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OneĀ thingĀ BobĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ beenĀ knownĀ forĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā wasĀ beingĀ quickĀ toĀ laughĀ aboutĀ somethingĀ heĀ foundĀ funny.Ā Ā HisĀ timingĀ wasn'tĀ alwaysĀ theĀ bestĀ ,Ā āāĀ butĀ heĀ wasn'tĀ generallyĀ aĀ maliciousĀ person.Ā Ā MostĀ ofĀ theĀ timeĀ ,Ā heĀ wasn'tĀ proneĀ toĀ violenceĀ unlessĀ heĀ wasĀ eitherĀ Ā PUSHEDĀ Ā toĀ itĀ ,Ā orĀ protectingĀ someoneĀ heĀ caredĀ about.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā ifĀ youĀ excusedĀ theĀ timesĀ whenĀ hisĀ violentĀ actionsĀ wereĀ substanceĀ fueled.Ā )Ā Ā BobĀ didn'tĀ likeĀ fightingĀ ,Ā heĀ neverĀ had.Ā Ā HeĀ alsoĀ didn'tĀ likeĀ hurtingĀ people.
ItĀ justĀ seemedĀ alwaysĀ happenĀ noĀ matterĀ whatĀ heĀ tried.
HerĀ jokeĀ aboutĀ majoringĀ inĀ anarchyĀ didĀ wellĀ toĀ helpĀ makeĀ BobĀ moreĀ secure.Ā Ā Ā Ā ThisĀ wasĀ farĀ fromĀ hisĀ firstĀ rodeoĀ withĀ therapistsĀ butĀ itĀ wasn'tĀ alwaysĀ easy.Ā Ā HeĀ didĀ howeverĀ ,Ā respondĀ aĀ littleĀ moreĀ ,Ā āāĀ theĀ moreĀ theyĀ exchangedĀ informationĀ aboutĀ oneĀ another.Ā Ā Ā Ā EstablishingĀ someĀ trustĀ beforeĀ divingĀ intoĀ theĀ uncomfortableĀ stuff.Ā Ā SomethingĀ heĀ hadn'tĀ hadĀ tooĀ muchĀ privilegeĀ toĀ haveĀ inĀ hisĀ journeyĀ ofĀ mentalĀ recovery.Ā Ā GailĀ wasĀ reallyĀ Ā SOMETHINGĀ DIFFERENT.
BobĀ noddedĀ whenĀ itĀ clickedĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā thatĀ AnyaĀ andĀ JamieĀ mustĀ haveĀ beenĀ theĀ connectingĀ pieceĀ toĀ thatĀ family.Ā Ā AĀ lookĀ ofĀ realizationĀ inĀ hisĀ eyesĀ asĀ heĀ raisedĀ aĀ handĀ toĀ pointĀ inĀ herĀ directionĀ toĀ emphasizeĀ hisĀ understanding.Ā Ā Ā āĀ AnyaĀ andĀ JamieĀ ā¦Ā Right?Ā āĀ Ā Ā OfĀ courseĀ heĀ knewĀ heĀ wasĀ right.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā evenĀ withĀ theĀ familyĀ resemblanceĀ asideĀ theyĀ wereĀ nearĀ imagesĀ ofĀ theirĀ dad.Ā )Ā Ā GoodĀ peopleĀ ,Ā evenĀ thoughĀ heĀ couldĀ tellĀ theyĀ hadĀ theirĀ ownĀ setĀ ofĀ baggageĀ theyĀ carriedĀ aroundĀ ā¦Ā FAMILYĀ TRADITIONĀ Ā heĀ supposed.
āĀ ExplainsĀ whyĀ heĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ youĀ whenĀ itĀ cameĀ t'howĀ toĀ dealĀ withĀ me.Ā āĀ Ā EyesĀ squintedĀ shutĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā browsĀ creasingĀ togetherĀ inĀ frustrationĀ ofĀ theĀ negativity.Ā Ā āĀ SoĀ thisĀ isĀ farĀ fromĀ yourĀ firstĀ rodeoĀ tooĀ then.Ā Ā Can'tĀ imagineĀ AnyaĀ wasĀ aĀ freshĀ outĀ ofĀ medicalĀ schoolĀ case.Ā āĀ Ā HeĀ didn'tĀ knowĀ muchĀ aboutĀ her.Ā Ā SheĀ keptĀ moreĀ ofĀ aĀ privateĀ lifeĀ thanĀ anyoneĀ elseĀ onĀ theĀ team.Ā Ā NoĀ doubtĀ thereĀ wereĀ Ā GOODĀ REASONSĀ Ā asĀ toĀ why.
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Gail had entered her field of study with the full knowledge that she would be losing her fair share of SLEEP, and that it would be for a MULTITUDE of reasons. From the early-on intensity of the schooling that she had been through in order to get her license...to the absolutely BRUTAL REALITY of the lives that people lived when then were forced to act against their own self-interest. Such a cruel fate could befall anyone at any time, to varying degrees.
Nodding her head softly in confirmation to the first names of the Barnes Twins, Gail took a deep breath as she carefully considered the WORDING that she was going to use. Both for the sake of doctor-patient confidentiality...and because of the slightly different nature of Bob's circumstances. She wanted to focus on making sure that he didn't feel as though he was ALONE in how he was feeling. That there WAS hope to be found for a real future, regardless of the past.
She pressed the final button for the checkout and turned the tracking on for their order so that she could ensure some poor DOORDASH employee didn't have to be greeted with security measures. Or Alexei.
"Actually," she corrected him with a small smile tugging at her lips as she tucked her phone away so that she could more visibly give him her attention, "other than the...super aspects of Anya's past, her condition fell right into my specialty; FORCED COMBATANTS."
Adjusting her weight on her feet slightly and the folder in her arms with the same casual movement, she gave him an empathetic and knowing glance.
"It's a pretty vast spectrum, actually. I've known cases as domestic as parents using their children against one another...and I've known some as extraordinary as Anya's, Jamie's, Bucky's...and YOURS." There was a small tightness in her throat that she had long since learned to live with, even if the weight carried in her chest somewhat.
"You've got some biological enhancements, but at your core, you're a HUMAN BEING. Bucky asked for me because he knows that you deserve a chance to live your life as your own, and to get to know YOURSELF better. He knows you're worth knowin', Bob." Her smile brightened some.
"ALL OF YOU...is worth knowing."
BobĀ wasn'tĀ withoutĀ hisĀ ownĀ facetsĀ thatĀ madeĀ himĀ uniqueĀ andĀ valuable.Ā Ā AfterĀ allĀ āāĀ itĀ hadĀ beenĀ becauseĀ ofĀ himĀ thatĀ theyĀ wereĀ ableĀ toĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ theĀ elevatorĀ shaft.Ā Ā HoweverĀ Ā abstractĀ Ā thatĀ helpĀ mightĀ haveĀ seemedĀ atĀ theĀ timeĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā itĀ hadĀ beenĀ crucialĀ helpĀ thatĀ gotĀ themĀ furtherĀ along.Ā Ā Bob'sĀ anxietyĀ andĀ depressionĀ likedĀ toĀ attackĀ theĀ easiestĀ spotsĀ ofĀ hisĀ personĀ toĀ dashĀ theĀ confidenceĀ heĀ had.Ā Ā SoĀ muchĀ ofĀ Bob'sĀ lifeĀ hadĀ beenĀ spentĀ alone.Ā Ā AwayĀ fromĀ hisĀ familyĀ whoĀ Ā Ā didn'tĀ wantĀ him.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā eventuallyĀ heĀ becameĀ soĀ desperateĀ forĀ interactionĀ thatĀ heĀ madeĀ dueĀ withĀ theĀ darkĀ thoughts.Ā )Ā Ā ContradictoryĀ thoughtsĀ simplyĀ didn'tĀ makeĀ senseĀ mostĀ ofĀ theĀ time.Ā Ā Ā Ā SomethingĀ thatĀ wouldĀ hopefullyĀ improveĀ withĀ theseĀ veryĀ interactions.
