Losing a good friend is always so difficult

God decided to punish me by chaining my subconscious to the validation I get from Instagram likes

Making dal right now it's almost finished and I think the lentils that I used went bad...... should I kill myself

rich people disgust me but i crave that level of comfort so badly

All the weird women who have hit on my bf throughout our time together are making it a point to NOT like my stories or posts on insta where I look very hot and sexy. And I'm taking NOTES ✍️✍️✍️📝📝📝

Miserable day. Bf didn't put as much effort as I was expecting and is busy all day, my gmail account got hacked and I keep getting notifs about it, the job that I kinda sorta had but didn't do much at finally broke it off with me, cried at the park because I have no trust in myself whatsoever, feeling like the loneliest person in the world, got home realized they ordered food and didn't leave any for me. And have a dinner with my father coming up this evening which I do not want to go to at all. Okayyy

Not high out of my mind but high enough. Happy birthday to me. Cant wait to start this day with tumblr posts

Things that I want: a new bikini, nice underwear, laser hair removal (full body), a gym membership, to leave behind Pilates, for life/creative energy to burst inside of me and shine out through every one of my pores, to go camping with my boyfriend and my brother, to experience nature with ease, to let go of every single fear inside of my body. And to learn to cook better food, and not be lazy when it comes to myself

Lowkey just wanna smoke a blunt at midnight and welcome my new year on this planet high out of my mind