in Fun Home the musical my heart always drops when Allison's Mum sings 'I didn't raise you'... and there like. a beat long enough to worry. then she continues 'to throw away your life, like me'.
and eugh. obvs musically its more obvious. but even though this is a few month on from Allison coming out (idk timeline - she saw her dad after coming out and before he died and this song is after her died but she's still in Uni so - thinking again maybe its before he dies?? eugh) there's still. hm. maybe it's just me but even people who have been mostly chill about me being gay i still am waiting for the shoe to drop. akd so this moment is a very. holy shit! oh phew.
the emotional impact this musical has on me. I like it a normal amount.
looking at it maybe its only a half beat rest. but its enough!!