ItĀ wasĀ clearĀ thatĀ sheĀ wasĀ differentĀ fromĀ mostĀ ofĀ theĀ therapistsĀ heĀ hadĀ inĀ hisĀ lifetime.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā mostĀ ofĀ themĀ simplyĀ growingĀ tiredĀ ofĀ himĀ andĀ cuttingĀ tiesĀ beforeĀ anyĀ progressĀ couldĀ beĀ made.Ā )Ā Ā āāĀ AddingĀ anotherĀ chinkĀ inĀ theĀ wallsĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā inĀ orderĀ toĀ buildĀ upĀ newĀ onesĀ ofĀ solitude.Ā Ā BobĀ couldĀ beĀ inĀ aĀ roomĀ fullĀ ofĀ peopleĀ ,Ā andĀ stillĀ findĀ himselfĀ feelingĀ Ā incrediblyĀ alone.Ā Ā ButĀ inĀ momentsĀ likeĀ thisĀ ,Ā whenĀ heĀ couldĀ focusĀ onĀ somethingĀ aboutĀ someoneĀ elseĀ ,Ā thatĀ wasĀ actuallyĀ oftenĀ timesĀ whenĀ heĀ wouldĀ offerĀ littleĀ bitsĀ ofĀ himselfĀ forĀ peopleĀ toĀ see.Ā Ā UnderlinedĀ withĀ theĀ presentationĀ ofĀ wantingĀ toĀ knowĀ moreĀ aboutĀ them.
āĀ SoundsĀ wild!Ā Ā OneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ everyĀ night?Ā āĀ Ā ThatĀ lastĀ partĀ wasĀ spokenĀ outĀ inĀ slightĀ disbelief.Ā Ā NotĀ inĀ anyĀ wayĀ toĀ shameĀ herĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā whichĀ hadĀ becomeĀ hisĀ initialĀ worryĀ explainingĀ hisĀ wideĀ eyesĀ andĀ franticĀ headĀ shake.Ā Ā āĀ IĀ meanĀ ,Ā how'dĀ youĀ doĀ it?Ā Ā IĀ probablyĀ would'veĀ pukedĀ beforeĀ gettingĀ toĀ theĀ end.Ā āĀ Ā NotĀ trueĀ ,Ā BobĀ could'veĀ putĀ thatĀ backĀ ifĀ heĀ wantedĀ to.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā foodĀ hadĀ beenĀ aĀ longĀ timeĀ passionĀ forĀ him.Ā somethingĀ nobodyĀ inĀ hisĀ familyĀ managedĀ toĀ ruin.Ā )Ā Ā StillĀ ,Ā itĀ didĀ nothingĀ shortĀ ofĀ impressingĀ him.Ā Ā EvidentĀ inĀ theĀ Ā genuineĀ smileĀ Ā heĀ offeredĀ atĀ herĀ story.
AsĀ itĀ turnedĀ outĀ ,Ā BobĀ likedĀ hearingĀ aboutĀ otherĀ people'sĀ livesĀ asĀ muchĀ asĀ heĀ could.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā mostlyĀ becauseĀ itĀ alwaysĀ seemedĀ moreĀ interestingĀ toĀ himĀ thanĀ hisĀ ownĀ life.Ā )Ā Ā orĀ atĀ theĀ veryĀ leastĀ notĀ nearlyĀ asĀ nightmarishĀ andĀ cringeĀ worthy.Ā Ā HisĀ lifeĀ didn'tĀ haveĀ storiesĀ likeĀ orderingĀ burgersĀ inĀ aĀ collegeĀ townĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā itĀ wasĀ tooĀ fullĀ ofĀ peopleĀ walkingĀ outĀ theĀ doorĀ orĀ ratherĀ pushingĀ himĀ outĀ ofĀ it.Ā Ā EventuallyĀ ,Ā heĀ foundĀ himselfĀ fascinatedĀ withĀ hearingĀ theĀ storiesĀ otherĀ peopleĀ hadĀ aboutĀ theirĀ lives.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā likeĀ takingĀ aĀ relaxingĀ viewĀ intoĀ someone'sĀ lifeĀ toĀ seeĀ whatĀ itĀ mightĀ beĀ like.Ā )Ā Ā tooĀ afraidĀ toĀ joinĀ inĀ forĀ theĀ fearĀ ofĀ somehowĀ Ā ruiningĀ it.
āĀ You'reĀ soundsĀ aĀ lotĀ moreĀ EatĀ PrayĀ LoveĀ thanĀ mineĀ ,Ā soĀ itĀ wasn'tĀ anĀ awfulĀ experience.Ā āĀ Ā Ā BobĀ shruggedĀ hisĀ shoulders.Ā Ā āĀ SoĀ uhĀ ,Ā howĀ d'youĀ knowĀ Bucky?Ā Ā DoubtĀ heĀ wasĀ aĀ collegeĀ buddy?Ā Ā Doesn'tĀ seemĀ theĀ collegeĀ type.Ā āĀ Ā AnĀ obviousĀ jokeĀ ,Ā consideringĀ theĀ historyĀ andĀ reputationĀ heĀ hadĀ amassedĀ forĀ himself.Ā Ā TheĀ oneĀ thatĀ saidĀ ,Ā Ā Ā heĀ didn'tĀ takeĀ kindlyĀ toĀ structureĀ andĀ rules.
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No matter how severe the mental illness that a patient was suffering with, she never saw anything good come of those people being approached as though they were FERAL ANIMALS. During her studies, she had seen her fair share of instances that made her question how some so-called PROFESSIONALS managed to keep their licenses.
Rather than taking that DAMAGING approach, she had always found that being genuine with the people that she was treating, more often than not, begun to feel comfortable enough to slowly begin allowing their own true selves to come through. Bringing down emotional walls with a wrecking ball wasn't the approach that produced results. Taking a hammer and chisel would make it all far more painless, and it would make recovery feel a little more NATURAL.
Bob's smile was contagious, and Gail was grateful to see it after the brief flash of panic that she'd seen in the man's eyes. She wasn't remotely bothered by his remark, even before his explanation, but she didn't stop him from explaining nonetheless. In return, she was able to be graced with his sense of humor. It was nice. It was GOOD-NATURED.
"Mm, no, not an old college buddy," the doctor confirmed, "pretty sure ya can't major in ANARCHY. No uh," she huffed a laugh, "no, I know Bucky because his children are patients of mine. Have been for a good while, now."

