended. here we finally see him both accepting that the realm existed, and that it's gone... and finally allow himself to make new connections (LAVENDERLOSS LAVENDERLOSS LA-) psst– bonus SMPs and final thoughts under the cut!

He has no one now. He lost everyone. He just asked Multi yesterday if he can try and bring back Juan. He lost that chance now and he lost Multi too.

PUTTING THIS BACK ON EVERYONES RADAR BECAUSE I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AGAIN

LUKEY PULLING HIM FORWARD AND PANGI STEPPING FORWARD !!!??

(well its cropped but trust me he DID step forward)

I WIN!!! read if you havent its a rlly cute fic :D

Im so fucking gay I love men and im a male!!!