my gf & i beefing cause she thinks the knicks are gonna win the finals

stress writing bit my nail so far back picking up dirt hurts

up before everyone feeling unsure. doing research waiting for a new world order

being gay in amsterdam was better than being gay in oakland, worse than la, better than ny, new mexico is the absolute worst, berlin a bit worse, florida demented, tokyo ok, paris slightly better

the other night i went to bed, my head placed within the fold of my arm. i had a memory of being a child provoked by the scent of my skin - not the baby smell but something like it. my mom used to take photos of me sleeping all the time when i was little. she would braid my hair while i was sleeping then photograph it. i still sleep this same way she captured me but worse. i am a terrible sleeper, seroquel saved my life for many years. but i want peaceful sleep so badly i'm starting to remember being that angelic slumbering child