Furry Fun Time

ive been trying to be with a guy i love for a long time now, i confessed to him my love and he told me he needed time to think about it.. not long after i found out that another friend had heard about it and also said he loved him... this put him in a position where he had to choose between me or this other guy.. i tried really hard to be perfect for him but he chose the other guy over me, and told me to try and move on or wait for him... after a while passed, he came back into my life, i had tried to move on like he asked by flirting eith others and not speaking to him much as i didnt want to ruin what he had with the partner he chose and more importantly i didnt want to make him feel like i was intruding... i still love him but i tried to move on knowing he wouldnt be with me. as i was saying, he came back and started to become upset finding out i had been flirting with others.. upset i tried to move on and upset i didnt talk to him much. i did it because i cared about him to want to make sure he wasnt hurt by my intrusion.. so we argued a bit and stopped speaking for a couple days.. after this he messaged me back saying he didnt like not being able to speak to me and appologised, saying he realised that my commitment wasnt obsessive.. cause he thought i was being crazy obsessive over him, and thats why we stopped talking.. but i never ment that, i just ment to be commited and dedicated.. and now we are speaking again.. people keep telling me to move on but i just cant, i love him far too much to ever give up on him reguardless of if he has given up on me.. anyway, rant over. sorry everyone.

I made a friend ;-; he is a hurt boi.