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also me: these people trying to drag me to the surface are scary and quite frankly must be making the situation worse, I'll brute force it and try to figure out how to get out of this on my own

still me: *bangs my head directly into the pool floor hoping the impact will propel me upward as if I haven't done this a million times before as my own blood starts pooling in the water around me*

I got this ask spam after posting a poll that said have you ever thought you're unlovable then added personal shit because yes i feel ulovable - my parents sister and grandma hate me, my pet prefers my grandma who brags about it, my friends treat me as a backup plan or a second chance and my boyfriend after 5 years told me that he never actually loved me and dated me out of pity because of my family situation

And yeah anon said that i decided myself to be unlovable because I'm aroace 😐

I won't share my name nor age but I'll tell you how i got here, what happened here and what got me out

Why did i get here? My mom found out i AM nonbinary told my dad who went ballistic then told me to man up

I thought I'm going on a camp or some shit because I'm a scout and been on a scout camping a few times lol you know the learning through cooperating

But no! I couldn't be more wrong!

I sprained my wrist on the first day tripping over a branch, got called a pussy! And one kid looked like one breath away from dying

I tried to reason with the older girl who was our supervisor bc she was the closest to my age and she showed me a middle finger

Where did this lead me? TO NO FOOD FOR 2 DAYS (as if i liked the tiny ass portions) oh i also gave some of mine to that one guy i got along with

I also got lice over here and caught a flu that untreated got complications so bad that i had to end up hospitalised

And basically my parents haven't sent me back after the hospital visit

Been here for one week, hated it here and i literally just got rid of the lice i got here

My parents? They don't regret anything the only moment my dad acknowledged whatever happened here was: you should've been less provocative

There also happened other stuff that I don't really want to talk about and I'll keep those to myself hope you understand

At the end of this let me inform you

Still nonbinary

also me: these people trying to drag me to the surface are scary and quite frankly must be making the situation worse, I'll brute force it and try to figure out how to get out of this on my own

still me: *bangs my head directly into the pool floor hoping the impact will propel me upward as if I haven't done this a million times before as my own blood starts pooling in the water around me*

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“Grace says he would like half of dome to be water.”

“Oh, is necessary for humans to have large amounts of water question?”

Small Eridian equivalent of a sigh. “No. Not needed for life. In fact Grace will die if he falls in water and does not get out.”

“Tell him we give him water in containers that won't kill him. Lots lots lots of water on Erid for Grace to drink.”

“No. Grace say he want water on ground. Also want it with excess sodium chloride compound so it will be unhealthy for drink.”

“Grace want this liquid for celebration.”

“Of course.” They scan it. “You have wrong liquid. This contain compounds which are poisonous for humans.”

“Yes yes yes. Grace say humans like feeling of being slightly poisoned.”