WELL, IF IT ISN'T FUKMIN DX

Fukmin-DX was a blog I made somewhat against my well. I was pressured into it by people I am no longer friends with, and after a while, this blog felt like an obligation to keep running because of the following I developed, even though I wasn’t very passionate about the work I was doing. I was getting a lot of praise and positive feedback, and yeah drawing naked people can be fun every once in a while, so that kept me going for a while. But, after some time, I ran into a good large amount of people that made my time as Fukmin-DX pretty unenjoyable. Harrassment and bullying and entitlement were all things I was seeing pretty regularly (I even posted one of the kys messages I got because I was fed up, hahah). After all that, I just stopped posting art as frequently, sometimes it’d be months until I’d post something again. And every time I tried getting the blog up and going again, I could tell my heart just wasn’t in it. When I saw that tumblr was no longer allowing nsfw content, my first thought “thank god, now I have an excuse to finally shut down fukmin”. I want my nsfw art to be something I produce in private to relax again, I never wanted it to be the super public thing it became. And, again, this blog was something I got my arm twisted to start up in the first place.

But, I also gotta realize that, for whatever reason, people liked this blog and may have even had some sort of emotional attachment. I’m sorry if I’ve made people sad with my decision to wipe the blog and not make an archive, but I’d rather just put this blog behind me and move on to something I really do feel passionate about. 

I hope this makes my decision a little less painful. I’m sorry if I came off as rude or unempathetic, I’m just tired of doing so much for the sake of others and I’m trying to think of my own happiness. I hope this explanation makes it all a bit more understandable.

tumblr’s banning nsfw content so I went ahead and cleaned my blog. I wanted to do this for a while, to tell the truth, because I just really haven’t been interested in drawing nsfw art for a while. I mean, I haven’t posted any art in months.