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BobĀ keptĀ aĀ generousĀ ,Ā butĀ healthyĀ distanceĀ fromĀ Gail.Ā Ā ThereĀ wasn'tĀ theĀ gutĀ instinctĀ toĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ thereĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā butĀ aĀ vettingĀ periodĀ stillĀ feltĀ neededĀ givenĀ ā¦Ā wellĀ everythingĀ thatĀ hadĀ happened.Ā Ā PartĀ ofĀ himĀ feltĀ badĀ aboutĀ itĀ ,Ā Ā āāĀ Ā butĀ heĀ couldn'tĀ reallyĀ blameĀ himselfĀ givenĀ theĀ trackĀ recordĀ ofĀ meetingĀ peopleĀ whoĀ claimedĀ toĀ haveĀ goodĀ intentions.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā upĀ untilĀ meetingĀ theĀ teamĀ itĀ seemedĀ thatĀ anyoneĀ whoĀ offeredĀ helpĀ justĀ wantedĀ somethingĀ fromĀ him.Ā )Ā Ā HeĀ couldĀ trustĀ BuckyĀ thoughĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā andĀ BuckyĀ hadĀ saidĀ sheĀ wasĀ goodĀ people.Ā Ā ItĀ wasĀ theĀ veryĀ thingĀ keepingĀ fromĀ fromĀ tryingĀ toĀ makeĀ moreĀ spaceĀ betweenĀ theĀ twoĀ ofĀ them.
HeĀ couldn'tĀ helpĀ butĀ perkĀ upĀ aĀ littleĀ moreĀ atĀ theĀ Ā gleefulĀ responseĀ Ā theĀ suggestionĀ gotĀ ,Ā butĀ notĀ veryĀ noticeableĀ evenĀ still.Ā Ā Ā Ā BobĀ foundĀ himselfĀ scoffingĀ whenĀ sheĀ saidĀ heĀ hadĀ greatĀ taste.Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā shakingĀ hisĀ headĀ passivelyĀ toĀ brushĀ itĀ offĀ ofĀ himself.Ā )Ā Ā Ā āNahĀ ,Ā wouldn'tĀ haveĀ knownĀ aboutĀ itĀ withoutĀ WalkerĀ suggesting.āĀ Ā HeĀ passedĀ offĀ creditĀ toĀ othersĀ easilyĀ ,Ā Ā āāĀ Ā andĀ liberallyĀ Ā muchĀ ofĀ theĀ time.Ā Ā Ā Ā HeĀ hadĀ learnedĀ toĀ goĀ withoutĀ thingsĀ likeĀ praiseĀ earlyĀ onĀ inĀ life.Ā Ā InĀ factĀ ,Ā beforeĀ heĀ wasĀ evenĀ aĀ youngĀ manĀ ,Ā flatteryĀ hadĀ beenĀ somethingĀ thatĀ madeĀ himĀ uncomfortable.
āSoĀ reallyĀ theĀ creditĀ ofĀ goodĀ tasteĀ shouldĀ gooĀ toĀ him.āĀ Ā HeĀ gesturedĀ offĀ toĀ theĀ sideĀ lazilyĀ forĀ emphasis.Ā Ā Ā Ā ThoughĀ heĀ didĀ startĀ toĀ takeĀ aĀ fewĀ stepsĀ furtherĀ intoĀ theĀ roomĀ ,Ā āāĀ toĀ attemptĀ toĀ meetĀ herĀ moreĀ inĀ theĀ middle.Ā Ā āI'mĀ moreĀ ofĀ theĀ followĀ otherĀ people'sĀ tasteĀ t'getĀ byĀ kindĀ ofĀ guy.ā
ItĀ wasĀ obviouslyĀ aĀ rockyĀ startĀ onĀ theĀ roadĀ toĀ recover.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā atĀ leastĀ itĀ wasĀ toĀ theĀ loudĀ criticĀ inĀ bob'sĀ mind.Ā )Ā Ā āWh-WhatĀ uhĀ ,Ā whatĀ toppingsĀ areĀ yourĀ toppingsĀ ofĀ choice?Ā Ā CollegeĀ townsĀ alwaysĀ haveĀ theĀ bestĀ burgers.ā
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"Havin' good taste isn't a matter of who discovered it first, it's just knowing a good thing when ya see it. Besides, I'm sure Mr. Walker had to be told about it as well, and so on, and so on...all the way back to th' guy that FOUNDED IT." Gail smiled knowingly and continued on with the order.
Diminishing one's own achievements and positive qualities was, at its core, a defense mechanism. After a person was told so many times by the people in their life that were supposed to care for them, that they weren't anything EXCEPTIONAL, or worse yet, that they WEREN'T GOOD ENOUGH, it left a lasting impression that internalized and festered. From what Bucky had told her about his physicality, he was, for all intents and purposes, A GOD-LIKE BEING. It was more complicated than that, of course, and even more so with Bob's alters having varying opinions and powers of their own...but the structure of his DNA was seemingly flawless.
Yet he was still very capable of believing that he genuinely WASN'T ENOUGH. That spoke volumes to Gail as to why she was grateful to be there to talk with him. Mental illness didn't care if you were a standard civilian or an enhanced super-being; it hit all the same.
There were options to put ingredients on the side, and she did LOVE a custom burger. As she was procuring their lunch, Bob even took the initiative to ask her something about herself. Gail's smile brightened somewhat both at the courteousness and at the nostalgia as she thought back to her time in college. It only took her a couple of moments to recall the order that she had recited for years, night after night.
"Th' BEAST that I used t' order was called JUICY-LUCY BURGER with Cajun fries and a chocolate milkshake. This thing was MASSIVE, I can't believe I didn't have a heart attack at 23." Gail scoffed at herself, rolling her eyes playfully.
"I'm talkin' four patties, on four slices of American cheese, onion, pickle, Roma tomato, and mixed greens, topped with mayo, mustard and ketchup. Then I'd take the fries and I'd put some of them on the burger too. People looked at me like I was a MONSTER, it was fantastic." She sighed wistfully before seemingly catching herself in a bunny trail.
"Sorry, you didn't ask for my autobiography," she shook her head a little. "At any rate, I got the fixings on the side, so we can BUILD-A-BURGER."
HeĀ knewĀ thatĀ therapyĀ wasĀ simplyĀ aĀ thingĀ thatĀ wasĀ goingĀ toĀ happenĀ forĀ him.Ā Ā TheĀ onlyĀ concernĀ heĀ hadĀ everĀ broughtĀ upĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā beingĀ thatĀ heĀ worriedĀ itĀ wouldn'tĀ workĀ forĀ him.Ā Ā ThatĀ maybeĀ heĀ wasĀ Ā Ā tooĀ brokenĀ Ā Ā forĀ therapy.Ā Ā EveryĀ timeĀ heĀ hadĀ madeĀ aĀ commentĀ aboutĀ itĀ thoughĀ ,Ā thatĀ thoughtĀ processĀ wasĀ quicklyĀ putĀ toĀ restĀ byĀ anyĀ meansĀ theĀ teamĀ needed.Ā Ā ThisĀ wasĀ moreĀ thanĀ BobĀ gettingĀ hisĀ SentryĀ powersĀ back.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā thisĀ wasĀ aboutĀ makingĀ sureĀ bobĀ wasĀ goingĀ toĀ beĀ okay.Ā )Ā Ā SomethingĀ BobĀ hadn'tĀ evenĀ experienceĀ withĀ hisĀ family.
