I believe in you

absolutely nobody:

but truly I am sorry for not being here

seriously I never should have engaged with people I know I will let them down why I keep doing this to them someone stop me

enjolras: make a guess

grantaire: no?

So the matter is that I keep getting upset about people who are very judgemental about things that bring like literally nothing but happiness to those who like it and contain absolute zero of negative messages but that had a misfortune of not being liked by those said people. It's just you are in the middle of a discussion of something that you are both interested in and then all of a sudden they say something like "oh you know how I avoid modern au fics in Les Mis, aren't they trash" show me where I asked for it bitch.

And then when I try to point out that it is really up to people to decide if they like it or not (I like it sue me) I am told that "girls who write it got the characters completely wrong I mean Enjolras fighting for gender equality" (using that disguised tone). What's wrong with you lady?? You are a grown ass person, how can you not get a simple message of not judging other people basing on their taste in fanfiction??? Do you have a personal issue with gender theory? Did it kill your much loved dog or what?? I seriously doubt it. Those fics (as any of diverse interests that other people have grow the fuck up) do no harm to anyone!! You don't like it? Listen, I have a solution for you just don't fuckin read it. Why being so proud of yourself for telling me I am an idiot and those who have same interests as me are idiots too?? Maybe I don't get something? Why so much hate?

And yes I was so frustrated about it so I actually wrote it here, forgive me. If you read it please drop a word to me even if it's just to point out my mistakes in grammar, I will for sure appreciate some human compassion. Like.. really. Probably I will feel better and not like shit (I was arguing with her for half an hour absolutely pointless I don't know why I even tried and now I just feel drained and sad)

I am studying maths in attempt to get a bachelor's degree because I didn't come up with anything better to do with my life obviously

used to swim sing dance play the piano and do horse riding and then gave everything up because I became super disappointed in myself (haha not interesting not funny)

scared of sight checks cause they always are like YOU HAVE A BAD SIGHT and I'm like well yeah that's why I'm here maybe you'll help me somehow??? so I just ended up wearing same glasses and then contacts for five years now. don't even want to think about how bad my sight really is now