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Please take care of your world inside of you, so that you can take care of your world outside of you.

So many books to read and instruments to learn and languages to speak and poems to write and strawberries to eat and countries to visit and songs to sing and films to watch and people to kiss and pictures to take and

at times when hope is too big of a thing to have, curiosity (even clinical or small) is a very good placeholder

asking myself "why continue" & finding the answer is always, in some form, "i want to know what happens next", even if that want is tired or detached or outright morbid

I'm in my "I take care of me" era. I want her to like me. I want to impress her. I want to cook top tier meals for her and lay her down to sleep. I want her to stay excited about me. I want her to feel close to me. I want her to want to spend time with me. I want her to think I'm cool and irreplaceable because I take care of us both no matter the circumstance!!!!