TheĀ onlyĀ timesĀ theyĀ everĀ caredĀ aboutĀ himĀ gettingĀ helpĀ ,Ā wasĀ whenĀ heĀ wasĀ causingĀ themĀ problems.
ThatĀ wasn'tĀ whatĀ wasĀ happeningĀ though.Ā Ā AĀ factĀ thatĀ BobĀ wasĀ Ā Ā THANKFULLYĀ Ā Ā awareĀ of.Ā Ā DespiteĀ theĀ fearsĀ heĀ hadĀ surroundingĀ whatĀ heĀ hadĀ doneĀ toĀ theĀ peopleĀ ofĀ NewĀ YorkĀ ,Ā toĀ hisĀ friendsĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā thereĀ wasĀ aĀ partĀ ofĀ himĀ thatĀ enjoyedĀ howĀ strongĀ heĀ wasĀ forĀ aĀ change.Ā Ā ItĀ createdĀ anĀ impossibleĀ stormĀ ofĀ bothĀ longingĀ toĀ controlĀ thatĀ powerĀ ,Ā asĀ wellĀ asĀ aĀ realĀ fearĀ ofĀ everĀ gettingĀ closeĀ toĀ thatĀ pointĀ everĀ again.
ItĀ couldn'tĀ Ā Ā POSSIBLYĀ Ā Ā beĀ worthĀ it.Ā Ā Right?
ForĀ nowĀ thoughĀ ,Ā heĀ couldĀ lookĀ forwardĀ toĀ theĀ ideaĀ ofĀ lunch.Ā Ā Ā Ā EvidentĀ inĀ theĀ wayĀ heĀ perkedĀ upĀ whenĀ sheĀ askedĀ whatĀ heĀ likedĀ toĀ eat.Ā Ā BeforeĀ comingĀ hereĀ ,Ā foodĀ wasĀ whatĀ heĀ couldĀ find.Ā Ā WhatĀ heĀ couldĀ affordĀ ,Ā Ā Ā whatĀ heĀ couldĀ liftĀ beforeĀ bailingĀ toĀ goĀ catchĀ upĀ withĀ hisĀ friends.Ā Ā LuckilyĀ forĀ himĀ ,Ā heĀ hadĀ beenĀ respondingĀ positivelyĀ toĀ theĀ influxĀ ofĀ foodĀ available.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā andĀ theĀ niceĀ budgetĀ theyĀ hadĀ toĀ keepĀ theĀ fridgesĀ stockedĀ fullĀ allĀ theĀ time.Ā )
āĀ YeahĀ ,Ā lunchĀ soundsĀ good.Ā āĀ Ā VolumeĀ inĀ hisĀ voiceĀ raisedĀ aĀ littleĀ bit.Ā Ā Ā Ā NotĀ asĀ mumblyĀ asĀ itĀ hadĀ beenĀ beforeĀ asĀ well.Ā Ā BobĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ preferredĀ toĀ goĀ withĀ theĀ flow.Ā Ā Ā Ā FindingĀ thatĀ itĀ helpedĀ limitĀ theĀ chancesĀ ofĀ negativeĀ reactionĀ forĀ hisĀ behavior.Ā Ā OrĀ atĀ leastĀ thatĀ wasĀ howĀ hisĀ parentsĀ hadĀ putĀ it.Ā Ā HeĀ didĀ haveĀ anĀ ideaĀ ,Ā forĀ aĀ placeĀ theyĀ couldĀ orderĀ from.Ā Ā ButĀ thereĀ wasĀ stillĀ anĀ obviousĀ hintĀ ofĀ hesitationĀ inĀ hisĀ voice.Ā Ā LikeĀ sheĀ mightĀ thinkĀ itĀ wasĀ aĀ stupidĀ ideaĀ andĀ leave.Ā Ā BracedĀ andĀ preparingĀ forĀ such.Ā Ā āĀ WalkerĀ showedĀ meĀ ShakeĀ Shack.Ā Ā YaĀ everĀ hadĀ itĀ āĀ Ā AsĀ heĀ spokeĀ ,Ā comfortĀ ofĀ theĀ roomĀ theyĀ stoodĀ inĀ groundedĀ him.Ā Ā Ā Ā BuildingĀ hisĀ confidenceĀ enoughĀ toĀ offerĀ hisĀ opinionĀ moreĀ freely.Ā Ā āĀ PrettyĀ tastyĀ ,Ā theĀ burgersĀ areĀ myĀ favorite.Ā ā
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It was commonplace to find that patients were NERVOUS about their first meeting with any mental health professional, and Bob was no exception to that rule. On any given day, there were a number of things that would weigh heavily on Gail's heart and mind, but when she was meeting with her patients, she gave them the best of everything that she had. Gail's OWN THERAPIST told her that she was a little bit of a workaholic...and she was CORRECT.
Just as Bob did though, the Doctor wanted to be better, so that she could help as many people possible within the time that she had on planet earth. A longing for a sense of PURPOSE was a facet of an almost shared human consciousness across the board. THE HUMAN CONDITION had always been a deep fascination that Gail had throughout her life in one way or another, and the more she sought to know people and their genuine selves, the better she understood, and the more that she could contribute in the way of research.
Hearing some of the nervousness lifting away from his voice, and moreover just being able to hear his voice better in general, the doctor felt a warmth in her chest. There was still visible anxiety in Bob's body language, but he was PERCEPTIVE, and that was what really mattered.
"Ooh..." there was a glint of joy and excitement in her eyes as she admired his choice, "I LOVE that place. It's been too long since I got it." She casually pulled her phone out and begun to look for the needed app to order the food from the restaurant. With the same hand that was holding the phone, she gestured to him with her index finger softly.
"Ya got great taste, Bob," she spoke with a casual but sincere fondness in her tone, "I like th' way you think." She nodded a few times with pursed lips as she made a good amount of selections. "Hand t' God, I wouldn't have gotten through grad school if I didn't have a burger joint down the road from my campus."
HeĀ hadĀ aĀ feelingĀ thatĀ BuckyĀ wasĀ gonnaĀ tryĀ andĀ findĀ someoneĀ forĀ himĀ toĀ talkĀ to.Ā Ā Ā Ā He'dĀ beenĀ askingĀ questionsĀ thatĀ seemedĀ likeĀ heĀ wasĀ shopping.Ā Ā BobĀ hadĀ beenĀ throughĀ thisĀ songĀ andĀ danceĀ before.Ā Ā TheĀ wholeĀ lookingĀ forĀ aĀ therapist.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā heĀ mightĀ notĀ haveĀ beenĀ goodĀ atĀ showingĀ itĀ yetĀ ā¦Ā butĀ heĀ wasĀ enthusiasticĀ toĀ makeĀ progress.Ā )Ā Ā HeĀ wasĀ alsoĀ nervousĀ though.Ā Ā UnderstandableĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā givenĀ theĀ damageĀ heĀ hadĀ doneĀ notĀ allĀ thatĀ longĀ ago.Ā Ā WeeksĀ wereĀ turningĀ intoĀ monthsĀ quicklyĀ though.
