he meets me where i am

Okay so bighit managed to yet again get us all confucked 

But i have a theory regarding Jimin’s and Hoseok’s story. Based on the latest highlight reel, it kinda seemed to me that the girl might represent as Jimin’s alter ego. It’s no secret that the aura, when the camera is on Jhope (and the girl), is quite happy and lively; while when on Jimin, it gets dark and miserable. The major theme of this concept is ‘i’m fine save me’, which makes me believe more that the girl is Jimin’s ‘happy’ side that he may show J-hope. 

Most of the time when a person is depressed they don’t like to show or talk about it to anyone, not even the closest to them, not even when they’re internally screaming for help. That was Jimin’s case, he was always watching the girl with Hobi – quietly observing her. I think he was disassociating, feeling like the ‘happy’ side was another person, like he was looking from the outside. And looking at her was making him even more miserable.

“Afraid to be loved for who I am” that was the narration before we get the scene where Hobi and the girl were dancing together and the scene of Jimin dancing the same routine alone in the same but dark room. I think Jimin believes that Hobi only loves his happy and ‘pretty’ side, he thinks Jhope won’t be able to love his dark and ugly side too, the side that even he hasn’t accepted himself yet.

The scene where Jimin and the girl dance and he hurts her (accidentally or not). His ‘dark’ side might be consuming him, having enough of his happy pretend. Well, based on this theory, they’re the same person so when he ‘hurt her’, he actually hurt himself. Which may represent as the cry for help. And this did alarm Jhope that something was wrong and tried to save her/him. 

“The worst part about being strong is that no one ever asks if you are okay”