campaign for a better weekend

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friday nights will always hurt the worst

guess i'll fall asleep crying to american football again

please don't give up on me

i literally stew on how much i hate myself and how much i miss you and literally nothing else

i wrote a letter to you about how i feel and i have half a fucking mind to send it

i just want to say i miss you

bro i am so fucking drunk i might just survive all of this

every time i think of you i start sobbing when is this going to get any better

i've been back at work for an hour and a half and five people have asked about nicole and now i'm already crying in the bathroom. i am still so heartbroken i can't stand it

god i am so excruciatingly sad it hurts my chest

being alone on the fridays when you would spend the night is a different kind of ache

u know the breakup is going bad when you sleep with something taking up a human amount of space so it's like you're not sleeping alone

this is the most intense heartbreak i have ever felt. i cant believe this is real

i have never been so upset i my entire life

how to hurt yourself bad enough to feel better but not so bad that you can't hide it from your students and family

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