BuckyĀ wasĀ right.Ā Ā HeĀ neededĀ toĀ talkĀ toĀ someone.
BobĀ knewĀ sheĀ wasĀ coming.Ā Ā Ā Ā BuckyĀ wasĀ goodĀ enoughĀ toĀ giveĀ himĀ aĀ headsĀ up.Ā Ā HeĀ alsoĀ didĀ hisĀ bestĀ toĀ makeĀ sureĀ BobĀ didn'tĀ stressĀ outĀ aboutĀ itĀ tooĀ much.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā fatĀ chance.Ā Ā stressingĀ aboutĀ stuffĀ wasĀ whatĀ heĀ wasĀ bestĀ at.Ā )Ā Ā HeĀ focusedĀ thatĀ nervousĀ energyĀ onĀ makingĀ sureĀ theĀ towerĀ wasĀ cleanĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā asĀ wellĀ asĀ cleaningĀ upĀ withĀ aĀ showerĀ andĀ somethingĀ relativelyĀ niceĀ butĀ stillĀ casual.Ā Ā HeĀ stillĀ didn'tĀ haveĀ aĀ wholeĀ lotĀ peopleĀ didn'tĀ giveĀ himĀ ,Ā butĀ heĀ wasĀ alsoĀ notĀ gettingĀ outĀ much.
GailĀ wasĀ ā¦Ā Nice.Ā Ā HeĀ hadĀ aĀ therapistĀ likeĀ herĀ forĀ aĀ littleĀ whileĀ wasĀ aĀ kid.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (Ā theĀ comparisonĀ prettyĀ obviousĀ fromĀ herĀ mannerĀ ofĀ speaking.Ā )Ā Ā HeĀ gaveĀ aĀ smallĀ smileĀ ,Ā Ā Ā Ā followedĀ byĀ anĀ equallyĀ asĀ smallĀ waveĀ inĀ greeting.Ā Ā HeĀ wasn'tĀ satisfiedĀ withĀ thatĀ though.Ā Ā HeĀ scrunchedĀ hisĀ noseĀ atĀ theĀ ideaĀ ofĀ Mr.Ā Reynolds.Ā Ā ShakingĀ hisĀ headĀ withĀ someĀ annoyanceĀ ,Ā Ā Ā butĀ obviouslyĀ notĀ atĀ her.Ā Ā āMr.Ā ReynoldsĀ isĀ whatĀ myĀ dadĀ wentĀ by.Ā Ā NahĀ ,Ā B-Bob'sĀ justĀ fine.āĀ Ā HeĀ offeredĀ thatĀ smallĀ smileĀ again.Ā Ā ThisĀ oneĀ justĀ aĀ littleĀ bitĀ biggerĀ thanĀ theĀ lastĀ time.Ā Ā Ā Ā TheĀ offerĀ toĀ talkĀ landsĀ onĀ hisĀ earsĀ inĀ aĀ familiarĀ way.Ā Ā ShouldersĀ losingĀ theirĀ tensionĀ slightlyĀ asĀ heĀ shrugged.Ā Ā SheĀ wasĀ aĀ friendĀ ofĀ Bucky's.Ā Ā SheĀ couldn'tĀ beĀ Ā thatĀ bad.
āYeahĀ ,Ā yeahĀ sure.āĀ Ā AttentionĀ flickedĀ downĀ toĀ theĀ sizeableĀ file.Ā Ā NotingĀ inĀ particularĀ howĀ bigĀ itĀ was.Ā Ā Ā Ā ButĀ heĀ didĀ hisĀ bestĀ toĀ notĀ beĀ bothered.Ā Ā BobĀ gesturedĀ toĀ itĀ withĀ oneĀ handĀ weakly.Ā Ā āPrettyĀ bigĀ file.Ā Ā MineĀ ,Ā I'mĀ guessing?ā
Seeing the reaction to even the suggestion of calling Bob by formalities, she nodded in soft understanding with an empathetic smile. Yelena hadn't spoken IN DEPTH, not feeling that it was her story to tell, but she had told Gail about the sort off family that Bob had grown up in.
While there had been a thought to have their first time meeting being over a video call, Gail had ultimately decided to comply with that request were it asked for, but she wouldn't try to INSIST upon it. Really, she would always prefer being able to sit across from her patients as she spoke to them. There were small gestures, subtle expressions which allowed for a glimpse into the inner workings of people, whether brief or otherwise. She hadn't become a doctor so that she could sit back complacently and check boxes off on forms before writing a few prescriptions and calling it a day.
When she entered her field, it had been done in an effort to make a legitimate DIFFERENCE in the world. It was no coincidence that she had chosen to specialize in BIO, MILITARY, and PERSONALITY PSYCHOLOGY. Her most narrow focus was on those individuals that had been used as child soldiers.
Bob was NO CHILD, though. He'd been made into a weapon a little later in his life, much like Bucky had, and there was a difference, when age was considered, in the scars that such treatment left on a person. Not worse or better, just DIFFERENT. Gail, she was the kind of psychologist that observed all facets that she could of a patient.
That reflected in the FILE that she was carrying.
The laugh that fell from her lips was a little SHEEPISH after mass of the folder was pointed out, and the doctor looked down briefly before bringing her glance back to him.
"Well, yes, this IS your file, and it IS pretty big..." she lead with, offering a small tilt of her head as she held up the item in question for emphasis, "but that's partially because of my own refusal to omit details that I find to be important. It takes a little longer to assess, of course, but it lets me better understand and help my patients. I figure, if I'm able to take note of something, I should, right?"
She looked out to the surrounding area. One thing that she and Bucky had agreed on immediately had been that the first meeting should be in the tower, for BOB'S COMFORT, more than anything.
"Tell ya what," there was a small lilt in her voice, "I could go for some lunch. What sort of food do you like, Bob? My treat." The offer was a sincere one. "I always find it's nicer to talk over a meal."
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"Bob...?" The therapist had taken measured steps as casually as she could, having been informed by Bucky of just some of the facets of this man. Gail offered him a smile when their eyes met. "Or do you prefer Mr. Reynolds?"
There was a green folder in her arms that was RATHER SIZABLE, as it held the research that she'd been able to get her hands on, by means of asking these NEW AVENGERS about their friend and housemate.
Gail allowed a distance of about ten feet between them still, baring in mind that she was a stranger to him. "My name is Dr. Gail Shabat. Bucky thought that you and I might get on well, and I'd like that to be the case as well. Do you think we could have a chat?"
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā VeryĀ fewĀ peopleĀ hadĀ saidĀ thatĀ &Ā hadĀ notĀ beenĀ metĀ withĀ aĀ huff.Ā Ā WhenĀ itĀ cameĀ toĀ GailĀ thoughĀ ,Ā justĀ aboutĀ everythingĀ thatĀ cameĀ outĀ ofĀ herĀ mouthĀ ,Ā wasĀ takenĀ toĀ heartĀ byĀ theĀ child.Ā Ā ItĀ hadn'tĀ alwaysĀ beenĀ thatĀ wayĀ ,Ā GailĀ hadĀ herĀ ownĀ fairĀ shareĀ ofĀ Anya'sĀ DIFFICULTĀ NATUREĀ sheĀ couldĀ haveĀ atĀ times.Ā Ā ButĀ sheĀ neverĀ failedĀ toĀ getĀ rightĀ backĀ upĀ wheneverĀ seĀ wasĀ metĀ withĀ oppositionĀ fromĀ theĀ child.Ā Ā AnyaĀ hadĀ gottenĀ incrediblyĀ luckyĀ whenĀ itĀ cameĀ toĀ findingĀ aĀ therapistĀ likeĀ Gail.
