Thomas Is Tired

To let everyone know how I’ve been (great) I’ve been staring at gifs of this mf AAAAGGGHHHH

So you mean to tell me ..

Trevor Phillips is NOT a bisexual loser

Ok understood I mean his entire personality is women and being insane (sounds like every other straight guy I know)

But ALSOOOO

Trevor Phillips is the same guy who held a 9 year long grudge (rightfully so) cause his best friend (man crush) left him and he’s lonely

Only to forgive said best friend (man crush) cause he finally started hanging out with him again (yay)

Got a tattoo to mourn the best friend (man crush)

Is constantly hitting on, checking out, or flirting with men throughout the game

(Need I mention the “good lorddd” after sizing up fabian in fame or shame or the “I’m beginning to think that’s exactly what you want to do” after Michael said “fuck you” to Trevor in by the book/threes company can’t remember which)

Always reminds Michael that he’s stuck with his ass

CANNOT FORGET THE ENTIRETY OF MICHAEL AND TREVOR LAYING LOW IN SANDY SHORES

plus dialogue between him and Franklin after the story where Trevor literally states that he forgives Michael after everything cause “it was a long time ago and we had some fun these past few months”

MICHAEL LITERALLY FAKED HIS D3ATH AND BETRAYED TREVORS TRUST AND THAT IDIOT (Trevor) STILL TOOK HIM BACK CAUSE HE HAS SUCH A SAPPY MELTY CRUSH ON HIM

PLUS IF THIS ISNT THE BIGGEST GIVE AWAY

HE HAS A LITTLE BIRDIE NECK TATTOO (see image below)

CRAZY MANIAC DRVG ADDICT MVRDEROUS WILL HURT ANYONE IF THEY BREATHE WRONG IMPOSSIBLE TO GET CLOSE TO IN BOTH PERSONAL SENSE AND PHYSICAL SENSE HAS INSANE MOMMY ISSUES AND ALL AROUND IS A NUT JOB EVERYONE IS SCARED OF TREVOR PHILLIPS

Has a little birdie neck tattoo

NO ONE TOLD ME THERE WAS A BO BURNHAM REFERENCE IN GTA !!!!

I scroll through bleeter,life invader, and the various news sources whenever playing GTA 5 cause I’m a lore whore and whilst browsing bleeter I came across this

Is 12 year old incels who call people snowflakes for fun

Very sad queer people

(I’m in my seasonal trikey brainrot)

What have I become

And just uploaded cast pics and put fun captions

And now I’m a fic writer …

Both movies make me wanna chase a mf tornado

But then i remember I’m a filmmaker and i just think the effects are cool

And while I have deep love for that movie and the fandom it’s not my current hyperfixation

And I have another tumblr but I still really enjoy the platform I have here

So I have decided that I’m gonna redo my tumblr to match my current interests

And I HOPE (it’s okay if not) that you guys are here cause of me and not my content (I worded this poorly i totally get most people are here cause of what I post I just hope at least a few are here for reasons besides that) but either way it doesn’t matter much

We are constantly changing and evolving beings

And we don’t have to stay the same just cause people like that version of us

If some people unfollow me cause they’re not interested in the things I’ll be posting going forward THATS OKAY and maybe it’s not as deep as I’m painting it to be I tend to do that

Either way this is a heads up for you and a love letter to my perfectionism

Cause I’ve been avoiding touching my tumblr cause I didn’t want people to be disappointed or upset with me

But the truth is it doesn’t matter

Cause with avoiding touching tumblr that meant I wasn’t sharing things to a platform I love dearly

And keeping myself shoved in interests that don’t serve me anymore

I’ll always love dps and the fandom and the people I’ve met from it

But it’s not my favorite thing right now

Maybe one day it will be again

But for now I’m gonna switch it up

I love change and change is okay

Change can be a lovely thing if you’re not scared of it

So moral is if you don’t like the new vibe that’s okay find another place where you share an interest and don’t feel bad if you get outta here

I’m super duper cool and like super cool things sooo

Anyway long rant over hope you guys like the new blog scenery

CRIMINAL MINDS OBSESSION IS SOOOO BACK

SO NOT SAYING I WILL NEVER COME BACK TO THE ANDERPERRY FIC

But I’m working on other projects cause they match what currently inspires me

I go with where my mind tells me to go and I never force myself to do something that doesn’t inspire me

And while the Anderperry fic is far from finished and I still have a plethora of ideas

I’m taking a break to explore other things that bring me joy and inspiration

THANK YOU TO ALL OF THE READS !!!!