sing in the relentless rain

Emil thought Syo would pull away, he really did. Syo’s hands on Emil’s hips had him shocked… he almost thought to pull back and ask Syo if he was feeling alright. Maybe, just maybe, Emil could lose himself in enjoying a moment with Syo without worrying about the other’s sudden violent outbursts. 

He let go of Syo’s shirt only to wrap his arms around Syo instead, nipping gently at the other’s lower lip. How much could he get away with? This was starting to get exciting.

How did he make this stop? More than wanting to pull away, he felt like he needed to want it. If he didn’t, what did that mean? Their conversation about feelings suddenly felt so far away. Using words and making labels for things felt so unnecessary. But it also left him feeling restless. It was his fault, though. He didn’t want to talk about those things. Bringing it up was embarrassing and being embarrassed made him upset and being upset made him lash out at Emil. It was a vicious cycle and Emil was usually the victim. Why did he stay around anyway?

Syo wasn’t trying to run away… or punch Emil in the face. Emil blinked a few times, just staring at the other. Do whatever he wanted, huh? Well this was as good a time as any to press his luck, right? Emil pulled Syo back to him, pressing his lips back to Syo’s with a little more force behind it than the first kiss had had. Getting genuine affection from Syo was rare, Emil didn’t want to let the chance escape him so easily.

Emil was breathless by the time Syo broke the kiss, face flushed. He was reluctant to let go of Syo but he figured he probably should since they were done kissing it seemed.

“That was… nice,” Emil’s words were quiet, almost a whisper. “We should… do that more often.” Speaking was probably a mistake but it wasn’t like this was something Emil could just casually bring up later.

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Oh. Oh, shit. That wasn’t the reaction he was expecting. He didn’t know what possessed him to kiss Emil in the first place. It’s was just a stupid impulse and now Emil was going to get the wrong idea. The idiot was supposed to get embarrassed or something and back away. Instead, Emil was holding him in place. There was no where to run. What had started out as a meaningless gesture suddenly felt like a lot more. There.. There was no choice but to keep kissing him, right? That was the excuse that made Syo feel better about not trying harder to pull away, at least.

*wants to rp with everyone*

@fullthrottleprince replied to your post: Tagged by @mcsesofhope Thingy i saw cat ears i…

give theM BACK

ruNS THE FUCK AWAY. They’re Emil’s now.

u love it shut ur damn trap

unless u want emil to go be someone else’s boy toy. haruka’s lookin mighty fine

syo hates u so much emil

u say that like u don’t like it

// your yuri link doesnt work! D:

Emil found himself absolutely in awe. He’d never exactly seen this side of Syo before, serious and concentrated on his task, purposeful movements… The way Syo’s fingers danced, placing pressure on the strings. It was beautiful. Both the performance and Syo himself. Emil wouldn’t say that out loud though.

He had been impressed by the music alone but the fact that Syo got it in one take was also impressive. It was almost a shame that it ended so quickly. Emil went to meet Syo as soon as he was done.

“That was amazing! I loved the part toward the middle, it was intense!”

“Right?” Syo did his best to exude confidence. Emil’s expression and his total demeanor at the moment was throwing him off just a little. The color of his cheeks tinged pink. He only ever saw Emil this excited a handful of times. One of which involved teaching him the conveniences of a modern kitchen. Sans Natsuki, of course. 

“Alright.” With that Emil stopped talking and followed after Syo silently. Excitement was practically radiating off of him. It was a treat in his own world to get to watch a musical performance of any kind since they didn’t have all the technology Syo’s world has to let them see and listen to that sort of thing whenever.

Emil was more than happy to settle himself into the area just outside the recording booth, the tech working there barely sparing Emil a glance as he sat down in a nearby folding chair. Maybe later he might feel a little embarrassed over being so giddy to see Syo do something but right now he was just happy to be allowed to sit in on this.

Emil was rarely so cooperative, so that didn’t help his nerves. He really just wanted to get this in as few takes as possible. Having Emil looking at him so.. happily was weird and wrong. Not that Emil shouldn’t be happy about it. He was getting a semi-private performance from Syo! A lot of people would kill to be in his shoes right now. 

After entering the recording booth, he didn’t immediately get set up. It took him a minute of breathing with his back turned to the window to calm his nerves. Why did his nerves need calming anyway? There was no reason to be all jittery. All he had to do was get his violin out of it’s case, check, put it to his chin, check again, and play.