ITĀ WASN'TĀ EVERYĀ DAYĀ YOUĀ MANAGEDĀ TOĀ FINDĀ AĀ THERAPISTĀ WHOĀ COULDĀ COUNCILĀ SOMEONEĀ LITERALLYĀ FUSEDĀ WITHĀ AĀ SPACEĀ STONE.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā NoneĀ ofĀ thatĀ hadĀ beenĀ enoughĀ toĀ stopĀ herĀ fromĀ continuingĀ herĀ effortsĀ toĀ HELPĀ ANYA.Ā Ā GiveĀ herĀ aĀ realĀ chanceĀ toĀ moveĀ forwardĀ inĀ lifeĀ afterĀ everythingĀ sheĀ hadĀ beenĀ through.Ā Ā WhichĀ evenĀ forĀ mostĀ adultsĀ ,Ā hadĀ beenĀ farĀ tooĀ much.Ā Ā ItĀ wasĀ thisĀ persistenceĀ toĀ getĀ throughĀ toĀ theĀ childĀ ,Ā thatĀ AnyaĀ leanedĀ onĀ inĀ orderĀ toĀ processĀ whatĀ hadĀ beenĀ said.Ā Ā WhileĀ sheĀ WANTEDĀ toĀ helpĀ ,Ā sheĀ wasĀ beginningĀ toĀ seeĀ howĀ herĀ beingĀ thereĀ wasĀ likelyĀ goingĀ toĀ onlyĀ resultĀ inĀ theĀ othersĀ beingĀ DISTRACTED.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ IĀ worry.Ā āĀ Ā SheĀ admittedĀ finallyĀ ,Ā eyesĀ castĀ acrossĀ theĀ roomĀ whileĀ sheĀ continuedĀ toĀ processĀ herĀ feelings.Ā Ā āĀ IfĀ IĀ can'tĀ seeĀ themĀ ,Ā IĀ can'tĀ helpĀ them.Ā Ā ThenĀ IĀ justĀ worryĀ ā¦Ā SomethingĀ willĀ goĀ wrong.Ā ā
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Gail knew since she was a teenager that she wanted to become a THERAPIST. After she had taken that route in her life and started going to college for psychology, she had come to see a clearer picture of her calling. Especially after reading some particular case studies that involved CHILD SOLDIERS. So many kids that were never given a chance to feel love, only VIOLENCE. Rarely had those stories had a happy ending...
Gail wanted to help people have the opportunity to REWRITE THEIR STORY. And taking on ANASTASIA WINNIFRED BARNES as a patient had been fueled by that motivation, amongst many other reasons. The therapist had been relieved and ecstatic to have connected to well with the child from the beginning, and since their first session, she had done all that she could to be there for them.
COSMIC CUBE, TESSERACT, SPACE STONE...
Those words meant little to her. At the end of the day, Anya was a CHILD. They were a PERSON. Gail showed them the respect that they deserved, and spoke to her as an equal.
"It makes a lot of sense, that you worry," came her assurance as she smiled at them, "that's the thing about loving people; at some point, you WILL worry about them. The best way that I've found to combat that worry, is to try to focus more on how much I TRUST the people I love. How much FAITH I have that they'll make it home alright, and how the proof is that they've come home every time so far."

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"Honey, there's not a doubt in my mind that you can do EITHER of those things." Gail moved to place her hands upon Anya's shoulders and looked to the child with only compassion and concern for them.
"Right now though, the best way you can help, is by steering clear of the fight."
WithĀ theĀ woundĀ asĀ takenĀ careĀ ofĀ asĀ itĀ wasĀ šššššĀ āššĀ āššĀ ,Ā Ā theĀ nextĀ taskĀ theyĀ neededĀ toĀ setĀ theirĀ mindĀ toĀ hadĀ beenĀ gettingĀ someĀ Ā šµš¾š¾š³.Ā ItĀ wasĀ likelyĀ theĀ reasonĀ whyĀ sheĀ hadn'tĀ heardĀ theĀ womanĀ approaching.Ā OrĀ moreĀ accuratelyĀ ,Ā Ā hadn'tĀ Ā ššššššššššāāšššāāššššššššššš.Ā ItĀ wasn'tĀ thatĀ herĀ hearingĀ hadĀ beenĀ damagedĀ atĀ all .. ButĀ itĀ wasĀ obviousĀ thatĀ sheĀ hadĀ beenĀ focusingĀ onĀ oneĀ thingĀ overĀ everythingĀ else.
TheĀ secondĀ theĀ womanĀ hadĀ spokenĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā madeĀ herĀ presenceĀ known ... AnyaĀ hadĀ joltedĀ back.Ā ThereĀ wasĀ aĀ nearĀ Ā šµš“šš°š»Ā lookĀ inĀ herĀ eyes.Ā TheĀ lastĀ timeĀ sheĀ ran ... SheĀ hadĀ fallenĀ forĀ HYDRA'sĀ trickĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā wasn'tĀ aboutĀ toĀ fallĀ forĀ itĀ again.Ā SheĀ heardĀ herĀ ,Ā Ā butĀ alsoĀ ššššššššššĀ āšššĀ āššššĀ āšššš.Ā WhileĀ primarilyĀ sheĀ spokeĀ RussianĀ ,Ā Ā theyĀ stillĀ rememberedĀ theĀ EnglishĀ languageĀ fairlyĀ well.Ā SheĀ recognizedĀ theĀ accentĀ too ... ButĀ thatĀ wasĀ stillĀ aĀ littleĀ Ā šµššššĀ forĀ her.
AtĀ faceĀ valueĀ ,Ā Ā sheĀ ššššššĀ āššššššššĀ āššššššĀ ,Ā Ā butĀ thatĀ couldĀ justĀ asĀ easilyĀ beenĀ aĀ trick.Ā ItĀ wasĀ before.Ā OneĀ greenĀ eyeĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā oneĀ blueĀ oneĀ staredĀ backĀ atĀ theĀ woman.Ā StudyingĀ herĀ &Ā waitingĀ forĀ anyĀ movements.Ā LookingĀ forĀ anyĀ sortĀ ofĀ earĀ pieceĀ ,Ā Ā butĀ alsoĀ Ā š»šøššš“š½šøš½š¶.Ā InĀ theĀ hallsĀ ,Ā Ā inĀ theĀ otherĀ roomsĀ ,Ā Ā outĀ inĀ theĀ alleywayĀ outsideĀ ofĀ theĀ building.Ā ListeningĀ forĀ anyĀ sortĀ ofĀ suggestionĀ thatĀ sheĀ hadĀ beenĀ sentĀ inĀ toĀ Ā šššššāāšššāāšššāāšššššššššš¢.Ā AĀ smartĀ tactic.Ā ButĀ sheĀ wasn'tĀ planningĀ onĀ leavingĀ thisĀ building.
