i’m a big fan of the concept of a man that is obsessed with my tits and consequently makes it his goal to desensitize me to them so he can take advantage.
like… every time i come over, the first thing he does is grope me through my shirt and make a face when he realizes i’m binding. he fusses about how uncomfortable it must be and how he’s worried about my health until i feel compelled to take my binder off to appease him. it’s whatever, i tell myself. i’m not that dysphoric anyways.
from there on out his hands are under my shirt playing with my tits more often than not. no matter what we’re doing, he’ll idly have a hand slipped down my collar, or a finger tweaking my nipple, or just outright play with them while we talk. he tells me he likes them, but also vehemently assures me that he still sees me as a man. i don’t question him.
yet i can tell he’s staring at them when i move, watching the way they bounce when i get overly excited. it’s opportunistic and frankly perverse, but a part of me loves the attention — and really, it’s just nice to get a break from binding.
so i deliberately start choosing not to wear a binder when i come over, reaching for old bras instead. i opt for lower cut tops, shirts that make my tits look nice. i rationalize it by telling myself it’s more comfortable, and there’s no harm in looking good.
he’s obviously pleased with my choices. i’m showered with love and seemingly unrelated compliments at a significantly higher frequency when my tits are out. he picks up the habit of commenting on women with nice tits, joking that he’s always been a boob guy and that a girl with a “good rack” is a massive turn-on. i begin to wonder if i am included in that category.
it doesn’t take long for his behaviour to shift during sex once he knows i’m accustomed to attention being given to my tits. hesitant brushes quickly morph into shameless groping, and it doesn’t take long until i’m on my knees naked looking up at him while he jerks off to the sight of them.
it’s only when he’s balls deep inside my pussy, eyes trained on my tits bouncing up and down as he thrusts, that he let’s the words “good girl” slip out of his mouth, sandwiched in between praise for how gorgeous my body is and how horny it makes him just to watch them. and it’s only then that i realize i don’t care if he perceives me as a woman — it’d been a while since i even tried to dress like a man around him. it’d been a while since i wanted to.
he finishes inside me and tells me that he hopes i get pregnant, because he wants my tits to get bigger. i just nod.