HerĀ eyesĀ trackedĀ downĀ Ā š±ššøš“šµš»šĀ toĀ whereĀ sheĀ hadĀ takenĀ outĀ theĀ trackerĀ inĀ herĀ side.Ā ItĀ hadĀ beenĀ tuckedĀ upĀ underĀ herĀ ribsĀ ,Ā Ā aĀ trulyĀ annoyingĀ thingĀ toĀ getĀ outĀ ,Ā Ā beforeĀ herĀ eyesĀ wereĀ backĀ onĀ theĀ womanĀ ššššššĀ āšššĀ āššššĀ fromĀ her.Ā WhenĀ sheĀ movedĀ towardĀ AnyaĀ ,Ā Ā theĀ teenagerĀ triedĀ toĀ surgeĀ backwardsĀ ,Ā Ā butĀ naturallyĀ didn'tĀ haveĀ muchĀ ofĀ aĀ placeĀ toĀ goĀ withĀ theĀ wallĀ behindĀ herĀ ,Ā Ā resultingĀ inĀ aĀ šššĀ āššĀ āšĀ āššššššššĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā aĀ winceĀ whenĀ herĀ woundĀ wasĀ agrevated.
@oozeyboozey
Gail had dealt with a few kids in her time as a counselor at the Synagogue, but those children had been there under their PARENTS' SUPERVISION. Or at the very least, their parents' BEHEST. Beyond that, the experience that Gail had with children was a bit limited. Mostly to the time that she visited with her friends that happened to have children.
She didn't have any children of her own just yet, and she didn't have any LIVING siblings. She'd had a younger sister, but she had lost Rachel when she had been 10, and Rachel had been 5.
Regardless though, any previous experience with kids wasn't going to prepare her for the child before her. There was a beautiful peculiarity about the child's eyes, the blue-green heterochromia not being something she'd ever seen in her life.
Gail had GASPED SOFTLY when Anya had met her gaze and begun to DESPERATELY create more space between them, but she had also known to take the hint for the moment and not get any closer.
Wait...BLUE-GREEN HETEROCHROMIA...
Her mind flashed back to the man that had come to see her a few days prior, how he had barely been keeping it together as he explained that his children were both MISSING, and he had been following the first hint that he'd had in MONTHS, but he'd lost the trail.
BUCKY...that was what he'd called himself.
She figured this had to be one of the twins that he had told Gail about. The counselor rolled her lips briefly in thought as she took a deep breath and exhaled softly through her nose. She had to approach this CAREFULLY, as by the looks of this child, they had certainly been through the WRINGER.
"I think...I think I might know your dad," she offered in a gentle tone. "He said he was looking for his kids, twins. He said you've got REALLY PRETTY eyes." Gail offered a tender smile, still not trying to close in on the child at all.
"He called you his 'babygirl'...does that sound like him?"
TheyĀ didn'tĀ knowĀ Ā šš·šĀ theyĀ hadĀ run.Ā ItĀ hadn'tĀ workedĀ theĀ firstĀ timeĀ inĀ theĀ end ... ButĀ justĀ likeĀ before ...Ā š°šš¢šāāšššāāšššššššĀ &Ā theyĀ wantedĀ out.Ā ThereĀ hadĀ beenĀ aĀ fightĀ withinĀ themĀ selves.Ā TwoĀ partsĀ Ā šµšøš¶š·ššøš½š¶Ā overĀ goingĀ backĀ toĀ theĀ baseĀ ,Ā Ā takingĀ whateverĀ punishmentĀ theyĀ hadĀ inĀ storeĀ forĀ them ... &Ā theĀ instinctĀ toĀ Ā ššššāāššššššš.
š·ššāāšššāāš ššššāāššššāāššššāāšššāāššāāššāāšššš.
ThatĀ hadĀ Ā šš»ššøš¼š°šš“š»šĀ beenĀ whatĀ keptĀ themĀ goingĀ insteadĀ ofĀ goingĀ backĀ toĀ theĀ outpostĀ theyĀ hadĀ setĀ upĀ whileĀ theyĀ neededĀ herĀ stateside.Ā ItĀ wasn'tĀ aĀ Ā ššššššāāšššššššššĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā inĀ herĀ experience ... TheyĀ tendedĀ toĀ onlyĀ bringĀ herĀ inĀ whenĀ theĀ Ā š°š±šš¾š»ššš“š»šĀ neededĀ to.
HavingĀ themĀ inĀ BrooklynĀ wasĀ riskyĀ enough.Ā ButĀ itĀ tookĀ theĀ markĀ sayingĀ Ā š¹šššāāšš·š“āāššøš¶š·šāāšš¾šš³Ā ,Ā Ā soundingĀ justĀ enoughĀ likeĀ theirĀ dadĀ didĀ whenĀ heĀ startedĀ rememberingĀ himselfĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā itĀ wasĀ likeĀ allĀ ofĀ aĀ suddenĀ Ā šāāšš ššššāāšššāāššššāāššššššš.Ā AnyaĀ tookĀ overĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā theyĀ tookĀ outĀ asĀ manyĀ agentsĀ asĀ theyĀ neededĀ beforeĀ theyĀ hadĀ takenĀ off.
"Ā WeĀ don'tĀ knowĀ Brooklyn! "Ā Ā " We'llĀ figureĀ itĀ out! "Ā Ā " ButĀ we'veĀ neverĀ beenĀ hereĀ before ... &Ā whatĀ aboutĀ theĀ Ā tracker? "
TheĀ argumentĀ playedĀ inĀ herĀ head.Ā Ā š·š°šš»ššøš½š¶Ā herĀ inĀ herĀ tracksĀ soĀ sheĀ couldĀ comeĀ upĀ withĀ theĀ nextĀ šš”ššššššš¢Ā āššššššššĀ partĀ ofĀ herĀ impromptuĀ runawayĀ plan.Ā ThisĀ hadĀ toĀ workĀ thisĀ time.Ā SheĀ hadĀ aĀ Ā š·š°šš³āāššøš¼š“Ā believingĀ theyĀ wereĀ goingĀ toĀ letĀ herĀ getĀ awayĀ withĀ anythingĀ lessĀ thanĀ whatĀ sheĀ gotĀ lastĀ time.Ā (thoughĀ sheĀ wasĀ honestlyĀ expectingĀ moreĀ ifĀ sheĀ gotĀ caught.)Ā Ā Ā SoĀ theyĀ couldn'tĀ getĀ caught.
WhichĀ meantĀ thatĀ trackerĀ neededĀ toĀ comeĀ outĀ now.
ItĀ hadĀ beenĀ Ā šššøš²šŗšĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā theyĀ hadĀ likelyĀ doneĀ itĀ onĀ purpose.Ā ItĀ requiredĀ AnyaĀ toĀ takeĀ upĀ campĀ inĀ aĀ gasĀ stationĀ bathroom.Ā TheĀ Ā ššššššššāšššššššāāššāāšššāāššššššĀ ofĀ aĀ firstĀ aidĀ kitĀ thatĀ wasĀ neededĀ toĀ makeĀ sureĀ theyĀ Ā ššš°šš“š³āāš°š»šøš š“Ā whenĀ theyĀ attemptedĀ this.Ā ThenĀ theyĀ gotĀ toĀ work.Ā TheĀ bleedingĀ wasĀ bad.Ā IfĀ thisĀ hadn'tĀ beĀ forĀ theirĀ survival ... theyĀ mightĀ haveĀ feltĀ badĀ forĀ theĀ poorĀ gasĀ stationĀ attendantĀ thatĀ wasĀ goingĀ toĀ findĀ theĀ stateĀ ofĀ thatĀ bathroom.Ā Ā š±ššāāšššššāāššššāā&āāšššāāšššš.
NextĀ ,Ā Ā theyĀ setĀ outĀ toĀ findĀ aĀ meansĀ ofĀ Ā šš·š“š»šš“šĀ afterĀ ditchingĀ theĀ trackerĀ inĀ aĀ stormĀ drain.Ā TheĀ optionsĀ were ... IncrediblyĀ limited.Ā EveryĀ optionĀ seemedĀ eitherĀ Ā šššššššš¢āāššāāššāāšš¢šššššššššĀ ,Ā Ā orĀ justĀ asĀ riskyĀ asĀ theĀ otherĀ positionĀ sheĀ couldĀ be foundĀ in.Ā NotĀ toĀ mentionĀ theirĀ visionĀ wasĀ startingĀ toĀ blur.Ā &Ā everythingĀ wasĀ startingĀ toĀ soundĀ likeĀ theyĀ wereĀ underwater.
"Ā ŠŠ°Š²Š°Š¹ ... ŠŠ°Š“Š¾Ā ŠæŃŠ¾Š“олжаŃŃ ГвигаŃŃŃŃ. "Ā Ā SheĀ heardĀ theĀ voiceĀ asĀ clearĀ asĀ theĀ oneĀ sheĀ heardĀ onĀ aĀ Ā š³š°šøš»šāāš±š°ššøšĀ UrgingĀ herĀ toĀ getĀ upĀ &Ā keepĀ movingĀ beforeĀ ššĀ āš ššĀ āšššĀ āššššĀ āšššĀ āššš.Ā TheyĀ grittedĀ theirĀ teethĀ ,Ā Ā &Ā pushedĀ throughĀ toĀ keepĀ goingĀ ,Ā Ā toĀ theirĀ rewardĀ ,Ā Ā happeningĀ uponĀ aĀ Ā ššš½š°š¶š¾š¶šš“Ā ,Ā Ā &Ā takingĀ thisĀ asĀ aĀ signĀ toĀ takeĀ theĀ shelterĀ nowĀ beforeĀ thatĀ tooĀ lateĀ momentĀ came.
GettingĀ inĀ wasĀ easy.Ā TheyĀ wentĀ throughĀ aĀ backĀ officeĀ thatĀ wasĀ inĀ anĀ areaĀ thatĀ hadĀ Ā š½š¾āāš»šøš¶š·ššāāš¾š½Ā ,Ā Ā &Ā wasĀ ableĀ toĀ breakĀ inĀ throughĀ aĀ window.Ā SheĀ couldn'tĀ riskĀ beingĀ seenĀ goingĀ inĀ fromĀ theĀ front.Ā NotĀ toĀ mentionĀ sheĀ trustedĀ noĀ oneĀ atĀ thisĀ point.Ā TheyĀ ššššššššĀ āššššĀ āšššĀ āšššššššĀ ,Ā Ā lookingĀ inĀ theĀ fridgeĀ forĀ someĀ foodĀ ,Ā Ā butĀ stumbledĀ aĀ bitĀ whenĀ theĀ painĀ becameĀ Ā šš¾š¾āāš¼šš²š·Ā ,Ā Ā knockingĀ overĀ someĀ potsĀ onĀ theĀ counterĀ inĀ theĀ process.
@oozeyboozey
This wouldn't be the first time Gail had been working late. She didn't mind it most nights. In fact, she found a certain sense of PEACE in it more often than not. The Synagogue itself was peaceful, and it was a building with MUCH HISTORY, giving the space a feeling of warmth and familiarity, even to those that had never been there before.
What Gail DID get frustrated with, was being STUMPED. She had been offering counseling to a young couple that had asked for it before they allowed themselves to get married. The idea in itself was sweet and thoughtful, but the two of them still seemed to be in the stages of their relationship where everything was surface level, and the small hiccups seemed to add up very quickly until they were bickering.
She was due to see them again tomorrow, and she knew that she needed to be able to tell them SOMETHING HELPFUL, just for the sake of making a meaningful and positive impact. Rather than being the last memory the couple had together before they BROKE UP.
A sigh had left her lips when she heard the sudden clatter of the pots and pans within the kitchen. Gail stood entirely, even her breathing. While the building was a SAFE HAVEN, that didn't mean that there weren't those that would see that haven destroyed. She reached over to the space near her coatrack, grabbing her BASEBALL BAT just in case. If it turned out to just be someone hungry, she would help. If they had anything more SINISTER in mind...she knew how to use that bat.
Coming out of her office, she rounded the corner with her steps measured and quiet. Gail kept herself vigilant and moved further down the hall until she reached the kitchen. Peeking around the corner...she was met with the sight of a CHILD.
An INJURED CHILD.
"Oh my God..." she breathed, her brows furrowed with apparent concern and empathy within her eyes. She immediately set the bat down to lean against the wall, taking a couple of slow steps towards this girl.
"Is that your blood, sweetheart?" she asked softly. "Are you hurt? I can help."
@oozeyboozey
The workspace of 27 YEAR OLD COUNSELOR GAIL SHABAT was designed in a serene pastel blue and white interior. She had done research back when she'd been an undergrad, on how different colors effected the mood. She wanted people to feel SAFE AND SECURE when they were within her office. She had spent time both in and out of class studying her interests in psychology through various topics. Gail wanted to have a MORE COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING of individual people.
During the day, the space was bathed in soft, natural light that filtered through sheer, flowing curtains. The walls were adorned with abstract art in SOOTHING TONES that complemented the plush white carpet. There was a sleek, modern desk in light wood tones that sat in the corner, while in the center of the room there was a small round table that was accessorized with pot of fresh flowers. The focal point was a COMFORTABLE blue sofa which doubled as a pull-out bed as well, which matched with a set of blue armchairs that were arranged in a semi-circle. It had been another intentional choice by Gail, as she wanted to create an environment that would invite SECURITY and open conversation.
The therapist's chair, in a matching blue hue, was positioned in a fashion meant to offer EMPATHY AND UNDERSTANDING. A floor-to-ceiling bookcase filled with psychology and philosophy texts and a few personal knick-knacks added further depth to the space, while another potted plant resting in the corner of the room added a touch of nature indoors.
The table between the seating area held a tissue box and a few strategically placed decorative items, as well as stimulating items like a ROBIK'S CUBE, along with small puzzles and even silly putty. The overall ambiance was one of CALM SOPHISTICATION, and it blended contemporary style with a sense of familiarity. No matter WHERE her clients might have been coming from.
It was winding down to the end of her workday, the sun had just about set entirely, but Gail wasn't going to be going home for a few hours. She had been dealing with a more DIFFICULT week, and as a result she had felt as though she had been neglecting some of her finer notes on a couple of her clients.
She was one of maybe three people still in the offices within the Synagogue that she worked, including the janitor. Everything SEEMED quiet, the only sound in her office being the piano music that was playing softly from the radio.